Chapter Four

(Shuichi POV)

"Peace and trust take years to build and seconds to shatter."

For some reason when I woke up, I was outside sleeping next to my things that I had taken to Yuki's, and for some reason I felt like last night I had just done something I never should have done. I knocked on the door and got no answer, so I tried again and again until finally it swung open and I got a face full of cold water then the door slammed in my face.

"Yuki!" I cried childishly. "What did you do that for?"

"Go the hell away!" he yelled from inside. "If you don't I'll be calling the police."

"What did I do?" I asked.

"Leave!" he yelled so loud I winced.

"Alright." I said lowly. 'Yuki, what did I do?' I thought to myself, as I began to pick my things up and arrange them so I could carry them, the whole time wondering what I did.

I was about to go to Hiro's when I remembered what Tohma-kun had said to me before we went to work the other day. So instead of calling Hiro I called Tohma-kun. It rang a few times and by the time Tohma had picked up his phone I was on the corner of the street.

"Moshi-moshi?" he said as he answered yawning.

"Ne, Tohma-kun…uuhhhh…. Well…," I paused then went on," Yuki kicked me out again and I don't know why this time."

"You want me to come and get you?" he asked, he sounded pretty awake now.

"If you could." I said.

"I'll be right there. Are you still at Eiri's?" he asked me.

"I'm on the corner." I said he said alright and then hung up as did I. "Yuki…what did I do?"

When Tohma-kun arrived he had on a dark face, like he just found out that he might die or something. I saw he had his cell phone clutched tightly in his hand. "Tohma-kun, daijobu?"

"Huh?" he said. "Oh! Genki…genki…you?"

"Confused." I said as he began to help me put my things in the car. "I don't know why Yuki kicked me out this time. Why did I get so wasted last night?"

"I'm sorry this is my fault." Tohma said as he closed the trunk after everything was in his car. His eyes were closed and he was crying a little bit.

"Tohma-kun." I said softly. "No it's not. I probably opened my big mouth when I was drunk and told him…something….I…shouldn't," I paused for a long time then said," have. Damnit! I know what I did now!"

"Its my fault." Tohma said.

"I said it already. Its not your fault. I'm the one that told Yuki about us." I said. "Somehow right now…it doesn't hurt anymore." Tohma-kun looked at me in surprise. "Now that I know what I did it doesn't hurt. I guess…" I paused," that I just don't love Yuki anymore."

Tohma-kun said nothing but turned and looked up the street at Yuki's house. I know he must have been thinking that it was still his fault that Yuki and I broke up, but it wasn't. I know that I used to love Yuki with all my heart but it wasn't there anymore. I don't know where it went, nor do I care.

It would take me a while to figure out what I really wanted but for the time being I was with Tohma. Living with Tohma! Nothing more…I think.

"Shuichi-kun." Tohma said. "I called Eiri after you talked to me and Eiri told me that you told him what we had done in Kyoto."

"That's what I thought," I said," well lets go?"

"Right." He said getting into the car, as did I.

I only wondered how long it would take for me to get used to living with Tohma-kun. That, and if I would get used to it at all.

When we pulled up to Tohma-kun's house I gasped a bit. It was huge! I couldn't believe it. Although I don't know how I was so surprised, he was the owner of NG, my boss, and all. So why would he not have a big house, and all.

We pulled into the garage, again I was surprised at my surprise, he had a lot of nice cars. With his money he could easily afford a driver but he drove himself. I wonder why.

"Well were here." He said as he opened his door, and stepped out. I still didn't really know what was going to happen concerning my relationship with Yuki, but for the time being I was living with Tohma. I started to think about the times that we kissed.

Just to inform all of you, those were not empty kisses. They each held some meaning and none of them were pity.

Just…

Just a side of me that I didn't want to admit to myself.

The side that knows that I love Tohma.

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Holy cheese on rye! (gotta love Yusuke) that took me a while to do. A while and yet so short in comparison to my other chapters. Why you ask? Because it did! I was getting detracted by my newest Beyblade Fan Fic so Nyah! Away ways! I'm so out of friggin ideas! I know I said I had a lot, but know…I'm just a shell sitting here typing this, my brain has left the building on this Fic, but it's running a friggin marathon with my other ones… stupid mind! Work with me damnit! Well I'll try to update as soon as I can!

Ja ne

Kaiyuku-kun