Chapter 5

A/N Thanks again for your nice reviews and again I love you guys for being so nice to me and for reading my story. Oh and so everyone should know I am supporting Banned Books week I should have said this awhile ago but yeah so read banned books! For suggestions you can try The Alice series by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor which is all about a girl named Alice and her life it's always really good and you always feel like you grow up with her. So yeah okay…..

On With the story!

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Chapter 5 of I'll Do What I Want!

When Ruthie and Martin walked into the Camden household they opened the door to see a real sight. Rose yelling at Simon with expressive force. "How could you, Simon? I thought you loved me." Rose was screaming. All Simon seemed able to say was "Rose….I Rose….." Sandy seemed to be sitting there scared. So Ruthie did what she always did. She went up to Sandy and asked her what was going on. In an icy tone Ruthie went to Sandy and said "So….Sandy um what's going on?" Sandy looked scared, "What do y-you mean?" She said as she shot a stare at Martin.

"I mean what's going on with Simon and Rose?" Sandy seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. "Oh um well I was in the bathroom during the beginning all I got is that Simon told Rose something that she did not like to hear and that's what they've been screaming about for the past ten minutes." Ruthie thought about that trying to figure out what it was and then said "Oh." Martin seemed to be looking for a way out and then she said "Martin want me to walk you back halfway?" Martin looked extremely grateful to be able to leave virtually undetected. "Nah, that's okay Ruthie, I'll be back over um later okay bye."

So Martin left and Ruthie gave up trying to figure out what happened between Simon and Rose, and walked upstairs. Soon though after Ruthie picked up a magazine and laid down on her bed she heard a knock on her door. "Ruthie can I come in?" It sounded like Sandy's voice. "Um…..Okay?" She said with a question in her voice. So the door opened and Sandy walked in and stood up in front of Ruthie.

"Hello Ruthie." She said in a bit of a stony voice. "I need to ask you a question is it alright if I sit?" Ruthie nodded, and Sandy continued. "Ruthie, you seem relatively close to Martin, has he said anything about me?" Yes she thought. "No." Sandy looked down and said "Well, Ruthie just to make something clear he's sort of mine in a way." Did she just say that thought Ruthie. "Um Sandy just to make something clear he seems to be avoiding you and if he was yours don't you think he'd be a little bit more willing to stay in the same room with you for more then a minute? Not to mention his sudden silent moods whenever you come into contact with him."

"Oh Ruthie, Ruthie sweetie I didn't mean to hurt your feelings I'm just saying he kind of belongs to me so can you tell your friend um she's kind of short a little older then you I don't know her name well can you tell her that she can't just take him away from me. He belong to me." Ruthie couldn't take this. "Martin is a person, a guy, a really nice guy he is his own person you don't know anything about him. You can't own somebody first of all and to even date someone like Martin you need to be friends with him. Like the fact that your in college and that your not his type at all and that he doesn't really like you could be you know a little problem in this whole he belongs to me thing. Yeah think again." Ruthie said this all in a really nasty voice with a really icy glare to go with it.

"Oh I get it you like Martin. Aw how adorable what are you fifteen and you have a bit of a crush well sweetie he'll never like you like that as far as I can tell he enjoys older women a bit more then what you can offer him. So let your dreams die because this isn't worth it when he totally wants me."

Ruthie screamed at her then she thought she had been quiet long enough. "This is my room and you come in here and tell me things like this. First of all it's not any of your opinion who Martin likes since it's not you so sorry sweetie but he'll decide but I know for one that he likes Meredith not you so get over it. You better start thinking that now before you end up getting hurt. Because I un-like you would never intentionally get someone hurt. Or hurt someone and for the record Get Out Of My Room!"

Sandy left the room as Ruthie screamed that and Ruthie sat down on her bed and felt tears flood her eyes. "She's right, there's no way he'd ever want me. I'm just like a little sister to him. Wait so does that me I want him to want me. She was right I do like him. I have feelings for Martin."

A/n Shorter then usual but I had a lab and I have the PSAT's coming up but I hope your happy with what happened. Okay so yeah it's weekend soon and since I have my friends party and then I'm supposed to go the mall, then I have to go to the gym, and I told my dad I'd go to the movies with him (I'm the only one who will see Scary Movies with him.) So busy weekend basically but fear not my dear friends I'll still update as much as possible because I'm having fun writing this so yeah, keep reading and I'll keep writing so again I'd like to add a simple parting note, review please. It'll be a lot of fun just press the little button and you have begun, then write a little note bad or good and you know you should you know you could and you know I'm sure you would.

Forever Sam