The Way We Where

Chapter 5: Fields of Gold

A.N- I do not own Dawson's Creek or any songs I useso don'tsue me

Note- In the series finale it was supposed to be 2009 and Pacey, Joey, Jen, Jack and Dawson are 25, which is why in this chapter the gravestone says 2009.

Set after Pacey and Joey hung up the phone in the season finale. They get a letter from Capeside High for a reunion of the class of 2001 to say good-bye to Jen one last time.

But will unsolved feelings be revealed?

Pacey and Joey were in their room at the B and B as Joey tossing another dress down on the bed next to Pacey who watched her laughing. "You know Pacey it is isn't funny I want to look nice tonight" she yelled at him sounding a little frustrated "how about this one" she said to him holding up a strapless dress that went a little higher than her knees and was a light blue at the top and it slowly faded to a dark blue. "It looks good on you just like the past seven, What about that purple dress the one you look great in where's that one?" he questioned looking through the pile. " It didn't fit" she replied looking down but held the blue dress up to her again " I really like this one what do you think?" " It looks great you always look great," he said pulling her down on the bed and kissing her as he started to move to her neck she tried to push him off " Come on, Pace, Bess is right in the other room." She said trying to keep from smiling. "Joey come on its not like she'll know." He said looking down at her using his arms to keep him above her as he leaned down and kissed her again. He led his hands to her pants and unbuttoned them he had just finished taking off her shirt. When Bessie walked in the room to find her shirtless sister underneath Pacey. " O my god I am so sorry" she said closing her eyes and about to exit the room but turned around at said still embarrassed truing to remember why she walked in the room in the first place. " A… umm… Pacey…a…Doug called for you… yea… sorry again…" she said closing the door. Joey just leaned back and laughed as Pacey laughed against her chest. "Well looks like the mood is ruined," he said getting off her as she put her shirt back on. " I am going to go to the Ice House to call Doug and Jack I'll be back around 5 to get ready for the reunion Bye, Baby love you," she said kissing her lightly. " Bye love you too" she said as he walked out of the room she leaned back on the bed and just closed her eyes for about 5 seconds when Bessie ran in. " Joey I am so sorry" she said sitting next to Joey. "Its fine we really shouldn't have been doing anything anyway" she said getting up off the bed " I 'll be back later I have to go somewhere" she looked back at Bessie and laughed before exiting the room.

WWWWWWWW

Joey walked up to the Capeside graveyard caring flowers in one hand and a brown paper bag in the other. She looked around for a while before stopping and bending down next to a grave that read

Jennifer Lindley

Aug 16 1984 – June 6 2009

She taught ones closest to her to

Live life to the fullest

"Hey Jen, it's me Joey" Joey said sitting next to the grave and just kept starring at her hands. " I really wanted you to know I made my decision just like I promised you and me and Pacey are engaged now." She said with laugh " You know if somebody asked me all those years ago if I thought I would end up engaged and in love with Pacey Witter I would have laughed in there face… but I guess times change huh?" Joey sighed. "But now I don't know what to do and I wish you were still here because I really need your help this time." Joey said on the verge of crying " And I know if you were here you probably say " You know what fuck it, Joey, life is to short to keep running and in the end Pacey loves you and you love him so screw what your head is saying and listen to your heart." Joey said with a little laugh but still crying " But this time it's something you can't run it's to big." "I just wish you could give me a sign" she calmed down and wiped away her tears " So… anyway I just wanted you to know everyone really misses you so I brought you something" she laid down the flowers and a picture next to them " The flowers are roses for love and rosemary for remembrance and the pictures of me and Pacey just so you know I did what you asked and picked the man I love" she sighed and got up and kissed the gravestone " C ya later, Jen, I have to go face reality now" And with that she walked away.

At the Ice House

Pacey sat a booth talking to Jack who was holding Amy and Doug. " I can't believe you two finally got engaged I thought I would never happen" Jack said laughing. " O thanks man really supportive" Pacey laughed. " Well I mean come on bro I mean really you and Joey have been on and off" Doug said taking a bite of his food "Well if it isn't the future Mrs. Witter now" Doug said looking at Joey who entered the restaurant looking around. Pacey turned and looked at her causing him to smile she always mad him smile " Potter" he yelled out "Over here." She looked over at him and smiled when she reached the table she kissed him lightly " It won't be Potter for long" she said kissing him again. " You know I think even when were married I'll still call you Potter," he laughed he said kissing her more passionately this time. Joey sat on his lap as the continued to kiss until Jack clearing his throat broke them apart. " Hey guys" Joey said turning to Doug and Jack still sitting on Pacey's lap "Admit it Jack you might be gay but you still get jealous when you see me kiss another guy" She joked. " Yep you caught me, Joey, ever since that hot night when you drew me nude I somehow love you." He said laughing before getting up to hug her. " I missed you she said smiling returning the hug before sitting back on Pacey's lap. "So" Doug said, " I guess Congratulations are in order I heard my little brother here finally popped the question." " Yes he did it as very romantic" Joey smiled " Which means we will be related soon." " And I couldn't be happier" Doug said " I'll give hugs later." "So how did Dawson take the news?" Jack asked feeding Amy a bottle. " Very well actually" Pacey said staring at Amy but looked up to Jack and laughed "But when I asked him if I could kiss Joey after we did that project together he acted the same way but ended up changing his mind." Joey looked at him and smiled "You asked Dawson if you could kiss me that's so sweet" she kissed his cheek lightly. I know do you remember when we went to that party and you got drunk and Dawson took you home and you kissed him," Pacey said looking at her. " Yea he punched that guy who wouldn't let me go, right?" Joey asked. " Well actually I punched him I didn't like the fact of somebody taking advantage of you" Pacey said holding her tighter. "Awe, Pace, I love you" she said kissing him. " Hello baby in the room" Doug interrupted causing Pacey to look at his watch " Its 4:20 we better get going, Baby" Pacey said patting Joeys back causing her to get up. " Bye guys see you tonight " Joey and Pacey said as they left the restaurant hand in hand.

At Capeside High

Joey and Pacey walked into the old high school to find it covered in lights and a big banner that read, "Well miss you Jen." Pacey and Joey took a seat next to Dawson, Jack "Where's Doug" Joey asked " Baby sitting" Jack answered.

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold
Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
We'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

Played over the speakers

" Isn't this our graduation song" Jack asked "Yea it is… it seems so long ago" he laughed

"Well Miss. Josephine Potter will you dance with me?" Pacey said getting up offering Joey his hand. "Yes" Joey smiled and took his hand getting up and moving close to him Pacey held her close as they danced together.

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We'll walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley

Pacey rubbed Joey 's arm as he whispered in her ear " Sometimes I wish we could go back to the way things were." Joey backed away and ran out of the gym as the song finished.

You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold

Pacey ran after her and yelled " Joey, what's wrong"

"Nothing, Pacey, we can't go back to the way we were" she yelled back

"Jo, What's up" he tried to calm down

"Never mind" she said about to cry

"You know maybe we should call the engagement off if you can't talk to me," he yelled louder.

"You just can't walk away, Pacey," she yelled to him as he walked away now she was crying.

"Why not" he yelled back throwing his hands in the air "Your pretty damn good at it"

"Because I am pregnant," she yelled out covering her mouth at noticing what she just said.

"What" he turned around in shock

"I am pregnant" she sighed wiping away her tears

" Really" he asked tears of joy appearing in his eyes

"I took the test this morning… are you mad" she asked noticing the tears in his eyes

"NO, No! How could I be mad the woman I love having my baby" she said tears coming from his eyes grabbing Joey in hug and kissing her " I love you"

"I love you too" she smiled

Neither of them noticed Dawson the background

Please review I love to read what you think

The song I used was "Fields Of Gold" by Eva Cassidy it was in their graduation song I love it's a really good song.