A/N: I'm still not dead!
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The weeks were nothing but a blur to me.
Everyday was always the same, get up, eat breakfast with Raoul, he would go to
"work" (and do whatever it was that he did), I would read or think of Erik, have
lunch, have a nap, and in the evening when he came home we would eat together
as he told me about his day.
Then we would go to bed.
Never did one thing change, until one day I asked Raoul about me going back into
performing.
He would hear none of it an that night I could not get to sleep.
We didn't talk much over the next few days, he decided we should go out to dinner.
"Oh it has been over a month since you last left the house, I propose we go out to a
nice, candle light dinner. "
Of course I agreed, I decided maybe some fresh air could help clear my head.
It did.
I watched as the candles burned on their wicks, I wasn't listening to Raoul as he
went on about some people who had been on his nerves.
As I watched the candles I went to my own world where through music my soul can
soar, and there he was, Erik.
I couldn't leave Raoul though, I loved him, or at least I thought I did.
Raoul kept bringing up the subject of marriage, we were engaged but I had never
actually set a date for the wedding.
Well it came up again and this time there was no way out of it.
"Christine we need to get married, we cannot stay this way forever."
"Raoul, I've been having second thoughts"