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This chapter is dedicated to my favorite girls in the world: Alee, Jill, Ellen, Steph, Sondra, Faith, and yes, you too Jenn:) There the best friends a girl could ask for, and I hope ya'll can survive with out me in the school, and remember your promises, and I'll never forget any of you, and I love you all so much. Give Uhlge hell for me:)
Serena groaned as she woke up and looked around the small room.
"Where am I?' she said put loud
"your in the hospital" a kind voice said to her. Serena jumped a little bit in her bed before she turned to look at who the voice belonged to.
"Who are you?" she asked eying the woman. She was about in her thirty's with short brown hair and bright blue eyes and a kind, inviting smile.
"I'm a rape crisis concealer. My name is Christina Ambrose" she said smiling at her. Serena eyed her and then looked around the hospital room.
"what am I doing in a hospital room?" she said looking at her again.
"You fell unconscious in the street after screaming 'he's everywhere.' Some one called the police and you've been asleep for about twelve hours" Christina said after pushing a lock of blond hair from Serena's face. Serena looked confused for a moment then her eyes got wide as she remembered something.
"Oh my god! please, you have to get him. Hes out there, I saw him! He has brown hair, and he's really tall, and he has an Arab acc-"
"Calm down Serena. You didn't see him, you just think you did" Christina said softly. Serena glared at her for a moment
" how the hell do you know what I saw? It was my rapes- er attacker out there on the streets, and I saw him!" she said trying to get out of the bed, but Christina gently laid a hand on her shoulder to stop her.
"I know what you sawbecause, I've been a counselor for nine years now, and I know that you didn't see him. You just thought you did. And for a while, you'll think every man is your attacker. But give it time." Serena just looked at her with a shocked and angry look on her face.
"Are you hearing me? The man that caused this is out there on the streets right now, and you are dong nothing!" she said angrily. Christina offered her a small smile, and was about to say some thing before she was interrupted.
"Who the hell called you any way?"
"I did" Lennie said standing in the door way. Serena rolled her eyes.
"How the hell did you find me?" she demanded. Lennie went over toward's the bed and sat down next to her
"After you ran out of my apartment, I realized that you forgot your purse, and I followed you out, but I couldn't see you, so I started to go back inside, before I heard you screaming, he's every where. So I started running toward's you, when I heard some yell fainted, and I saw you, and then I saw you on the ground, and um, thats it." Serena glared at him again, and ran her hands through her long blond hair.
"why the hell are you here" she demanded crossing her arms.
"I wanted to tell you, I'm sorry for pushing you. Your right, I shouldn't have made you tell me if you didn't want to. But you needed help." Serena rolled her eyes and tried to get out of the bed, but Christina gently pushed her back in her bed
"Serena, you need to rest. Please just get back in the bed." Serena glared at her again
"Will you just shut up" she yelled at her
"your starting to piss me off. Now, if you to don't mind, I would like to get going." She got up again and Christina let her go, but she was stopped by a girl with light blond hair and bright blue eyes and who looked like she was about six months pregnent..
"Hi Serena, I'm Doctor Tina Cabot. Please get back into bed." Serena rubbed her temple and sighed.
"Look, I'm not getting back into bed, I'm not going to tell any one whats wrong, and I don't need to talk to some bitch, who's just going to say, oh its okay, and its not your fault. Okay, so will all of you just leave me alone, and stay out of my life!" And with that, she pushed the doctor out of the way, and ran into Sarah right outside.
"Hey" Sarah said as Serena collided with her. Serena rolled her eyes at her
"what do you want" she said rather snippy. Sarah took a step back, hurt
"you put me down as your emergency contact number. They called me and told me you were in the hospital, what ever I did, I'm sorry." Serena's face softened.
"No, no, its ok. I'm sorry, I just, I had a rough day." Serena offered her friend a small smile, and they started to walk out before Sarah stopped.
"Um, did the doctors say you could go?"
"no, but I'm over eighteen, so I choose if I want to stay or not. And I want to go" and then they started walking to the parking lot.
"you um, you brought your car?" Serena asked her looking a little embarrassed. Sarah had a convertible, that was painted at least fifteen different colors, had a fuzzy pink and black steering wheel, a big pair of fuzzy dice in the windshield, and bright green and orange seats. All of her friends hated to ride in it, but Sarah loved it like her own child.
"Whats wrong with my baby?" Sarah asked defensively.
"nothing, but its, um. Well its, uh"
"trust me, one day, this kind of car will be in everyones garage" Sarah said wiping the side mirrors with her shirt.
"Yeah and disco will go out of style" Serena said rolling her eyes. Sarah just shrugged and got in the drivers side. Serena got in the passenger side and turned on the radio.
"oh Serena, guess what I got" Sarah said in a sing song voice.
"What" Serena said trying to find a good station
" the Monty Python and the Holy Grail movie" she said taking the movie out of a small bag. Serena's eyes lit up and she smiled at Sarah
"oh my god! I wanted to see this movie for like ever! you totally rock!" she said hugging her. Serena was one of the biggest fans of the Monty Python series, and she wanted to see the movie when it came out, but she was too busy studying.
"Your welcome" Sarah said hugging her back. they drove for a while before Serena remembered something.
"Sarah, we need to stop at at the bar called Magill's. My cars there" Sarah looked over at Serena with surprised eyes
"why the hell is your car at a cops bar?"
"I went out last night to get some drinks, and I ended up at a cop bar."
"Wow, I don't even think I've even seen you take so much as a shot"
"well maybe I decided to become an alcoholic, is that okay with you?" she said angrily and sarcastically. Sarah looked at her and glared
"sorry! I'm just surprised that you went to a bar. Is that okay with you?" Serena glared at her
"hey fuck you Sarah! You think your such hot shit just because you have an attitude. Well I got news for you, your a little wannabe."
"What the fuck is your problem Serena, I was just trying to help!"
"I don't need any help from some god damn little cunt like you!" Sarah glared at her, then pulled over.
"What the hell are you doing!" Serena yelled at her
"look, I know that your going through a lot of shit right now. But you need to calm the fuck down." Serena glared at her then got out of the car and started to walk away.
"Where are you going? Serena come back here" Sarah said getting out of the car and following her.
"to get away from you" Serena shot back at her
"please come back, I'm sorry I was such a bitch to you, but yo were being a bitch to me." Sarah whipped around and stormed up to her.
"Yeah I was being a bitch, but you want to know why? Because I was raped! Okay, I was handcuffed to a poll, and some guy beat and raped me, and I'm scared he might come back and do it again! So forgive me if I may seem a little bit pissed off." Serena started to get tears in her eyes and Sarah just stood there.
"Oh sweetie, come here" she said pulling Serena into a hug. Serena hugged her back and Sarah also started crying.
"It'll be okay"
"no it won't. It's all my fault and I'm taking it out on the people I love" Serena said through the tears
"no its not, its not your fault. Its the ass hole's faultthat couldn't get any, so he had to force it out of some sweet, kind, beautiful girl. But it is not your fault."
"I could have done something to stop it, but I just let him do it. Why the hell didn't I fight harder! I just want to die" she said crying even harder. Sarah pushed her away and held her by her shoulders and glared at her
"Serena Jayne Benson! I swear if you ever, and I mean ever say something like that again, I will kick your your little blond ass so fucking hard, that you won't even be able to think like that again! Do you fucking understand me?" she yelled at her. Serena looked up at her, wiped her eyes, and said
"want to go get a drink?"
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