A/N: I needed to update (and get away from the huge homework pile that's eating me alive.) If it makes you happy this is the turning point of EC goodness.
Disclaimer: I don't own PotO, but I do own a really nice bracelet of it.
What do I want? What will make me happy again?
Him.
I needed to go back to him. What if he doesn't want me anymore.
What if he does?
How can he love me after what I did to him? How can he ever forgive me?
I closed my eyes and I could almost hear his voice.
Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses, abandon their defenses
I looked at Raoul, he looked to be in deep thought. I felt as though I might explode from the tension that lay between us.
I no longer knew what was right or wrong, there was no telling what came next. I didn't know what to believe in.
Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away, from the garish light of day
Turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night.
Where would I go? What would I do?
I needed him, but does he still need me?
Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams,
Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before,
Close your eyes let you spirit start to soar...
And you'll live as you've never lived before
I wanted, no I needed to go back to him.
Softly, deftly, music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness that you know, you cannot fight..
The darkness of the music of the night
In my dreams he was always there. It was the one time, of no grief, of no sorrow. It was then, and only then when I could be free.
Let your mind start a journey to a strange new world
Leave all thoughts of the life you knew before..
Let your soul take you where you long to be
Only then... can you belong to me
But how was I to tell Raoul? I did not want to destroy our friendship. But I could never love him, not like before. Not after every thing that had happened.
Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that I write..
The power of the music of the night
I couldn't bear to tell him. Thinking about it hurt. With that I stood up and left, to go find the one person who could understand.
You alone can make my song take flight..
Help me make the music of the night
A/N: If you guys REALLY didn't like it I will take the chapter down and rewrite it (without the lyrics.) Read and Review!