Author- Deep Within
Rated- K+
Type- Romance
Disclaimer- If I own InuYasha, I would be rich, but do you see me with millions of dollars? Nope!
Other- Extreme Fluff! Chapters, but not going to have tons of chapters. In Rin's POV. A Sesshomaru and Rin shipping fan-fic!
Author's note- I'm writing on this on the computer and the only way for me to work on it is to say up late! And by tomorrow the laptop should be fix, so no worries!
Reviewers-
Inu-child1- Guess you didn't read chapter 4? Read that chapter and you'll find out.
Iloveinuyasha44- I didn't take to long right? If you say I did, I really didn't to long because, it was only a couple of hours after the fourth chapter...
blufairy102- Don't worry, I'll finish this, this is the third or second to the last chapter anyway.
I tried to sleep, but for some reason I couldn't sleep. I moved over to where Sesshomaru was, I wish I can thanked him. He saved my life three times, and I can't even thanked him. He almost killed himself for me, and I can't do anything for him. I tried my best to thank him, but, because of my muteness, I can't. No matter how I'll try I can't over come it, and no matter how hard I wish, it can't come true. I know both of my other wishes came true, but this wish is something that can never come true.
I couldn't sleep for the whole night, I couldn't go to sleep and head off to "dream land. "I couldn't close my eyes and then have a picture of something that could never happen. I could never gotten what-ever I needed as a kid, because my parents weren't that rich, but I can't blame them.
But I feel so sad, I tried to save his life, but I end up making it worse. He had to risk his life for me, he could have died. He saved my life three times! Just today and once a long time ago. When Naraku tried to hurt me, Sesshomaru saved me. Like I said before he's my angel.
I always will remember the time he saved me, when it happen I just thought him and I were going to be friends, and nothing else. But everything changed when I got to travel worth him more. We became best friends, I don't know about him, but he has become the love of my life also, and he just didn't become the lover of my life, he also became my everything.
I know I can't really act it out that I love him, but if he looked in my heart, it's full of my love for him, and that's the same with my mind think about him mostly every day of my life since I met him. I may of been a little girl when I met him and I should not known what love was, but I was deeply in love with him.
I may of hear people telling me, I should get away from him, because they all know his "cold heart," but he does not have the one, he used to have the one. And I always hear about him hating all humans, but I know that is not true! If he hated all humans, he would have let me die already, but he cares about me, now I know he does, but I do not know if he loves me or not, but at least he cares about me.
Some people think I am weird, because I followed a demon most of me life, but I never cared about what people told me about Sesshomaru and me. I never cared that people think it might be wrong for him and I to love each-other, but no one in the history of the world said it was wrong to love a demon.
If I have to kill myself, to prove I love him, I'll do it. I'd do mostly anything I can to prove my love for Sesshomaru, but the one of the hardest thing for myself to prove my love to him was to say "I love you" to him, it seems so easy to say it, but in fact it's one of the hardest thing to do in your life. I know that's a fact.
Few people think I'm special, because they think I bought kindness to his "cold heart," which is now, his kind heart, but I think everyone has a kind heart, but some people or demons want to hide it. I think since yesterday night when he laugh proved he had a kind heart, yesterday he smiled,and if he has done both of them it has to mean he had a kind heart. Yet he chooses to hide it.
I was awake the whole night, thinking about Sesshomaru, thinking about what he feels inside. If I look at him, I can see a lonely poor soul hiding his feelings, but his feeling are something worth while.
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Now it was morning, Sesshomaru and Jaken haven't woke up yet, so I decided, that I should go by the pond close by, to get some fresh water, and bring some back for Sesshomaru and Jaken. It was early in to morning, so no demons nor humans should be awake, so I return safely, and unharmed.
I drank some of the water, that got from the pond, I only drank some of it, and the rest I put in the water bottle. If Sesshomaru or Jaken wanted some water they could, and I have myself a water bottle too.
I sat on a rock, near by, waiting for Sesshomaru and Jaken to wake up. I gazed into the sky, it was so beautiful, especially when the sunrise, the sky was pinkish-purple, the sun was brightish-yellowish, and it looked beautiful it was so great! I smiled, when I looked at the sky, and I smiled when I was looking at Sesshomaru, too.
Still Sesshomaru didn't wake up, but I can still wait for him to wake up. Sesshomaru usually wakes up earlier than I mostly do, but some odd reason for today he's taking along time to wake up. It was after a couple of hours, until Sesshomaru finally woke up, Jaken wasn't a wake though, but after a couple of minutes he was!
I ran to Sesshomaru, gave him his water bottle, and he said, "It looks like you recovered", I nodded after he was saying that, "And thanks for the water bottle," I smiled.
He looked almost happy when I gave him the water bottle, it made me happy, too. I looked into his eyes once more, his eyes changed. It wasn't empty, or full of sorrow, right now it was - happy...
"Sesshomaru?"
Author's note-I hope you liked it. Chapter 6, should be here tomorrow. I want ask a question too. Which title sounds better? "A Heart Never Lies" or "A Heart Still Lies Deep Within Me?" I'm going to write a story about Naraku and Kikyou, and I wanted a good title so I'm going to ask you which one is better? Please vote by reviewing! If you like my stories, you better get the hang of cliff hangers!