Ok,this chapter will present Sesshoumaru and Hotaru,thinking at eachother and at this new fellings that they have.And it will present some decisions of them.

Chapter 7: The girl behind the Senshi and the man behind the Demon.

Hotaru (POV)

"I'm so stupid!Baka Baka Baka!".

Why in the Hell din't I finish him!He was wright there!Can I be more stupid than now?'.I cried out to myself.I was so furious.But not because I didn't killed him...because I couldn't do it.

'Ok,calm down Hotaru...calm down...There has to be a veeeeeeeeery good reason for what happened.Think now.'He saw me there and didn't attacked me.He just...talk.And he...kissed me.Why am I touching my lips now?I hate him!I hate him...wright?.This is so confusing...I love him...I love him damn it...But I still hate him...This is ridiculos...I'm dreaming at his touch but I would harm him if he would do it.God,Yellena,this is all because of you!Maybe if...I kill him for good...I will escape from this fellings...I don't like them...I became weak because of them...But I can't denie the fact that I wanna see him...It felt so strange when he touched me like that...I know I hurt him bad.But it was what I wanted...or not?No...this is way to weird...I know how much harm he did to her...And what she did for him...She...gaved her...soul for him...That wasn't faire!She was so young and he...he lived the life of many people...I don't want to remember that day,NO!Go away!(she's shaking her head so the memories couldn't return but it is no good...).I touch my heart and I remember even if I don't want to...I can still feell what she felt...the way her soul was forced to come out...I thought that I'll die to...And she was smilling...She choose to die for him...And he didn't even act nicely with her...He didn't knew...He didn't kne cause she didn't wanted to...He pushed her away that day and was the last time she saw him.But she was happy...happy that he will live...She prefered to cry in silence and see him alive...How proud he was by himself...I could break his neck in this istance.The hell with my love...My hate is bigger...It has to be...I can't forgive him !But I want to...NO!I said no!I will kill him and I shall free my sister's soul!She deserves to rest in peace.At least that...

'Knock!'

'Hai?'I answered when the silence was breaked by that knock in the door.

'There is a little girl that need to see you.She sais its urgent,my lady.'

I don't have a good mood for a visit.So,I said to my maid to tell the little girl come back another time.

'Her name is Rin,she sais.'

Rin?I jump from the sofa and run to the door.I open it in a very fast way and I almost bump into my maid.

'I will take care of her Tania.You can go.'

'As you say my lady.'

I run down on the stairs and I find Rin crying on the sofa from the living room.I take a sit next to her and I gently touch her sholdeurs.

'Hotaru-sama!'she cries and huggs me.

I ask what's wrong.

'Sesshoumaru-sama!He doesn't awakes!Plz help him Hotaru-sama!'

I shiver a second.Why?I can't say.I don't know what to say...I know I can help him...I can cure wounds with my bare hands since I was a child.

'Please,say you will help him!'

I answer that I can not.And I wanna leave but she keeps me there.

'Sesshoumaru-sama is my family.Please,I have no one else...My parents and my brother are dead,plz,I don't wanna be alone anymore!'

That sounds familiar.I know how it is to be left alone...No one to touch you when you sufer,no one to kiss you when you need to be loved,no one...Sesshoumaru was cold and ruthless but...she loved him a lot...Myabe he was a cruel demon but it was Rin's cruel demon.How can I go and help him when in the end...one of us will die for sure?But I can't say her no.She wouldn't take it.And I wouldn't take it either.Suddenlly I want him to live...Could it be possible?Could it be possible me to love him for real,just like Yellena did?What does he have that makes bouth of us loving him?I will help him this time...but the fact that I love him doesn't change anything.We are still enemies.And we will allways be.I smile to her and I tell her to take me where he is.She smiles and huggs me again.

Sesshoumaru (POV)

"She didn't...she didn't do it...why ?She could kill me then..."This thought torments me since I left the forest.I walk slowlly and I keep a hand on my chest.She's really strong...She does hates me.How could I believe that she loves me?Hmpf...Strange thoughts are this...I am acting like Father.Maybe this is my path...To love a human girl.But...something is wrong with her...She looked...confused ...in her own feellings...I have to reach her...I have to reach the girl behind the senshi.She's dominated by the personality of that Saturn...That's why she's so stubborn in killing me...This will destroy her...Wait a second.Why am I thinking at this?I should go after her and kill her first...To break her thin neck with my very hands.A part of me wants to do that.The other wants to take her in my arms and kiss her.That's weird.But in the same time look normal...How can I reach her?Hm...I should lock her in my room and make something to stop her powers...I'm curious about her..And why does she have this effect on me...Her and her damn sister!Those two!Are the only ones that could do this to me...One because she loved me and wanted to be with me...and the other one...because she hates me and she wants to kill me.I'm loosing to much blood...My eyes almost can't see anymore...Strangely...I'm gonna die because of her and...I want to see her.But not how she is now...No.I want the girl from the past...The girl from the field with flowers...Sounds so strange this...coming from me...I should be cold and cruel but I can't...Not anymore...I did wrong with Yellena...I wont make the same mistake again...Not with Hotaru.But I have to stay alive...And I will.Because I want her.Not the one who she is now...I want the other Hotaru...And I'll find a way to get rid of the shadow of the past.No...I can't see anymore...Only black in front of my eyes...I don't feel my body anymore...Is this...death?

Ok,this was chapter 7!Plzzzz Read and Review even if your not a member and tell me what you think about this!Hey,Harpygirl91 how did you find the other story A forgotten place?Did you looked at my profile?Anyway,thx for reading it,I would of liked to make it bigger,cause I wanted a one-shot but my sister needed the computer and I didn't have enough time.So,that was maked in about...5 minutes as I said.My head is going to explode!I have that story in my mind,and another 2,with them.I think I'm really obssesed of this pair.Maybe cause Saturn is my favorite character and I look similar to her...and maybe cause I loooooooooooooove Sesshi!