7/30/04

I look unto your eyes.

Those sad, brown puppy eyes.

I wonder everyday, what were you thinking at the time?

What were your last thoughts?

Memories of joy?

Tears of sadness?

Wishing and what-ifs?

If only?

The arms were your demons,

To me they were your angel wings

Rough brown hair, dark trench coat,

Bright warmness and sense of humor.

You were my kind of guy,

Who I would look up to in times of darkness.

Obsessed, am I?

No, just merely looking up

I have a habit of liking a monster,

Sympathizing the feelings they have

I wonder if you wished you were in someone else's shoes?

I am a fangirl, am I not?

An Ottophile, am I not?

A writer, am I not?

An optimist, perhaps?

Even just a figment of my imagination,

I still believe that you're right in front of me.

Whether dead or alive,

You live in my heart,

And You live in all of our hearts, always.

You, in our thoughts, will never leave us

As we would never leave you.

You, Otto Gunther Octavius,

can be the best friend a girl (or even guy) could ever have.

And Mr. Molina!

Who could forget him?

He breathed life into Otto's

Expressing such personality I grew to love,

Giving such feeling that there's at least some kind of

Celebrity actor with a great heart.

How could I ever hate him?

He is one I give respect to,

And unto he I give my thanks and gratitude.

You, Alfred, have done a wonderful job.

It was always a dream for you Otto,

To help mankind.

In the plot, it didn't entirely fulfill,

But hear me out:

Maybe you did.

Your role, taught many in this world

of good and bad.

Fate sealed your life up,

If only things were simple.

I look up to you like a father, a friend, a lover even,

And surprisingly, did so many others.

Happy SM 2 anniversary, fellow Ottophiles! Many of you request for our tentacled good doctor to return for the awaited sequel. But, hear me out--- it does not matter. He still lives in our hearts, in our thoughts, in our very memory. As I continue to read on the updated chapters and new fanfics, I began to believe that it'll be hard to forget him. He may have appeared to 'die' in the end, but still, with help oft his fandom, he still lives on, no matter what. (Though, that doesn't mean that I don't want him in SM 3! Sam Raimi, if you entirely ignored one of our best SM bad guy in the next movie, you will feel our evil fangirl wrath! Muhahahahaha! Girls, get ready to grab your pitchforks!)

But still.Without fanfiction, without this fandom, I would have never written like I've written before. Thank you guys for your awesome reviews, and to bring up such confidence that I am not alone in this universe!

yours in fanfiction land,

--Agent Silver