Gluttony

I can't stop it.
Can't stop.
Putting this poison inside of me.
All day, all night
Eating my life away.
I'm gaining weight,
Feeling sick,
And I still can't stop.
I say it's because it comforts me
And it makes me feel better about myself.
But that's not true.
In the end, I just feel
Gross,
Disgusting,
Repulsive,
Sickening.
So why can't I rid myself
Of this Gluttony?