((I forgot about this actually.So more to come.Im very..writey today.))
Its Tuesday again.Dawn was laying on the couch watching some mindless cartoon.It didnt matter anyways.It wasnt like she was watching it.No,she was watching the others in the dining room.She could still hear them.It didnt matter that they were whispering or in another room,she could still make out the frustrated words.
"Xander!Buffy's been back for three weeks!Why cant we tell them!" Anya's voice was angry and frustrated.
Oh,theyre talking about the wedding.
"An,please.We're all still getting used to all of this." Xander pleaded.Anya scowled,"We've been getting used to ALL of this since FOREVER.We need some happy.I can provide it by telling them we're getting married and having lots and lots of sex during our honeymoon." Dawn could practically see Xander blush.
"An,we cant.We just cant right now okay?" He tried again. She complained even more,"Is it because you dont love me?Is it because I might get old and wrinkly?Is it because Im not pretty?Its the hair,isnt it?" She was getting hysterical now.Dawn smiled lightly,Anya was beautiful and everyone could see that Xander was crazy for her. "Anya!",Xander said probably grabbing her shoulders and making her look him in the eye,"I love you.You are the most beautiful woman Ive ever met.Dont doubt that." There was silence.Dawn guessed she nodded.
"Okay.Fine.We wont tell them."Anya finally relented and moved to go into the kitchen.
There was more silence.Dawn wondered what Xander was doing.She stood and carefully walked near the dining room and peeked.Xander Harris,carpenter and lover to an ex vengence demon,had his head in his hands."Im not sure I love you enough."he whispered.Dawn had to hold in a gasp.She pushed herself closer to the wall.Xander stood and wiped his eyes,they were shining.He shook his head and plastered a goofy grin and headed into the kitchen.
Dawn's eyes closed briefly and murmured,"I hope its enough." She moved back to couch and stared at the tv with her eyes glazed.
((Well..there has to be more reason to why Xander didnt marry Anya than insecurities.Just a thought.Im not sure.Please dont argue with me..Its my idea.If you dont like it.Well..tough noogies to you.Please review.))