A/N This is my first FMA dabbling in fanfiction... yet not my first fanfiction. So don't kill me... totally. These boys make my emo side come out :tear:
To Not Feel
Hollow, completely and utterly hollow.
If there is no mass within me, how can I feel so much?
So much anger and sadness,
but I cannot really feel them.
Just imagine what they used to feel like.
A dream once long and sweet,
is now faded like a picture in the sun.
Everything is not real, simply made up.
Even with a soul one cannot be whole,
as a soul can be torn with confusion.
With nothing left for myself all I can think of is confusion.
All I can do is think, and pretend to feel.
I feel for my brother, and try not to feel for myself.
As if I place thought upon what was lost,
I get lost further within my emptiness.