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Chapter 8

Kai simply stared. He looked much like a very confused 5 year old trying to listen and make sence of whoever was talking to him. It was like they were all using big words. Nothing they said made any sence to him. But then he never spoke. Only obsereved as his eyes darted from one man to another.

The dual haired Russian blinked as he looked from Bryan...to Rei...then to Tala. His brows furrowed as he looked at the redhead. He tried to sit up but only managed inbeing forced back down by the massive pain in his back head and almost every other part of him. Hissing loudly and clenching his eyes closed. Tala was at his side instantly and immediatly.

"Kai..?" He whispered lightly looking the other man over. He looked horrable. And it was all his fault.

Kai blinked and his mouth opened slightly to let a single sillabled unintelegent reply to escape his lips. "..Wha?"

The Russian red head blinked again, still staring at Kai. "Are..you alright?" He knew it was the dumbest of all questions and even the most moronic wouldn't have asked. But it just...jumped out.

Kai smiled lightly and nodded somewhat. "Da."1 The dual hair reached over taking Tala's hand. "Fire." He still smiled lightly and looked up at the ice eyed male's head and pointing his free hand lazily at the wild red hair. "And icy eyes." He looked over the glistening blue of Tala's eyes.

Tala's eyes widened and he almost fell over at the blunt accuzation of his hair and eyes. But he had to smile lightly. It had been a while since anyone had said something like that about his hair or eyes.

Rei then walked over and blinked slowly a few times, "Kai..." Kai again smiles and looked at Rei.

The Russian looked over the Asian's face and hair. He giggled slightly, "And you gots looong hair." He had streached the last word by a few seconds in the middle and concentrating on Rei's face like he was thinking of how to decribe the others eyes like he had done to Tala. Wich...indeed he was. "And you got pretty sunshine eyes." He grinned.

Rei laughed lightly and smiled, "Well...You got some pretty funky hair an eyes going on yourself you know. Mr. I've-Been-Hit-With-Lightning. But you got some very pretty eyes going on aswell. Your eyes burn with an intence internal fire."

Kai blushed. "Thank you." Rei smiled before looking over to Bryan raising an eyebrow his face showing obvious confusion and amusement. Kai fallowed Rei's gaze and grinned. "But he got the prettiest of all. Hair and eyes of shining moonlight." He put his arms out best he could like he wanted a hug and Bryan raised an eyebrow--but the lilac haired male wasn't about to say no to the helpless male. Well..the fact tht he was absolutly gorgous helped his decission aswell.

Bryan moved over and into Kai's semi-extended arms and wrapped his own around the smaller Russian. Kai smiled..and he didn't apear to be letting go any time soon--even with his broken arm and nearly broken over one he had a strong grip--he got onto the bed with Kai.

After a few minutes he managed to pull back enough to be able to the other Russian without their faces dangerously close. "What...was that about?" He raised an eyebrow smirking and Kai simply blinked before pulling Bryan into a deep kiss. His hand balled as best it could into a tight fist as he held onto the front of the lavender haired male's blue shirt. His casted arm wraped behind Bryan's neck.

Bryan couldn't believe it. Kai was so young. And not just emotionally..--well ever since he woke up anyway. Kai was only about 17 or so wasn't he? And he himself was almost 24. He couldn't do this. Sure he had almost violated Kai in their livingroom but he wasn't thinking. Now he was. But Kai was kissing HIM. Not too shyly either.

Bryan pulled back blinking. He swallowed hard and blinked at Kai and licked his lips looking obviously and utterly confused. His lips parted slightly as a small unintelegent sound escaped them. "Uh..."

Kai licked his lips before pushing down his blackets as best he could--as he was laying down--before sitting up abruptly. He winced but looked over at Bryan and yanked the other's pants down.

Bryan's eyes widened. The Russian hadn't been wearing any underwear or a belt so it made it that much easier to get his lowe half nude. But in another couple split seconds Kai was bent over the bed ass almost pressed to Bryan's flacid member. He was almost in tears at the pain surging through him. Hi smind though was on other things and he spoke two simple words, "Fuck me." They were crude uncalled words..but simple ones non the less.

Bryan's and everyone else's eyes were on the mixed blader. They were all speachless. "Kai what are you--" The lavender hair was inturupted.

"Fuck...Me." Kai spoke again slowly looking back at the eldest male a scowl on his face. "Hard and fast."

"Kai what are you going on about!" It was the dark haired Asian that spoke now. He shook his head, "You were just ra--"

"I said," He started slowly a dangerous calm to his voice before nearly yelling, "Fuck me!"

They all continued to stare but as Bryan finished fixing his pants he glared. "Get into bed Kai. Right now."

Kai blinked glaring before he crawled onto the bed and lay on his back. He pulled up the hospital gown to his neck, pulling his knees to his chest. "You're probably one of thoes guys who doesn't like giving it from behind. Well no big deal. Just take me in this position." He glared but you could tell if you looked closly enough that he wanted to cry. From pain and outright emotional damage. "Now fuck me." His voice faultered slightly, but it was a deadly calm.

The lylac haired Russian shook his head. "I don't want to 'fuck' you Kai. I don't want to take you..I don't want to make love to you. ATLEAST not for another 2 years...and even if you were old enough. I would never under THESE sercomstances."

Kai huffed glared and sat up the gown he was wearing falling back down into place. "Yes you do." The glaring scowl on his face seemed to faulter but managed to keep up. "I know you do.." His lip wobbled lightly before his voice became no more than a whisper. "They ALL do.." This was enough for the teen as he curled himself in a ball letting himself cry from the pain both physically, emotionally and mentally. His body began to shake as he sobbed quietly into his knees and arms.

All three men's faces softened..well..more than they already had and Rei moved close, wrapping his arms around the disstraught male. "Shhhh..." He tried to sooth rocking slightly and trying to ease Kai to lay down. "It's ok..No one can hurt you here...and no one ever will ever again."

Kai had tenced immediatly at Rei's touch but calmed slightly at the words letting himself be layed flat on the bed. He didn't let Rei go however only held him tightly in an embrace brought on almost souly for the knowlage that he was not alone. He could see the other men yes. But he needed that contact from Rei. "It hurts so much.." He whispered crying into the crook of the neko's neck. "So so much."

"Shh.." Rei again sounded lighlty, running his hands through Kai's hair. "I know it hurts Kai. But you need to be strong. You can get through this...I know you can." Rei whispered the words back to Kai with practiced gentleness.

Bryan looked at the pair his eyes prtraying every thought an emotion running through his head, even if other parts of him weren't. He wanted to help Kai..to protect him from anything and everything bad that could happed. But how could that be? He was only Bryan Kuznetsov..he had no more authority than anyone else. All he could do was try and hope that Kai would be fine from then on.

Tala looked on rying not to cry. He knew exactly what Kai was going through. Sure Rei had been raped before aswell. But the guy had only bent him over a bed or something like that fucked him and left. He and Kai had, had hours of beatings and rape after rape. Him by a diffrent ammound of kids twice in his life for a few hours. Kai this once that he knew about and appearantly more for so much of his life he was sure.

The red head shuddered as the memories flooded back to him. He didn't want to think about the past again. He had spent so long trying to forget it. He had worked so hard to get it into a gentle numbing and now here it was again a stinging pain that wouldn't leave. No..Leave me alone. I don't want to go back to you..I dont! I want to go back to the, "PRESENT!"

Everybody's eyes shot back to Tala. Their gazes questioning and prying him open. Tala now realized he had yelled the last word of his train of thought. He also noticed that he had managed to lower himself to the floor and into a ball and was now crying lightly.

Bryan raised an eyebrow and blinked looking at the red head his eyes showing worry, "Tal. are you a--"

"I'm fine!" The Russian snapped at Bryan and stood moving over to Kai and leant over him to whisper in his ear, "I'm so so sorry Kai. I didn't mean for this to happen." He bit his lower lip lightly and stood up turning to leave. But something stoped him..or..someONE rather. Kai. The injured Russian grabbed Tala's wrist that had not quite finnished healing causing the other to wince lightly. He looked back and down at Kai his lips pushing tightly together as he swallowed hard, "Hm?"

Kai looked up at Rei and blinked. The asian apearantly got the message because he stood and moved out of the way, standing over by Bryan. Tala got pulled down not a few seconds later Kai hugging him tightly. "You know." He whispered. "You know what it's like to hurt so badly on the inside..and the out."

Tala blinked quickly a few times looking Kai over and shaking his head. "I don't know what you're talking about." He swallowed hard. He couldn't let the other find out about his past.

Kai hugged Tala closer. "It's ok Tala. You can tell them. It will help." He kissed the red head's cheek. "They love you...so tell them."

Tala took in a shuddering breath. Kai's right...They're family and family sticks together no matter what. They deserve to know about this. Tala again took a deep breath this one more sturdy than the last and nodded. "I know your pain Kai.." He said lightly. "I know what it's like to hurt inside and out so bad."

Rei and Bryan blinked before the Asian spoke. "Tally..?" He moved closer. Within arms reach of the flame haired Russian.

Tala reached out pulling Rei for a hug. He stood up tears rolling down his face. "When I was younger..much younger I was raped by a group of kids about 5 years older than me. Then they had come back years later this time more grown and tougher..I was older aswell. So the raping and beating was worse." The red head wiped his face and looked at the other two. "I know it doesn't seem like much...But it hurt so bad."

Rei's face was almost in tears as he hugged the other, "Tala...being raped is a big deal. Most people don't have even the slightest idea of what it feels like...never mind actually being raped..and at such a young age." He shook his head looking down before looking back up at Tala. "Why didn't you tell us before? That's what your nightmares are about aren't they?" Tala nodded.

Kai stood with a cringe and almost fell over again but managed to catch himself on the side table. He moved a few steps closer and hugged Tala from behind his body screaming in protest..but he managed to smile. No matter how much pain he was in. His friend was happy.

Tala turned and looked at Kai smiling weakly. The blue eyes speaking all the thanks in the world as he lipped the couple eternal words. "Thank you."

Hours later all four men arrived home, Bryan having 'convinced' the doctor to let Kai come home. It was rather late by now so all the occupants of the house went right to bed. Rei sleeping in Tala's room incase the redhead had a nightmare and Kai with Bryan in the lavender hair's room for obvious reasons. And if they aren't obvious to you, the physical support that being near to someone he trusted, supported.

Owari!

1 Da Yes in Russian for those who didn't know.

FINALLY EH? You can all thank Nepolian(Sp? I know I spelt it wrong. ). They reminded me that I had a story to write otherwise this chapter never would have gotten done. I myself find it pointless and just a time filler..but hey. It gives something to happen in the story...Uhm. I don't know when the next chapter will be out because my computer at home is a piece of crap.

I'm at my Gram's for the rest of...-looks at clock- Well about 12 hours then I get to go home with no internet. -.-...So yeah. I thought I would get this up no matter what it took annnnd...sorry for the short pointlessness. Hey Devil. Love ya hun and can't wait to speak again. -blows kiss-

So please R&R so that I may have enough motive to write the next chapter to this pretty shitty piece of work. n.n THANK YOU!

- Chibi D.