Authors Note: YO and hello…so I'm doing good with updating aren't I. yippy I am. Hehe anyways errm here it is. The songs in this chappy are: Cold-Crossfade, and Disconnected-Lindsay Lohan.

Chapter Four

When Draco arrived with Snape and Dobby by his sides he tried to keep his eyes closed as long as he could, but once he opened them his heart stopped beating.

"You've got be kidding me," he said as his eyes took in his surroundings.

"Nope sorry," Snape said as he stepped away from Draco and walked through a door.

"Molly," Draco heard him say, "Come, he has arrived." Snape appeared back at Draco's side with a short woman, that he knew off was Molly Weasley, but oddly enough she looked different. She had lost a lot of weight worrying about her children for the past year, especially Ginny.

"I assume you know why I didn't tell you where you where going." Snape said as he watched Draco.

"Don't assume, it makes and ass out of me and you." he stated with a short nod towards Molly and then swiftly walked away already knowing his way around the place. He and Ginny had sunk in here many times before when her parents where out or sleeping.

"What makes you think my father won't come looking here for me?" Draco asked, with an amused look on his face.

"We won't be staying here," Molly informed him, "Severus only came to pick me up before we head to our location.

"Right," Draco said.

"And where is this secret location?" he asked as he walked back towards them.

"Draco, have you not yet learned that you will not find out until we arrive there." Snape started and then helped Molly with her things.

"Is Ginny alright?" Molly asked looking at Draco to see his reaction, but his face stayed emotionless.

"Yes she is fine, and so is Matteo, the twins are fine too." Snape informed her.

"Oh gods Matteo, did Lucius get to him too?" Molly asked worriedly.

'So she knows about this little prick too.' he thought to himself, but for once did not voice his opinion.

Draco didn't have a reason to not like Matteo actually but the thought of him being with Ginny drove him crazy.

Snape smirked, "Yeah he is with Ginny as we speak, I heard them say that they where going to go spend some time in the Gryffindor Common room."

"Severus, Matteo and Ginny are only friends," Molly informed him.

"Are you sure about that? Because he seems to enjoy kissing her," Snape said with amusement written all over his face.

"Dear Severus, it's Italian, it is how they show their affection towards each other." Molly answered.

Draco was listening very closely and was relived to find out that they weren't actually dating.

"Very well, Molly is Arthur around, because we best head off." Snape said stopping the conversation.

"No, he is going to meet us there," Molly answered worriedly.

"Very well, let us go then." Snape said as he headed for the door.

The next thing Draco knew he was in a totally different place, and yet he didn't quite understand how it had happened. He looked around at all that was so strange and new, nothing here would have him thinking of Ginny.

"You're room will be with everyone else's upstairs, the last floor of the house." Snape answered, and pointed to a set of stairs. "Go make yourself comfortable."

Draco nodded and started up the stairs.

He walked through all the room, to find the perfect one, and then came to the one he loved the best. It overlooked some kind of lake, or maybe even ocean, who knew, the room itself was the smallest one there, but he was happy with it and wouldn't have changed it for the world.

He dropped his stuff by the end of this bed and looked around, at how he could re arrange the room to fit his desire.

He ended up making the bed bigger with a flick of his wand, and pushed it up to where the window was. He left the rest of the room the way it was and climbed on top of his bed and smiled at the ceiling. The window was extremely large and ran up into the ceiling quite a bit, giving Draco a decent view of the sky.

Before he could really do anything he was fast asleep, his mind spinning with different thoughts and never resting at one.

His eyes opened as the sunlight cam through his extremely large window. He propped himself up on his elbows and watched the sun rise higher into the sky.

The colours where warm looking, deep reds, bright oranges, and light yellows. He tried his best not to let his mind wonder to his Ginny.

He was surprised at how quickly she had affected him in so many ways. How her eyes made sure to meet his, her gasp in the infirmary, her body, the way she had fit into Weasel's arms and the hunky Italian, yet something bothered him at how she carried herself.

He cursed himself for thinking like that. She fit with him perfectly, they made no contrast like she and him would, but he couldn't stop day dreaming about her.

His fingers itched as the last bits of colours dissolved into a light blue.

Draco jumped off his bed and made his way over to his drunk. After pulling a couple of things out of it, he made his way back to his bed where he dropped his belongings on, he then got on it himself and stretched his back, and cracked his fingers and began to work.

He didn't know what to work on first, getting her image out of his head, or getting the words out. He ended up switching from paper to paper, a few words here, a few strokes over here.

In the end he did not finish either of them. The picture he had been drawing was of just her face, but he couldn't capture her true beauty in it, or so the artist side of him told him. The words of his newest song where coming along greatly.

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I can not win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold (2x)

He had gotten a great deal of the song done, but his mind blocked and anything he wrote afterwards just didn't seem to fit in. Just as he was giving up on getting any further with his writing or drawing a knock came from his door.

"Draky Waky," he heard Pansy's voice, behind it and let a little smile slid on his lips. "Ow, fuck Blaise what is wrong with you!"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean too,"

"The hell you didn't, you could have pan caked my foot." she yelled at him.

"I said I was sorry woman!"

"Well sorry isn't enough,"

Draco continued to listen to his two best friends fighting, as he hid his things and then made his way towards the door.

"You two are abnormally loud, is this how this whole vacation thing is going to be?" he asked smirking at them as he stood at his door.

Blaise pushed him aside and strode into the room. "Hey, Malfoy has the smallest room." Blaise announced to no one in particularly.

"What's your point?" Draco asked as he looked towards his friend.

"It's just that you've always had bigger stuff then I did. It's a shocker that you haven't got a bigger room." Blaise said as he sat down on the bed, and Pansy made her way towards him, and sat on the other side of the bed.

"You're still short a few inches Blaise." Draco answered, then turned back to the door to close it, only to find a pair of brown eyes staring back at him.

They locked together and seemed to stay put until Matteo came up the stairs with one of Ginny's bags and seeing the staring contest going on he picked her up and carried her into her room; which happened to be right next to Draco's own.

He closed his door anger building up in him again. "So Draky dearest, how has it been here?" Pansy asked trying to keep his mind off of what she and Blaise had witnessed.

"Boring"

"I'll keep you busy Pans' dear," Blaise said as he pulled her towards him.

"Get away from me you pig!" she yelled and pushed him away.

"You think I'm a pig?" he asked pouting at her.

"No but you're being mean," she said as she kissed him on his pouting lips.

"Oh crap! This will be a long summer with you two around." Draco stated as he came to his bed and lay down on it. Pansy soon lay down next to him, and Blaise on the other side of her. "The sun is already setting?" Draco asked puzzled. Having worked on his new song and drawing all day not realizing how quickly time had passed he smiled at finally having his two best friends with him.

They all just lay there in peace for a few minutes until a knock came at his door once more.

"What?" Draco said from his laying form.

The door opened and all three shifted to see who was entering. "Mum sent me to call you guys down to dinner." Ginny said, keeping her eyes to the ground the whole time.

"We'll be down in a few." Pansy said and shifted back to looking up at the descent view of the sky.

Ginny looked up for a second and saw them all laying there, and then her eyes meet his again, and quickly closed the door without another word to them.

After the door was closed, she put a hand to her mouth and slowly made her way towards her room, and leaned against the length of the door, and slowly let the tears fall.

These tears that she had hidden deep inside of her, and would never let them come out, even when Matteo was holding her against him; she still didn't let them slip.

Seeing Draco laying there so content with Pansy and Blaise made her feel jealous of what she had lost with him, and Pansy and Blaise still had.

"Bella, everyone is down at dinner, are you coming?" Matteo asked from outside her door.

"No, I'm not feeling too well." she answered and wiped her face, with her sleeves, dry.

"Awe, come on Weasley, already scared of the big bad Slytherins?" she heard Draco ask.

She could just picture him smirking at Matteo and then the door.

"What do you want Ferret?" she asked as she opened the door and glared out at him.

"Nothing…Ginger" he watched her face change from anger to shock and confusion. When they where little and actually got along most of the time.

"Bella," Matteo said trying to get her to look away from Draco.

"Let's go Matteo," Ginny said and started to pull him away from a sneering Draco.

"Stupid pompous bastard!" she cursed as she continued to drag Matteo behind her.

Matteo came to a stop and pulled Ginny to a stop too. "Calm down" he instructed her.

"I'm fine," she said as she put a fake smile on her lips.

"Ginny, you can't let him do this to you," Matteo said as she took a hold of her shoulders.

"Doing what?" she asked a little puzzled and irritated.

"You still love him, and he's an ass to you. It's stupid of you to still love him." Matteo explained.

"Shut up!" Ginny exclaimed.

"Why, because I'm right?" Matteo hissed back at her.

"No because you have no clue what love is!" Ginny yelled back and pushed away from him.

"What?"

"I've watched what you do. You go out with a girl for two weeks and then break up with her, before you can actually even feel anything for her! You have never experienced what it's like to be in love." she had waited so long to speak this piece of information to him but now that she had she wished she hadn't said anything in the first place.

Matteo gave her a sharp look, and then walked away from her as quickly as he could.

"Shit!" she swore

"What a dirty mouth you have," her body tensed as her eyes grew larger at the voice she heard from behind her. Slowly she turned around to glare at him.

"What do you want!" Ginny asked angrily.

"Well since my dear friend Draco hasn't come down since he went to get you and Matteo, I just came up to check on him." Blaise answered smirking. "But then I stumbled across a private conversation and didn't want to interrupt."

"How much did you hear?" Ginny asked as the panic in her grew.

"Enough to have some black mail on you," he answered with a wink.

"Fuck you,"

"But since Pansy would probably have my head for that I will not say anything…unless of course it slips out, which many things tend to do, in which I apologize in advance." Blaise said smirking.

"Why would Parkinson care?" Ginny asked puzzled.

"Because she is very worried about Draco—see I told you things just tend to slip out of my mouth." Blaise said as he started walking away from her, but she quickly stepped in front of him.

"What do you mean?" Ginny asked as she looked to the ground, to scared to look him in the eyes.

"Draco would have my head chopped if I finished that sentence, now if you would excuse me I need to go check on him." Blaise said as he pushed her aside and walked towards the end to he hall where Draco's and her own room would be located.

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kinda thirst when drenched
On sunny days all I can see is the shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when its my turn to seek
My only believe is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin I'm over

She willed her tears not to come running down again, but before she could stop them, she felt a pair of arms around her, and for the first time she let herself cry.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(Disconnected)
Numb in the pain again I always back track forward
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected

Quietly loud while I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of my waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing

I just wanna live my life sedated
Cuz I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane don't give a damn
I cant comprehend what I understand
Disconnected

Numb in the pain again I always back track forward
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb in the pain again I always back track forward
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected