Hey everyone! I'm back! Thank you for being so patient with me! I made this chapter longer than the others, and that this chapter is dedicated to Forfirith the dark angeland this song in the chapter belongs to her it is called alone. So please enjoy!
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Disclamier: Don't own it!I don't own Beyblade or the song used in this chapter Forfirith the dark angel own the song Alone used in this chapter! But I do own Rai, Angel, Tammy, Cho, Rei's grandmother, Nagiko, Suikotsu, Panthera, Dolphea,and Torn. And if you want to use any of them in your own stories please ask first.
"Oh my!" Said a surprised voice.
Kai broke the kiss, and turned his head to see the intruder.
Kai's eyes widened in shock when he saw… Rei's grandmother! Rei also looked at who had intruded them and his own eyes widened in shock.
Rei tried to sit up, but it was hard when Kai was still straddling him, "Grandma!" He said in surprise. Rei's grandma stood there just as shocked as the two boys.
"Rei…" She started to say. Rei bit his lip, and prepare for a speech on how he disappointed the family name, "Why didn't you tell me you were together with someone!" She said.
Rei looked at her in shock, "What…?" He muttered. Kai got off of him and stood up Rei followed.
Seeing his shocked expression made her smile warmly at him, "Why are you so shocked Rei? I asked why you didn't tell me that you were with someone already."
Rei blinked at her not really knowing what to say, but when he saw that warm smile on her face he knew that she was happy that he was with someone, "I only was with him for a while now Grandma."
She smiled, and looked at Kai, "I think you picked a perfect mate Rei." She said. Both Rei, and Kai blushed, "Grandma." He muttered.
She just chuckled and started to head back to the house, "Don't stay out here for too long." She said.
Kai, and Rei stared at her retreating back, "Well that was unexpected." He said. Kai looked at him confused, "What was unexpected?" He asked. Rei looked at him, " I thought she was going to give me a speech about on how I disappointed her, or something like that." He replied.
Kai smirked at him, "You worry too much Rei." He said to him, 'This is the Rei I first met. Concerned and caring for others.' He thought.
"Which reminds me." He said wrapping his arms around his waist bringing him closer, "We should finish what you started." He said, and pulled in into a kiss.
Rei let out a surprise squeak and closed his eyes moaning softly into the kiss and was surprised when Kai pulled back suddenly. Rei opened his eyes, and stared at Kai in confusion, but his confusion turned into shock when he saw Kai holding his beyblade!
"Kai!" He shouted as Kai took off back towards the house. He growled softly to himself and took off after him.
When Rei made it back to the house he lost sight of Kai so he started to wander aimlessly around looking for him.
Rei opened the door to the dinning room to see all the teams eating and Kai!
"Kai Hiwatari!" He shouted which cause everyone eating to jump except Kai. Kai smirked to himself stood up, and turned to face Rei.
Rei glared at Kai, 'He trick's me, and now he's smiling about it!' He thought angry. Rei stomped up to Kai and held out his hand, "Give it back Kai." He said firmly.
Kai stared at Rei's out stretched hand then back to him, "Give what back." He said in his usual voice. Rei growled low in his throat, "Don't play innocent with me Kai. Give me back my blade."
Kai just stared at Rei calmly, which he was starting to hate, "I have no idea what're talking about Rei."
Rei let his hand drop to his side and clenched it into a fist, "Kai…" He said low, and threatening.
The other were watching this their eyes wide. Rei and Kai always got along so you really never saw them fight.
"Kai, Rei why are you fighting?" Asked Angel. Rei looked at Angel in surprise, 'She's talking to me? After I made her cry.' He thought.
Angel looked back up at Rei blinking her violet eyes at him. Rei didn't know how, but it was like her eyes were saying, 'Everything's fine don't worry about it.'
When Rei opened his mouth to talk he was cut-off when Tammy entered the room, "Rei there you are!" She cried.
Rei turned around to look at her. Tammy approached him smiling bringing her arm up, and opening her hand to reveal… his beyblade!
Rei blinked at his blade in her hand and took it, "Where did you find this?" He asked. Tammy's smile widened, "I found it in the hallway and I must ask why was it there in the first place?"
Rei turned and glared at Kai who looked back at him calmly, but his eyes were filled with humor, "I told you I didn't know what you're talking about."
Rei growled low in his throat, and left the room slamming the sliding door shut behind him. Everyone wince (except for Kai, and the Blitzkrieg boys) when the door slammed shut.
They all looked at Kai as he sat down to finish his meal. "Umm…Kai what was that about?" Asked Max. Kai muttered a quick 'nothing' and went back to eating.
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Rei walked down the hall muttering to himself.
"Goddamn Kai he just had to go where everyone was didn't he?" He muttered heading nowhere in particular.
"Master Rei…?" Came a voice from behind him. Rei turned to see Cho standing there blinking at him curiously. "Yes Cho." He said to her.
"Well I was just wondering why you are so angry." She asked. Rei sighed, "Let's just say that my mate is an asshole." He replied.
Cho's eyes widened, "You've found a mate master Rei." She said surprised, "Do I know this person?" She asked.
Rei chuckled at her, "Curiosity killed the cat Cho." He said amused. Cho giggled, "Your mother's favorite phrase." She said. Rei smiled sadly at her, "She used to say that to me all the time." He said recalling the past.
Cho looked at him, "I must be going now master Rei. I'll see you soon." She said walking away.
Rei watched her go the smiled slowly faded from his face, and a frown replaced it as his eyes turned into slits, "You can come out now." He said coldly.
He heard a dark chuckle as Rai came around the corner, "You're getting better." He said to him a smirk on his lips, "Getting better at what? Knowing that you're near by." He said his back facing him.
He heard another chuckle behind him, "No, you're getting better at lying, and I must say you've done a pretty good job hiding the real you from the others. I'm surprised that they can't see that you're mask. And here I thought they were your friends." He said coming up to Rei.
"You know nothing about them, so back off." He said turning to face him, "Oh really I don't know them. I don't need to know that this group of humans is just like everyone else on this forsaken planet there only looking out for themselves, and will manipulate others just to get to their goal." He said harshly.
"These ones are different." He muttered to him, "Oh really? Tell me how are they? I saw the tournament Rei. Tyson was only using you same with the rest. I saw your battle with Crusher. You hesitated in your final attack, and he won thanks to your weakness." He said grabbing Rei's chin to look him in the eye.
Rei gazed at him plainly then a smirk appeared onto his face, "You think you know me so well? Too bad and that reminds me." He said jerking his head away from his hand, and raised his hand his nails growing out an inch, and razor sharp, "I got to get you back to what you did to Kai." He said slashing at him.
Rai ducked under his attack and back-flipped out into the back yard (A/N: Remember this is like Tyson's Dojo. There are hallways inside, and outside the house as well.).
Rai landed on the balls of his feet, "Did I make kitty angry when I attacked his mate." He said highly amused.
Rei growled, and attacked him again, but Rai was ready for him he grabbed both of Rei's wrists, and brought his body close to his. Rei struggled to get free but he couldn't so he glared at him, "Why did you attack Kai." He demanded.
Rai smirked, "I didn't know who he was so I attack him blindly. I was only saving you from a heart break." He said, "But I can't really kill him it would interfere with my employers plan for him."
Rei's glare intensified, "Keep away from him." He growled out each word. Rai chuckled, "You don't know my employer do you." He said as he push Rei away. Rei stumbled a bit but kept his footing.
Rai chuckled increased before he full out laughed, "My employer as well as my fathers was none other than Voltaire Hiwatari!"
Rei felt his body become numb as he slowly shook his head, "No…that can't be right…can it?" He muttered eyes wide.
Rai's laughter increased, "And that's not the best part! It appears that your little mate was in on his grandfathers little plan to take you back to the abbey!" He said obviously enjoying the look of betrayal on his face.
Rei couldn't believe Kai had been pretending to care about him in order to bring him back to the abbey! 'Everything he said was a lie. He pretended to love me, pretended to care and then he would backstab me. I can't believe I…I'm such a fool. I was used again by the only person I had ever had feelings for.' He thought staring at the ground. He lifted his head to Rai, but found him gone.
No one could save me
No matter what they tried
They were too late
To try anything
I was already gone
Everything was in vain
Rei stared blankly at the spot where Rai had been and couldn't believe that Kai was playing with him all this time. Just the thought of the other night when he and Kai were in the hot spring disgusted him he actually thought he meant those words, but it was all a lie.
Never knew where I belonged
I had too many problems
And I had no answers
It was too much
Kai played him like a fool he actually thought that he care. He played with his feelings saying that he loved him, but that was a lie and he fell for it.
Rei turned back towards the house feeling tears sting at his eyes as his burning with tears, as he felt his cracked heart shatter, and now Rei wanted nothing more than to end the pain. He wanted it to stop he had to make the pain vanish…even if it was for a little while.
I'm the one who cried when I was alone
No one ever cared about my pain
So I kept it locked up inside
Appearing emotionless
Rei walked down the hallway keeping the tears in, he opened the door to his room and enter closing the door behind him as soon as he saw no one was in here he broke down. He broke into sobs and fell to his knees.
'I can't take this. I need something to take this pain away.' He thought getting up and moving to his bag.
Icy demeanor
Always in place
When others were around
When I was alone
I let the tears flow
The ice would melt around me
Rei dug through his bag desperately searching for something. Rei was hiccupping by now; tears falling down his face, but he didn't care anymore. He didn't care he had a shattered heart to go along with his broken mind, and tainted soul.
The wounds on his soul that he thought Kai was healing were violently ripped open again he couldn't take it.
Rei smiled in triumphant when he pulled his dagger.
No one ever cared for me
I was always left alone
No one cared for the outcast
No one cared…
Rei got up and headed for the attached bathroom. As soon as he entered he let out a shuddered sigh, and slid down to the ground his back against the door.
Rei looked at the blade in his hand as it reflected the sunlight coming through the window. When he looked at himself in the blade all he saw a no good filthy demon that deserved pain. 'I deserve this I caused so much pain. I'm sorry.' He thought gripping the handle tightly.
I'm the one who cried when I was alone
No one ever cared about my pain
So I kept it locked up inside
Appearing emotionless
Rei sniffed and brought the dagger up to his wrist and without a second hesitation slit his wrist. He sighed in relief as he felt the cool blade of the dagger meet with his warm skin.
He watched in fascination as his blood as a small river moved down his arm; some curling around his wrist and dripping to the floor.
He brought up the dagger again to give himself a few more slices. Enjoying how the blood-his life force- drain away from his body.
'Why didn't I do this before it brings so much relief.' He thought.
They tried too late
To make up for mistakes
Made in the past
They're too late
I'd lost all hope
Of being helped
Of being accepted
Of finding someone who cared
Rei let his sliced hand rest beside him, and let a small smile appear on his face. Since Rei was a demon he could take a lot of damage without dieing. Like his mother she had died with a slit neck and a bullet wound in her chest.
He could feel all his pain disappear along with his blood never before had he felt so much serenity. To be so calm with one's self.
It was strange it was the exact same feeling Kai gave him before he found out he was deceiving him.
I'm the one who cried when I was alone
No one ever cared about my pain
So I kept it locked up inside
Appearing emotionless
Rei started to feel a little woozy from the blood he lost. So he got up, and cleaned his wounds and wrapped them up. He knew it was going to be hard to explain why he had bandages on his wrist, but he could deal with that later. Right now he just wanted to sleep.
He walked back into his room, and crawled into the futon, 'I wish this was a dream just a really bad dream. A nightmare even, but it isn't. This is real life, and life's a bitch.' He thought letting his eyes close, and succumbing to unconsciousness.
They are too late, I am gone
They are too late, I am gone…
Well that's it for this chapter! Hope you liked it! and if there are any of you who want to kill Rai here's a Rai voodoo doll to occupy yourselves until the story ends. (Hands out Rai VooDoo dolls to reviewers)
Till next time
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