SM: I was listening to Evanescence so I made this is up. Enjoy. I do not own "My immortal" by Evanescence or Shaman King.

Name: My immortal.

Couple: HaoRen.

At Yoh's

Ren sat down on his bed and sighed sadly. It had been a week since Hao had passed on. The wind blew threw the window and rustled his hair slightly.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

The sound of the birds chirping came to him and he closed his eyes and tried his hardest to ignore them. What are they so happy about? He thought bitterly. Why can't I be happy?

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

He looked over at the picture on the bedside cabinet and glared at it hatefully. It had a picture of him and Hao at the park, he was so happy that day. Now he didn't even remember what happiness was like.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Hao was his life. Now Ren felt just as dead as Hao was. They had been going out for two years, they had gotten engaged a month ago and Ren was going to buy them a house to live in.

Then the accident happened.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

A week ago they had been out to look at houses and a car had swerved to avoid a child that had run into the middle of the road. They both looked around at the sound of tires screeching, the car had gone out of control as it swerved, it was heading straight towards them. Hao pushed Ren away from the car as fast as he could, making it so only he would get hit. And it did hot him. Very hard.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Ren remembered Hao shouting "I will always love you!" As he was about to get hit,

A cold wet tear ran down the Chinese boy's face as he remembered the incident. He wanted his Hao back; he wanted to be held by him so badly, to be held in his strong embrace, he fell his hair threw his hands again like he did so often. He missed him. He felt a familiar tightness deep in his throat.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

He kept replaying all of that day in his mind. Hao loved the house they he visited and was begging Ren to buy it for them as they had been going down the street. Yesterday Ren had gone there again and made a down payment on the exact house. For Hao.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

He kept thinking that Hao was just on another one of the missions he usually went on.

But deep down he knew that the mission he was one was longer then usual. And he would never see his love again. No matter how much he wanted to.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Ren had to go to the house the next day and live there by himself, but the memories of Hao would haunt his every living moment. He could hear the sound of Hao's words in his mind. "I will always love you!"

The breeze from the window turned his tears cold, numbing his face. "I will always love you too, Hao." He whispered to the presence he felt in the room. "I will see you in 500 years." He let his tears flow freely down his already redden cheeks.

With me

SM: This is my first song-fic. I was actually close to tears when I write this. And it's not even that emotional. But it is short. Sorry about that.

Can you please review I would really like input on this one?

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