I do not own Inuyasha or Sailor Moon,but I own this story.I try to improve my gram,but is kinda hard...the thing with spelling...I tried on internet but it doesn't work ...How do I use it?Somebody offers to corect my chapters before I update?Ok...and how I use to do...I just started a new story and I allready have ideas for another 2 with this pair!I'm obssesed I think...PLz enjoy this one,chapter 5 is done to,I will update tomorrow if...I get reviews...Bye-bye!

Chapter 4 :Memories

'Rin.Go and play with Ah Un on the field.'Sesshoumaru told the little girl when he saw the two senshi coming to them.

3 days passed after the incident from the lake.He was in his patroll,with Rin by his side when he saw the girls coming towards them.He knew that the 2 wanted to discuss something with him,something that Rin should not hear.

'Hai,Sesshoumaru-sama!Jaken,lets go!'she said and pulled the green toad after her.

The 2 girls stopped in front of him.Haruka was about as tall as him wearing a creamy-white kimono and Michiru weared a blue skye one.They bowed easily in sign to respect towards him before start to speak.

'You did good letting Rin go.What we have to say must not come to her.'

'I'm waiting.'

'Its' about her….'Michiru said.

'We must stop her.'Haruka continued.

'We?'Sesshoumaru repeated almost laughing.'It is not my concern.'he said and passed by them.

Haruka turned and said icily.

'It should.Because she's after you.'

'Hmpf…let her come.'

'You don't know what she can do ,now that she had awaken in a evil situation.She could destroy the entire planet only to kill you.'

'Death….Reborn…Revolution….'Haruka whispered.

'Why do destroy it?I don't think she can really kill herself.' Sesshoumaru answered hiding his surprise at the news about her power.Power to destroy a planet…..

Michiru laughed loudly and maked Sesshoumaru to turn,annoyed by her reaction.

'Why are you laughing,wench?'

She stopped but kept her ironic smile on her face.

'She's the senshi of Ruin.That is her job.To kill ….everything alive….she doesn't care about herself…Because of you Sesshoumaru……She will die.' she said and pointed a finger to the place were Rin was playing.

'Because of me?'

'Yes.What you don't know is that Saturn can be evil or good.In the past,she awakened full with love because she was surrounded with love and she had someone to protect.She awaked as a light angel and she brought the light in the world.Now…..I saw only hate towards you….because of her hate for you….she can't feel anything else.Stopp her.You are the only one able to do it now that she awaked like that.'

'Enough!'he said with disgust and turned again.'It is not my concern.'

Michiru wanted to follow him and say more but Haruka stopped her.

'Let him.When he will see her transformed he will see as we saw…..the Silence.'

'Rin!'

'I'm coming Sesshoumaaaaaaaaaru-samaaaaaaaa'

Sitting in a corner of her room,Hotaru was trying to understand what happened.She was all shaking and couldn't even speak.The power she felt when she touched the wand…..It maked her feel so powerful….capable of do anything….anytime.But it scared her in the same time and she had to run away.She wouldn't show her fears in front of him.Never.The wand was now sitting on her bed where she let her fall.

"What do I do now?I feel that I must take the wand again……she's attracting me….almost speaking….."

Her eyes were looking at it with indecision."I have a bad feeling in touching her again….".Hotaru approached her bed and with a doubt in her heart she tooked it."I have nothing to lose….".

'Sesshoumaru-sama……….'

'Do as I said Jaken.Now.'

'H..Hai,Sesshoumaru-sama!'

Rin left his side with Jaken and runed into the next village for clothing and food.Sesshoumaru needed silence,to think in what should he do.So,we found him under a large tree,sitting against the tree."I should just let it be……its not my duty to stopp her…but……if she trys to kill me,that means my ward is in danger….and I hate people who try to take what is mine….." .He knew she was there…..in front of him.Her scent was so easy to feel…It wasn't like her sister's one…Not only the smell of flowers and honey….it was mixed with hate and pain…and something more….When he rised his eyes at her he saw her a few feets distance sitting against her pet's back.

'I was expecting you.'he said and stood.

'I have come.You know why.'she said and he saw her wand in the right hand.Her hair was free on her shoulders,and her eyes were even darker now.

He drew Toikjin and maked a few steps towards her.Hotaru smiled and let Koran go.Then she rised her wand and yelled:

'Saturn Planet Power!Make up!'

He was surprised but he didn't show it.How could he?He just watched her body coverd with a black-violet energy and when the light disappeared she was in front of him with a costume similar with the other 2 girls but this one had a silver crystal in her chest and a few different things.(she has the outfit from the 4-th serie).Her glaive was pointed towards him,inviting him to attack."Terrible weapon for a woman….."

With that thought he swinned Toikjin and released a big wall of energy:

'SYOU RYUU HA!'(if you don't know it,is the attack used in the 4-th movie for sure!)

Saturn didn't moved and was surrounded in that energy.Her body disappeared in it and Sesshoumaru remained unmoved.Something was wrong.Why didn't she moved?His eyes flickered when he saw her Glaive spinning above her head and her crie:

'Silence Wall!'

The energy of his attack was rejected by the Glaive and with a free hand she attacked him with a huge lila ball of energy that maked everything die in her way to him.Sesshoumaru jumped using his demon speed and laned in her back.Saturn blocked his direct attack with Toikjin and in the next 20 minutes steel hit steel,energy hit energy .But when she blocked again his Toikjin,few inches were between them.They remained like that,each one trying to push the other away.

'Your hate doesn't …'he tryd to say but she cut it off.

'My hate is mine.I found about your Tenseiga….'she smirked.'I have a good ideea….after I kill you,I'll revive you…and then kill you again….and again,and again…I can burn you….but there won't be fun o the second time..I will think at that…'

'You are so different from your sister…'

She glared him with a look similar to his deadly one.She put her right hand slowly on his chest,letting only the left one holding the glaive.He looked at her with suspicion.She smiled and for a second he almost saw Yellena in her.Then her smile disappeared and murmured:

'Pathetic demon.'

She kept her hand on his chest and she let the Glaive fall.With the left hand,the one who hold the weapon stoped Toikjin's blade.The blood start to come out from her arm but she didn't looked to feel anything,or to care.Sesshoumaru's nose felt immediately her blood but he saw her look.It wasn't changed.From the right hand violet light start to blow and hit him so hard that destroyed his armor and throw him away.Saturn laugh evily and tooked her Glaive back in her hands.He was in one kneel and looked at her.Her attack damaged his body pretty good.She start running towards him,prepared to kill him but she stopped suddenly.Rin was there.And she was looking at her with tears in her eyes.

'Rin…'she whispered and droped the glaive,who disappeared in a moment.Then,she looked at him and her eyes met his.She wanted to attack him,but…she couldn't……

'Rin.Go.'his voice was heard.

'Sesshoumaru-sama……daijou?'she start to cry.

He stood and in a second Hotaru found herself pinned to a tree,his hand holding by her throat.But in the second he touched her bare skin everything became dark and all he could see was a fire burning everything,dead humans and demonsa,and on a huge rock,he saw her.Wearing a black dress,with her eyes fulled with hate and disgust.Her Glaive was even bigger and dangerous.She rised it and cried:

'Death Reborn Revolution!'

Suddenlly the earth start to shake like a 10 th grade earthquake .A second later big halls appeared in it and he knew then.It was….the end.Even he felt a cold shiver on his spine and when he looked again in front of him he saw only her eyes looking at him.His hand was still holding her neck.

'Why?'

'Why what?'

'Why would you destroy the whole world?'

She smirked.

'Because I don't care……and when you stop doing that….it doesn't matter anymore ….nothing….'

'Then I'll kill you now.'

He felt her hands taking his wist and pushing his hand more in her throat.

'Do it.'she paused.'But that doesn't mean that everything is allright….I will reborn….and I'll come after you…..I won't forget my hate.'

He hold her tier.

'Let go of hate.'

'Why do you care?'she asked in irony.

'Let go of it,I said!'

'How can I let her go when I live for her?Give me a good reason…why should I give up on her?'

He growled and let her go.Sesshoumaru turned and walked away.His chest was hurting quite bad.She was…..Finally….He met someone good enough to fight him.

'I take your silence as an answer…'she said.'Koran!'she cried after that and the cat appeared in her big form.Saturn detransformed and jumped on her back.'….you understand….When you hate,your soul dies.My soul died too….'

He didn't turned but heard everything.Then he heard her leaving."A good reason……hmpf……".

'Rin.'

'Hai!'

'We're going back to the castle.'

He knew that his wound was serious even if he didn't showed it.His blood smelled like poison.Now,he was sure.She wasn't fooling around.Her challenge was real.And for the first time….he felt bad.For the first time…..he could lose.It was someone…someone that could hate more than hate him so much….

'Yes Micha…..'Hotaru opened the door.

Her servant looked at her in shock.She was…..different….Even her look…..Her eyes….were shinning a little….not very much,not like they used to shine 5 years ago,but….it was a change.

'Your dress……milady…'she said and gaved her mistress a black dress.Hotaru forced a smile when she tooked it and closed the door,after she said thx.

She put her dress on her.It was similar to a night one,but this one was a special one.It belonged to her mother.She let her haire free on her bare shoulders and looked in the mirror.Easy,she touched her face and approached the huge mirror.Small tears appeared in her eyes and only a whisper came out of her mouth.

'Who are you?'

Then,she turned on her heels and left the room.Hotaru got out of her house and called Koran.

'Koran,onegai….'she looked in her cat eyes.

'Miewwwwwwwwww..'the cat gaved her approval and Hotaru jumped on her back.

Sesshoumaru decided to take a walk,alone,to put his thoughts in order.His castle was next to a huge lake,in a small clearing.He sat on the grass,under a willow and watched the lake.He didn't knew why he couldn't take his thought off that girl.She was an athreat,but…it was something more….she was remembering him to her sister,but only with her physic,cause it was obvious the fact that the 2 girls had different ways to see life.Another thought camed to him….was she like that since she was born or….did she changed lately,after her sister's……

Then,he saw some small lights,on the lake….The lights were almost unable to be seen but with his gaze,he could see it.

A few minutes earlier on the other side of the lake..

'Arigatou,Koran….'Hotaru said to her cat and kissed her on the neck.'Go now.'

'Miew………'the cat turned and flew away under her mistress gaze.

Hotaru turned but she didn't noticed the huge tree wich was next to her and she hit with her wounded arm a sharq branch and her arm got hurt even wors.The white bandage became red but she realized that there was almost no pain.Maybe the physical pain was to little compared to the psychic wounds.She just let her arm next to her body and elt the small drops of blood fell reinless.

A small raft was waiting her next to the lake, and she smiled at it.

Flashback..

'We should always come here,at this time….is so beautifull….'

'It is Yellena.'

'Say Taru….'

'Nani?I smiled to her.

'Will you promise something?'

'What?'

'You will always come here…at this time…..'

'We bouth come!'I suggested.

'But if I won't..'

'Why not?'

'Maybe I will get married and I won't be able to come!'she smiled and the giggled.

'You want to get married?'

I watched her turning her eyes to the dark skye.Her smiled was covering her face.

'I dream Hotaru…..I dream that someday we will have a family and we shall play with our children here,at this lake..'

I hugged her tightly.

'I wish that too…..Yellena…'

She hugged me back and looked at me with a look full with love and faith.

'Never leave me Yelle……I'm lost without you..'

She just smiled and kissed my forehead.

'I will always be with you..'

End of flashback..

She couldn't stop her tears."Your dream Yellena….nothing left from it….he destroyed it…he tooked your dreams and smashed them…Look what I become…An empty shell full with hate and disgust…I can't even watch myself in the mirror anymore…I hate him.I hate myself.I hate everything…..even the air I breath…I hate the air because it keeps me alive.'

With that thought she climb on the raft and pushed the raft with a stick and in this way she left the coast.She light up a few small candles and she sat between them,bared against the edge of the raft.Her shoulders were bare and the dress had a deep décolletage,covered only a half by her long and gorgeous hair.One of her hands was resting on her chest,under her breasts and the other one was touching the water.Her right leg was discovered from under the dress,till her hip, and her milky skin was shinning in the moonlight,giving her an angelic appearance.The raft moved slowly and she lost any connection with this world.Her eyes were staring at the skye and she almost forgot to breath….

Flashback…

'If you die,I'll die….'I yelled at her and my tears couldn't be stoped this time.

She remained beared against my shoulder and her almost inanimate hand touched my neck.It was so cold….Why ?Why doesn't she fight?

'Don't say that….I want you to live…to live your dream Taru…'

'You choose to die for him…'I couldn't hold back this words.I kept them to much inside me.

'I want to be free…Let me go Taru…Please let me go….'

I tooked her by her shoulders trying to worm her cold body.She is so skinny…because of him she lost so much in weight…she was slim already,now she is…..

'I love you Taru.Remember that.'

'I love you too.'

Her body relaxed in that moment.And she died.I don't want to let her go.Never.Even if…..I died with her in this moment….

End of flashback..

Hotaru pushed a lock of hair from her face."I died then and a new Hotaru was born…born from hate and loneliness…..She choosed to die for love….I choosed to hate for love…"

The water camed in contact with her opened wound and she let the bandage fell.It was large cut from her elbow till her wrist.It was a dark red and many bruises next to her.It didn't adjust to her beautiful body and her gorgeus face.Her face was like a doll,but a doll without life….her eyes were empty and she just let her hand hang over the edge of the raft.

She didn't noticed a certain silver-haired youaki lord watching her with golden eyes from the coast wich laid in front of her,where the raft was floating.Those golden eyes were looking at her with disgust and curiousity in the same time.His eyes observed the thin body of the beautiful mainden but when the raft approached him more,he could smell her blood and his eyes stopped…in hers…