Mark pulled my panties off and stuffed them in his pocket yet again…I said, "You just love my panties in your pocket don't you?" Mark said, "It's only because I can smell you…"
Mark moved up behind me…and spread my legs apart with his knee…I was pretty calm and then I heard it ladies…that sound that just makes you want to go completely insane…
Mark unbuttoned his pants and down that zipper came…
My senses were totally off…Mark placed me on my feet against him and I rested against the wall…and almost fell over…Mark grabbed my hips and steadied me so I wouldn't fall…After we both calmed down and fixed ourselves…Mark helped me put my panties back on and I just laughed at him…
When we went back down to the ring…
I sat next to Jamie and she said, "Okay…why do you have that freshly fucked look…"
I smacked Jamie's arm and said, "Jamie Rea…Don't be so foul when you ask me a question like that."
Jamie laughed hard and said, "I know why you have that look on your face…it's because you guys just had sex didn't you?"
I smiled and laughed she knew it was true…Me laughing was an immediate admission of guilt. Jamie said, "You little hussy…but I guess its okay since you guys are officially a couple…" I said, "I wouldn't say that…Mark hasn't decided it yet…"
Jamie looked at my with her left eye brown cocked up and said, "Excuse me…why is Mark decided this? Should you guys just automatically be wanting to do this?"
I said, "Well, you know my answer…I'm just waiting to see if Mark can commit to me…I know he loves me there's no doubt it about…but…there's still Sara…I don't think he'll ever fully love me as much as he loves her…and I know he still loves her…which is understandable…I just don't think there is a full commitment there to be had…Sara will always have his heart."
Jamie said, "So why wait…Is this some sort of form of personal torture you like to put yourself through…if he can't commit right now…then you know he'll never be able to give you his heart…and you know it."
I said, "I'm hopeful…"
Jamie said, "Hopeful…and stupid…"
I said, "Jamie don't…I'm handling this…Don't start."
Jamie said, "Okay…but if you want my offer to punch his lights out earlier…still stands…"
I giggled and said, "Okay deal."
We shook hands and laughed.