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"I don't ever want to see your whoring face around here again!" and he slammed the door. Serena lied in the hall way crying for a few minute's before she got up. She limped to the elevator and pressed the down button.
" He's right I should have fought harder. I deserved what I got" she thought to herself. She cried all the way down. She stepped off the elevator and limped to the door.
"Taxi" she yelled through her tear's. A cab pulled up and she got in
"NYU collage please" she said with tear's rolling down her face.
"Sure, are you okay?" the cab driver asked in concern.
"I'm fine just drive!" she yelled at him.
"Okay fine, just trying to help, sheesh. People from this city really do have attitude's." Serena suddenly felt bad. She had never yelled at anyone before, and she wasn't about to start.
"I'm sorry, it's just, I had a rough night." The driver smiled sympathetically at her.
"I understand" and with that he drove off. When he pulled up to the collage, Serena got out.
"That's nineteen eighty five." Serena dug in her wallet and pulled out a twenty
"keep the change" and she turned to walk away.
"Hey" he cried out and she walked back to the cab.
"Whatever making you this upset. I'm sure you'll be okay." He smiled at her then drove off. She looked after him.
"If you only knew what was making me upset, then I'm sure you wouldn't be telling me that I'll be okay." she sighed, wiped her tear's and made her way into the collage. The hall way's were empty
"every one must be in classes." She considered going to hers but then she thought
"I had such a rough night. I should try to get a few hour's of sleep." She got to her dorm room and opened the door.
"Oh Serena , were are so sorry, we heard what happened." Inside her room, Alex, Jamiy, and Sarah were all sitting on her bed waiting for her. Sarah looked like she had been crying.
"How did you find out what happened?" Serena asked
"Amber called us and told us what happened. I feel so bad for you." Sarah got off her bed to give Serena a hug, but Serena backed away.
"You feel bad for me? you feel bad for me? I don't need your sympathy Sarah!" Serena yelled at Sarah. Sarah looked at her in concern.
"Serena calm down. I'm not trying to-"
"Calm down! You try to calm down after you just raped, beaten, handcuffed, had to sleep in a cold ally all night, and had to feel the pain that I had to endure! After you lived through that you try to calm the fuck down!" Sarah's eye's got wide. She never heard Serena so much as raise her voice to, well anyone, and now here she was, screaming at her best friend.
" Serena will you stop yelling at me. I'm just trying to help you" Serena glared at her
"You can't help me! unless you can turn back the clock, you can't help me one fucking bit! Plus I don't need your god damn help!" Serena felt tear's forming in her eye's. She had never yelled at anyone in her entire life. Now she had screamed at two people in the last half hour, including her best friend. Sarah also felt herself getting tear's in her eye's
"Please Serena stop yelling. This isn't like you."
"Let me give you a small clue Sarah, I can fucking yell at who and when ever I fell like! So don't tell me to stop anything, because if he didn't I don't have to! Now get the fuck out of my room now!" Alex and Jamiy just stood there with mouth's open and eye's wide. They also had never seen Serena yell at anyone. Especially at Sarah. In fact the only time they had seen Serena and Sarah fight was when they were kid's and argued over who liked who better. Sarah got tear's in her eye's. The two friend's looked at each other for a second before Sarah whispered.
"Come on guys, let's go." Alex and Jamiy got up and walked out the door. Sarah followed, but she looked at the Serena for a second before closing the door. Serena sat on the bed and took a deep breath. She tried not to cry but her emotion's got the best of her. After a few minute's of crying, she thought about calling Sarah, to say how sorry she was for treating her like that. But instead all she said was
"I need a drink." She changed her clothes, witch detective Stabler had given her, and got dressed in her own clothes. She went out of her room and walked to the parking lot. She got in her car, turned it on, and drove off. She tuned the radio to her favorite station and turned it up high.
"And that was 'Rhinestone Cowboy' by Glen Campbell. Now for all you couple's out there 'Love Will Keep Us Together' by Captain & Tennille." Serena almost started crying again. This was hers and James song. The two of them had even made up a dance to it. Every one made fun of them when they would dance but they didn't care.
"There all just jealous because they don't have a girl as pretty as you to dance with it too."
Love, Love will keep us together
Think of me babe whenever
Some sweet talking guy comes along singing his song
Don't mess around,
You got to be strong
Just Stop, 'cause I really love You
Stop, I'll be thinking of you
Look in my heart and let love keep us together
You, You belong to me now
Ain't gonna set you free now
When those guys start hanging around talking me down
Hear with your heart and you won't hear a sound
Just Stop, 'cause I really love you
Stop, I'll be thinking of you
Look in my heart and let love keep us together
Whatever young and beautiful
Someday your looks will be gone
When the others turn you off
Who'll be turning you on
I will, I will, I will, I will
Be there to share forever
Love will keep us together
Said it before and I'll say it again while others pretend
I'll need you now and I'll need you then
Stop 'cause I really love Ya
Stop I'll be thinking of Ya
Look in my heart and let love keep us together.
Serena started crying.
"I'll never be able to dance this song with him again. Why didn't I fight back harder, this is all my fault" But she couldn't cry for long, because she was now at the bar. She was nervous. She had never actually been inside a bar before. She had drinks before, but only on St Patrick's day and New year's eve, and even then she still drank very little. But she need the alcohol, to get her mind off of this day."Besides, it's not like I'm going to turn into some kind of alcoholic with just a few drinks" she reminded herself. She took a deep breath, wiped away her tear's, and walked inside.
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