Ok,now I am a little sad acuse I saw Angel Sanctuary and I'm so sad...thinking on my new video with it,on Cristian Castro-Alguna Vez...and I'm so sad!I'm crying!Perfect,now I listen the melody from Cruel Intentions..this is my cry day!

Chapter 12 : The past

'What your sister did was...'he tried to say but when she heard the mention of her sister she psuhed him away.

'Don't talk about her with that voice of yours!That voice with no feellings...I can take it,but I can't accept to talk about her like that!She was everything I had!Everything!And now what do I have?Tell me!'she screamed at him,bringing her legs to her chin and sobbing.She was all shaking,in madness.Sesshoumaru looked at her and knew that it was useless to try to have a normal discution with her in that moment so he tooked a sit on a chair.

'This is my way to talk,Hotaru.I never talked different,not even to Rin.This is the way I am.Its not that I don't agree with the fact that Yellena was everything to you...About your question...'

She raised her eyes to him.He saw that they were now red,because of her crying and they no more glitter like before.Innocent eyes...like the eyes of a child that someone taked his favorite toy and now was about to take it back.She was so beautifull,even with those red eyes,and that wound on her neck.He wanted so much for her to accept him...He never thought that he will actually want that one day.Now...he would give anything just to have her...at least a kiss with her will.

'Hai...?'she said almost as a ghost word.

He camed to her,sitting next to her and tooked her face into his hands.She let her face in his left hand,closing her eyes,feelling the safety of his hands.

'You can have me...if you would...accept me.'

He kissed her right cheek were a tear felt.She put her small hands over his and smilled a little.He couldn't resist anymore.He had to kiss her now,to have her close to him.So he pulled her to him and did it.He kissed her gently,but he wanted to deeper the kiss,so he licked easily her bottom lip,asking for entrance,She was feelling so good,that she forgot all and let him in.He growled when she opened her mouth.He got closer,pushing her on her back.He explored her mouth with desire and passion,making her gasping for air.

'You move...to fast.'she said all red,blushing in all red shapes.

He smirked and leaned to kiss her again.This time,she tooked him by his neck and pull him closer,so they could feel eachother's bodyes better.The kiss become something more than a simple kiss.But he wanted more,more of her.So he pulled her towel,broking the kiss and watching her.She let the grip of her towel for his satisfaction.He removed his haori and leaned to her,kissing her again.He kissed her neck,her neck,her bare shouldeurs and her breasts.But she start to shake.

'Its ok..'he said.

Tears came out of her eyes and that worried him...

Flashback...

'Look,who we have here...'I heard a strange voice coming from our back.yellena stopped picking fruits and turned her back.I did the same.It was a demon.A tiger demon.He was tall,looking strong and not ugly.He smirked at us bouth and that frightened me and Yellena.I look at her and she looks at me.What to do?

'Don't come any closer!'Yellena said and comed to me,taking me by my waist.

'Or,what?'he smirked and removed his haori.

'What are you doing?'I asked shocked.

'Lets have a little fun...I was looking for a mate but I see I had found two of them...you look so delicious...I can't wait.'he said and in a flash he got us bouth.Yellena punched him with her fruit basket and that maked him angry.He pushed her away,into a tree and she fainted.

'Yellena!' I screamed but I stopped ,loosing my voice when I felt his hot breath on my neck.

'Sssss...little one...'he said in a whisper and pushed me to the ground.I try to runf rom him but he captures my legs and pulls me under him.He stays on top of me,like in a sitting position.

'No,please,leave me alone!leave us alone!'I try to scream but comes out only a whisper.

'You'll like it...you'll want more...I can feel that you're a virgin...that's more interesting...I'll be your first...'

'Ie...ie...'I cry but he doesn't stopps.He unties my clothes and touches me.I don't want this.Please,someone,make him stop!

I see Yellena.She's still fainted.I have to stop him...So,I punch him with all my strenght.He becomes angry and hits me hard.But I don't stop.I can not.I scratch his arms ,giving out his blood.Then,he hits me again,this time so bad that everything become darker and darker.I can see him holding a knife above me with bouth hands.Its a very long knife,shark and looks terrible.I know what his going to do.I just hope that Yellena can run...I feel a huge pain in my chest and then everything fades in darknes and cold.

End of flashback...

'IE!'she yells and pushes him away,again.This time she is crying badly and jumps from the bed.She takes his haori on her and runs to the door.She knew what was going to happend but she had to run...away from him...his dirty hands...she felt dirty...

Sesshoumaru looked at her runing thru the door.

'Don't touch it!'he screams to her but is to late.

She allready touched it and huge electric shoks are passing thru her body,making her shiver madly.But she doesn't gave up.

'I .have...to...GET OUT!'she screams remembering over and over again his desgusting face.Her symbol appears and her body gaves out much energy.Sesshoumaru comes to her and huggs her.

'Stop it,Hotaru.Stop it!'he said.'You'll get hurt!'

He feels her power,her fury,and for a second,he sees what she sees.But something more than she sees.Something that her brain rejects to accept.He sees her...with her eyes half open...all in blood...her blood...on the grass...A man o top of her,pulling out a long knife from her chest.She has her eyes closed and not moving...Her body is full with blood and bruises,her clothes ripped apart...He is in shock...Could she be...dead?But she was here,with him...What was happening?He sees better the man.it was a demon.. he...knew...him!

She openes the door,finally and gets out,leaving him there,in shock.She runs as fast as she can,but at the entrance of the forest she falls down.

'It can't be...It can't be...'she repeats all the time,shaking and looking around confused and with madness.She gets up and runes thru the forest,leaving the branches of the trees scratch her smooth skin,giving her blood out.

She stopped and the edge of a cliff and felt into her kneels.Her eyes were staring in nothing,like she would expect an answer to come from there.

'IE!'she cried as loud as she could.

to be continued...