Hey everyone! since I'm going to be updating all my stories I decided that I better start off with my poems. So here you guys go I hope you like them and please review!their is supposed to be a space between every 4 lines of the poems. but it just won't work so it looks like it's all mushed together it's not suppoesed to be that way but i can't chage it no matter what i do. if you know how to fix this then please tell me in your review!
Your authoress Kimonoprincess.
The Mask
Here I lie
In the dark
There's nothing left
In my heart
There are no good reasons
For me to be this way
No valid reason
For why like this I choose to stay
You look at me
And I just smile
I won't let you know
About the pain behind that smile
I know that deep down
I want to cry
But no amount of pain
Will make me even if I try
The tears never come
I lost my tears
As I was over come
By all of my fears
I wonder why
I'm so sad
My life should be great
Yet I feel so bad
I know there are others
That have it much worse than me
My problems are nothing
Compared to what they could be
I know there are others
That have it much worse than me
My problems are nothing
Compared to what they could be
But still as I drift farther
I yell in my mind
I have it great
This is a great life of mine
I look at you
And I beg you to see past
This fake smile, which is
The center of my mask
I want you to see
They pain in my eyes
But my mask fools you
My dark mask of lies
The day is painful
But not as bad as the night
Because at night the mask is off
And I know I'm not all right
But I now you would be worried
If you really know
How much at night I suffer
It's something I won't put you through
So I'll keep on smiling
I won't let the pain get past
I'll keep it hidden
All the pain behind the mask
The Mirror never lies
Don't think I don't notice
When they look at me and stare
I try not to do it
But I really do care
When they wait till I'm gone
And then start to laugh
I start to doubt
My life's path
When I act all calm
But I'm about to die
I turn the lights off
And in the dark I cry
I wonder what's wrong
What's so wrong with me
I look in the mirror
And try so hard to see
What makes me so different
That they always stare
I must be a freak
I think it's just not fair
I look in the mirror
I try to hide
I can't stand myself
I just want to die
The pain become unbearable
I can't stand it anymore
I write ' I love you all'
Before my head hits the floor
My eyes start to blur
And the pain stats to fade
My heart feels shattered
Then you saw where I laid
You look at the bottle
You try not to cry
You hold me body
And tell me not to die
You hold me tight
Then you start to cry
You say I can't listen to them
You say hold on please try
I open my eyes
And you hold me harder
And then the light
It starts to fade farther
You say not to listen
To what the others say
You say you'll be there
You'll always stay
That's when I realize
That the mirror didn't lie
There wasn't anything wrong with me
And I've known it the whole time
Those are my poems I have many more and will be updating more often. Please review!
Your authoress
kimonoprincess
