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Willow got by the stairs. She did not want to explain why she was trying to avoid Buffy and Xander. But she was she couldn't take the rejection that she thought or knew. She thought Xander would reject her like he always had. She would always over hear Buffy's and Xander's conversation on how she isn't the girl friend type but the best friend type. She could take that because that wasn't a rejection Xander said to her it is the kind she over heard. She just knew deep inside her that Xander didn't love her the way she loved him. She knew she had to give him up one day. But it was too soon to try but she had to if she wanted the friendship they had forever to stay strong.She sighed and she sat down she was trying her best not to break down and cry. She could heard footsteps but they stopped right in front of her. Willow didn't even want to look up she didn't care who it was at this point.

"Willow?"

Willow looked up and saw Xander looking down at her. She quickly turned her head around. She couldn't bare the fact of looking at him in the eyes it just hurt her to much if she did. "What do you want Xander?" She looked down while she asked that question. She was afraid and upset to talk to him or to Buffy.

"Willow why did you run off like that? I mean avoiding me. When did you decided to avoid me?" He had a little bit of anger in his voice but he was also concerned to. He sat next to her and looked at her. "Willow look at me and talk to me." He said taking the straps fromhis light brown bag he had since Buffy first cameto Sunnydale high school off from around his shoulders and placed it right next to him. On the same steps hewas sitting on.Then he sighed and looked at Willow.

Willow looked at Xander her eyes was blood red but they was dry. "I don't know. I just couldn't look at you and pretend that things was fine. Not when...," She looked away.

"Not like what?"Xander asked Willow when he got up and sat in front of her. "Willow look at me." He said hoping she will listen and not look away again.

Willow gave in she look straight into Xander's eyes.She took a deep breath. "Not when I feel like this. Xander when I am around you all I want is for you to wrap your arms around me and tell me that you love me the way I love you. And for a second a second I actually felt like that was when we kissed at the Bronze. But the look in your eyes wasn't like that. It looked like 'Oh I made a mistake and it means nothing.' But Xander it means alot to me." She sighed of relief she held all that in for a long period of time she was glad that she got that off of her chest. She stood up and grabbed her bag.

Xander stood up as well but he didn't budge. He saw Willow about to walk away. But he grabbed her arm and pulled her in front of him. "Don't I get a say in this know. I mean I heard your feelings well know it is my turn for the floor." After he said that he cleared his throat. "Willow I think you missed read about that. When we kissed I felt something. But when I was about to tell you the feeling you left. The look wasn't me going to reject you."

Willow rolled her eyes. "Yea sure how do you expect me to believe you. Aren't you the one that tells Buffy that I am not the person you would want to date. But I am the type of person that you are best friends with." Willow stood there with her arms crossed. But then she dropped them and she sat on the stairs once again."

Xander did the same he sat on the stairs and dugged his hands into his blacksort hair. He sighed and brushed it back then he held his head then he looked at Willow and he closed his hands together making a fist then seperating the two hands and he placed it on his lap."Willow what I am trying to tell you is that when we kissed it was different. I know I used to say you are the best friend type but we kissed and all of that went away and it is just me falling in love with the girl I am best friends with."


Buffy walked into the library shocked to see Giles wasn't there. But then the door opened up behind her. She turned around to see what it was and it was Giles walking into the libarary. "Morning Giles."

As usual Giles was reading a book like he usually does. He spaced out not noticing Buffy at first. But then he looked up at her and he placed the book down. "Oh hello Buffy."

"Giles your spacey today whats going on?" She asked sitting on the chair. She placed her feet on the table. But when she looked up at Giles again he made and face he usually does when he is annoyed. And he shoved her feet off the desk. "Sorry." She cuddle up to the chair.

He sighed and he took off his glasses. "So did you guys find Willow after she ran off?" He asked looking at the glasses making sure they was clean then he placed them on his face.

"No But Xander ran after her.So I decided to let them have time alone." She smiled like she did a good job. "So Giles whats up with all these books?" She asked looking at the cover of the book. Then Giles took the book from Buffy.

"Just the normal research. So patroling went well last night?" He asked reading the book Buffy had.

"Yup three vampires but they was normal." She smiled she liked that it was quiet in Sunnydale. "I hoped for the rest of the week will be like last night."

The door opened and Cordelia walked into the library. "Oh look I am in the place where freaks like you hang out with losers like Xander." Surprisingly she didn't call Willow a loser. She usually would but after she saw Willow in the bathroom Cordelia had pity for Willow. "So Buffy where is your dorky friends?I mean only half of you are here."

"Oh geeze I guess they heard you coming and they hid from you Cordy. You do have that way about you." She stood there rolling her eyes ans she sighed of discomfort. She hatedthe factthat Cordeliawas on there turfand mmaking fun of her."What are you doing here any way? Justso you knowthere isn't any books on how to do you make up properly."

Cordelia walked up to Buffy really close andglared at her. "You know I would watch it ifI was you Buffy. Cause oneday youwill..." She got caught up by laughter.

"Cordy save itI am twice as stronger then youor any of your sheep. So if you have nothing ineresting to say leave." She pointed herfingure towards the door. Showing that Cordelia had to leave.

Shesquinted her eyes. She had gave in finally for the first time Cordelia Chase knew how it felt to be dissed. "Fine I am gone." She turned around and stomped out of the library.The door swung closed and Buffy stood therefor a second.Then she bursted out laughin and the same withGiles. "Did you see how pissedshe was Giles." She said trying to talk when she was laughing.All Giles could do was nod because he was laughing so hard.

The doors open again and Willow and Xander walked in. They knew that they just missedsomething but they didn't know what. "Whats going on?" Willow said with a smile.

"Yeah whatdidwe miss?" Xander said right after Willow.

Buffy slowly stopped laughing and cleared her throat. Well I thinkwe got Cordelia pissed.Buffy saw something and she smiled. What shesaw was Willow and Xander and there hands connected."Oh my godyoutwo are going out aren'tyou."

Willow smile and she nodded. "Yup wetalked about it and talked about it and we had the same feelings."

Buffy hugged the two and she smiled. "I knew thatthis would happen I am very happy for thetwo of you."

"Thanks." They both said together.

Well I hope you guys like the story. I will post soon ok all.