A/N: Last chapter, before the sequel, things get weird with the sex parts so if you're not comfortable thinking about sex, and why on earth could you be? Don't read. I tried so hard not to do a song fic but it won over when I found the perfect song or so I thought. Naked by The Trews. Slow song and the song that keeps playing over and over on my stereo. Sequel will be up in a couple of days. I think. If you could handle the last chapter then you can this one.

Sex with Greg had been wonderful, amazing, exciting. Each time had been a different place, each one more exciting then that last. The porta potty, the supermarket parking lot, and bathroom, the park by their work, her car, his car, her place, his shower and bed. So many places that she couldn't think of them all.

Her small glimpse in the shower they shared together left lots to the imagination, she'd only seen the tip of his limp member. He was huge to the point where she thought she was going to explode when he was completely in her and that drove her wild.

With him no foreplay was needed, only one heated look from across the room and she was already getting wet. This time was no different they sat across the room from each other, her in an oversized chair and him in one of the metal chairs at the table. He looked at her with his warm eyes and she had to shift and look away to break the connection but she still felt it deep inside her, she still felt him deep inside her.

"Can I bum a ride off you Roberta wont start" Greg asked as he came in to the break room, that was their cover tonight no point in taking two cars when they wouldn't need them. Cut down on the pollution too.

Both Nick and Sara ere in there discussing the ending of a case they worked on, for some strange reason they hadn't been partnered with one another since the carnival, which he couldn't decide if that was a good thing or a bad thing. A bad thing because he hardly ever saw her but a good thing because that meant he could keep his hands to himself and not get into trouble. He would love to run his hands over her breasts watching her take a sharp intake of breath every time he did.

"Earth to Greg" the Texan called to him

"Ya" he mentally shook himself out of the no-no place at work anyways. Sara glanced down, she knew exactly what he was thinking about

"I would but I don't live anywhere near you" Nick told him, the perfect answer he was looking for.

"So whatdya say Sara me and you carpooling until Roberta gets fixed?"

"Ya I guess so, but you are not touching my radio"

"It's not your radio I want to touch" he said under his breath.

"What was that?" Nick asked

"Nothing" Greg said too quickly. Nick raised an eyebrow at him and looked from him to trying really hard not to paying attention Sara and back again. He stood and shook his head and left.

"What'd you really say?" Sara asked from her spot, not looking up, fearing if she did, she'd want to rip his clothes off and take him on the table in front of her.

"I didn't say anything"

"Nick was sitting further away then I am and he heard you say something. What'd you say?" she finally looked up at him.

"I said it wasn't you're radio I wanted to touch"

"Words like that could get you into trouble Sanders" Hodges said from behind him, Sara went back to looking over the magazine in front of her.

"What are you doing here Hodges?"

"Easier than paging"

"Looking for me is easier than typing in some numbers?"

"I was on my way to the break room when I saw you walk past. Here's your results" he handed Greg a piece of paper and rudely walked past Greg, body checking him as he came into the break room and poured himself some coffee.

"101 Sex Tips" Hodges stated as he looked over Sara's shoulder who just happened to be sitting by the fridge where the cream was.

"How is this any of your business?" she asked turning the page. Greg couldn't believe Sara was about to chew Hodges out and he had front row seats. The day couldn't get any better, well it could, Sara could be underneath him crying out his name. But the night was still young so there was hope.

"Never pictured you to be the one reading up on Sex Tips" Hodges stated the obvious as he sipped his coffee.

"I never pictured you to be the one who was the arrogant jerk who no one likes but there's a first for everything" ouch that was a kick in the balls, she voiced what everyone already knew but was too nice to voice it. He couldn't help the little laugh that escaped from his lips

"You think this is funny Sanders?"

"Ya I do, a woman just burned you good" his woman to be exact, but that detail didn't need to be known at the moment.

By the time they made it to his apartment his shirt was already off and hers just about join his. He kicked the door shut and pushed her up against it, doing exactly what he'd be fantasying about only hours before, his reward was the little gasp as his thumbs caressed her nipples into tiny little peaks through her shirt.

"Greg stop" he didn't listen he pressed his bottom half against her. She tried pushing him away but his mouth covered hers and her hands at his chest slipped up to his hair to pull him closer.

"Did you learn anything new with those sex tips you were reading earlier?" she said in between kisses to her neck, collarbone and throat. Her hands craved him to touch her in the right place but so far his hands remained in safe places on her hips as she thrust against her showing her how much he really wanted her.

"Some" his arm brushed against her nipple and she felt the tingly feeling she always did beginning to build.

"Care to show me?"

"Maybe some other time" her hands were too busy fumbling with his belt to think straight she needed him in her now.

Her fingers dug into his warm flesh at his shoulders her head hitting the wall behind her with a small thud. She was ready to burst.

"Please"

"Please what Sara?" he teased her with his slick member at her opening, how her pants had come off she didn't now nor did she care.

"Please fuck me hard" he roughly slid into her and she bit down on her lip

Let it all out Sara" she released her lip and cried out in pleasure.

"I don't think friends should keep secrets from each other" Warrick told them his opinion, they all sat at a diner discussing the case they had all just worked on. Sara and Greg looked at each other but looked away again

"But what if the secrets to protect the one you're lying to?" Greg asked

"It's only going to hurt the person in the long run so its not really protecting them now is it" Catherine answered. No one noticed how Sara remained quiet through all of this, she wasn't really a liar and didn't think she could say no if they asked was she keeping any secrets.

"I for one think secrets are hot" Greg helped her out a bit

"Keeping a secret about murder is hot?" Nicked asked, sometimes he really didn't want to understand the youngest member.

"No when you're keeping an affair or something a secret from everyone it's just… hot" he looked down into his coffee cup.

"You're saying adultery is good?" Catherine asked disbelievingly

"No that's wrong, just if two people are together, and no one knows its hot"

"So Greg do you have a secret?" Nick got his hint

"What kind of secret?" a mischievous smile spreading quickly

"You dating anyone secretly?"

"Nooo"

"Lair"

"Did I not just get through saying I think secrets are hot?" he down the rest of his coffee and stood to leave.

"If you'll excuse me I have to meet my secret woman" he glanced at Sara before he left.

"There's something I have to tell you" he told her as they lay on his couch, she had done something completely none Sara like and had jumped on his couch over him. And landed on top of him.

"Okay shoot" she slid her fingers under his shirt, making it hard to think

"I can't think when you do that" he took her hands out of his shirt and kept them in between his.

"I wouldn't say this if I didn't mean it"

"Greg what's wrong? You look like you're ready to faint" she took a hand out of his grasp and placed it on his pale cheek

"I think it's nerves"

"What's got you so nervous?"

"The last six months have been the best of my life, it's like a dream come true to be with you and I want the next 70 years to be like that too. So what I'm trying to ask is Sara Sidle will you marry me?" It took her a couple seconds for the news to sick in. Did she want to marry him? Could she?

"Please say something"

"I can't" she got and left his apartment and his life.

Well that didn't go as planned.

She was avoiding him, she was always out on the field when he arrived and when he left she was somewhere, where it would make it look suspicious if he went to seek her out. He wasn't really that sad, he was pissed off. He at least deserved an explanation. He got his chance two weeks later when Nick left the locker room and left them alone. She quickly did what she had to do and slammed her locker shut. She opened the door to go out but he forced it back shut with his hand.

"We need to talk"

"I don't think we have anything to talk about"

Your stubborn skin is wearing thin

"WE HAVE NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT?" he lowered his voice, if he kept this up someone was about to catch on.

You bared your soul, I waltzed right in

"We have nothing to talk about? What the hell do you call walking out on me after I proposed?"

You gave me everything

"Greg I really cant do this, just believe me when I say this. I can never marry you"

"Why"

"Just because"

"You're not going to leave until you tell me" her hand dropped from the door to her side. She closed her eyes really wanting to tell the truth again but couldn't. She was tired and wanted nothing more to go home and sleep.

"I can't have children"

And I just made you feel so very…naked

"Are you happy now?" she asked as she jerked open the door and disappeared from sight.

And you don't remember

One person knew her secret, one too many. Why do you think she hadn't had children yet? She was over thirty five that should have given away something but people just thought she was married to her job. Ha. Married. Something she was not. She had a chance but she turned it down and for what?

How you let yourself become so unraveled

How was it that he could do things to her that no one had done before? Got her to spill her guts to him with just asking. How long had it taken her to tell Grissom the truth and it wasn't even all of the truth. She left the majority of the things out. But not with Greg, she spilled everything hours later as they lay in bed her arms making her feel grounded and safe.

You spilled your guts on my best shoes
I keep it in, you let loose

How many times had he put her needs before his? Willing to wear the same thing he did the day before just so he could more time with her in his arms?

It's only love that makes you /
Feel like getting so completely…naked

This wasn't fair, the girl of his dreams was supposed to say yes and they live happily ever after until the day he died. Supposed to grow old with her, have children with her, make love to her every night and morning. Tell her how pretty she looked even when she didn't. That her butt didn't look big in the pants and that they didn't make her look fat.

And you don't remember how you let yourself
Get so unraveled

How did ones life become like this? One minute he was counting the ways of how he loved her and getting up the courage to tell her that he wanted her and only her for the rest of her life and she left without an explanation telling she can't. She can't!

Your naked
Pretty as a heartache
Waiting for your second skin to settle in

That's life for ya.

My hardened heart cant hide me now
It loves as much as I allow
And in the end

Their tete a tete did nothing to come his growing angry, it fueled him more and left him with questions he'd never thought of before.

The eyeball army
Will just drag me down
And I'll be…naked

If she thought this was over, she was sadly mistaken, he would lock them in a closet if he had too. He was going to get answers.

She was leaving when he caught up with her, he grabbed her by the arm and dragged her to the passenger side of his car.

"Get in" came out in a low whisper, she'd never heard him speak that way and it scared her. He drove in silent for a few minutes and then stopped, locking the doors as he shut off the car.

"Why do you think that because you can't have children that I wouldn't want to be with you"

"Because no one wants to"

"Why would you say that?"

"I don't care if you cant we can always adopt"

"That may be fine now but in a couple of years you'll want one of your own so you'll look else where"

"I would never do that to you"

"You say that now"

"And I'll keep telling you that until you believe"

"Just don't bother" she unlocked her door and got out

Nothing but a heartache
And I know there's nothing that
Can Hide me now
I'm naked

She walked back to the lab, arms tucked around her self, tears she wouldn't let fall when she heard him drive away now spilled over her cheeks and the bitter wind nipped at her cheeks.

Nothing but a heartache
Going out exactly
How you came in

He kept telling himself that once she calmed down, she would realized how much he loved her, now if only he could convince himself that.