The Shadow of the Past

by Kaiya Sara

FINISHED!She hates him because of what he did.......soon she gets the power of the senshi wich musn't awake........and she gets the chance for revenge...But what happens when hate step by step....is becoming weacker against love?

14. I don't wanna go

Chapter 14 : I don't wanna go...

'We should go...' Kagome said .

'Yeah...'Inuyasha mumbled.

'Hentai!'Sango slaped Miroku.Again.

'You two just stop!'Inuyasha cried in desperation.

'Will you just SIT!'Kagome yelled.Then she stoped serious,for a few seconds.

'What's wrong,Kagome?'Miroku asks with a hand over his now red face.

'Shards...'

'How many?'Inuyasha jumps from his place.

'1...no...2!No...3!3 shards!'

'Are you sure?'

'yes,I am!Baka!Did I ever said wrong?'

'Yes,actually a few times...'

'osuwarii...'

Inuyasha met again his old friend:dirt.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hotaru stood from the cavern where Sesshoumaru let her.He said that it was something important that he has to do and she must not come.(Author's note: nothing happend in the carvern,sorry!not yet,at least...).But when she was about to go outside,she felt suddenly dizzy and the whole world start spinning with her.

'What...'she said slowly and fainted.

She opened her eyes after a few moments and stood in her bottom.She saw a shikon fragment next to her.

'A shikon shard?'she said looking at him.

She remembered then.She had 3 of them in her body.Her skin color became pale as she realised what that ment.It was a shikon from her body.Something was rejecting those shards.Since when was she feelling like this?Not her sickness...this feellings...since she...(she looks to the light from the exit).since she became Saturn!She looked at her hands and saw that,for a moment she could see thru them,like she was somekind of a ghost or something.And that scared her...She didn't wanted to die...Not now that she could be with him...knowing that he wasn't the guilty one for her death...Tears invaded her eyes and she couldn't stop them.She put the shard in her pocket,not intending to tell him.Not yet.She didn't found the strenght to get up so she stood there,on the cold earth,waiting for him.His fluff was left with her,to keep her wormth,thru the night.After 20 minutes he appeared in the cave,with a plate with food for her.She was resting on the ground,with the fluff around her,leaning against the cave wall.

'What happend?'he asked while he was taking her from there and jumping outside the cave with her in his arms.He stoped on a tall tree,and put the fluff around her body.She rested her head against his viril chest and closed her eyes slowwly.

'You must eat something.'he said and gaved her the plate.

She pushed it away.

'I'm sorry,I'm not hungry...'

'You didn't eat anything in 2 days.'he said with his amber cold icy eyes.

'I know...I'll try later...'

'Why not now?'

'Cause it makes me sick...'

His eyes grew.

'I'm not that,baka!I can't be pregnant when I didn't even slept with anyone!'she said smilling and making her confortable in his arms.'I like the way you keep me now...'she whispered.

He looked closer to her and removed some locks of hair from her face.

'Its making me feel ...safe...I had lost that feelling so long ago...'

'I like making you feel safe..'he replied.

She smilles and looks at him,in his amber eyes.

'I also like the way you look at me...the way you see thru me...thru this human body...'she sais and takes his hand.She puts her over his and they play with eachothers fingers.(if you saw Sailor Moon,you know the scene were Haruka and Michiru are staying on a window and do this).

'Why are you allways so cold?'she asked after a few moments.

'This is the way I am...I allways been like this.'

'I see...how do you feel when you treat people like you do?'

'How did you felt when you did the same with me?'

'That time...good...very good...but in the same time no.Actually I wasn't even feelling something if I think better...But later...'

'When later?'he asks immediatly,wanting to know when she had changed her way to see him.

She smilles and takes the fluff more on her,wrapping her arms around her,making him jealous on his own fluff.

'Well...kinda after the incident from the forest...'.She turnes a little red.

He smirks.That was after he kissed her for the first time.

'This Sesshoumaru can indulge anyone with only a kiss...'he smirks again.

'Don't be so full of yourself!'she sais and hits him in the chest.Her smile fades away when she saw the pain in his eyes.'Sesshoumaru?'

'Its nothing...'

'The old wound?'

'Yes...you're quite strong,you know?'

'Thanks...'she sais and jumps from his arms,landing down,on her feet,with gracious,like a swan.

'Why did you left?'

'Come down...there's a small waterfall there...I can clean your wound...Come..'she turns making him sign with seduction.

He follows her immediatly.She finds the waterfall and cuts a part from her haori.She turnes to him and finds him without his armour or his haori.Hotaru rises her left eyebrown at him.

'You're fast!'

'I know...'he sais and in a flash he is in her back wrapping his muscular arms around her waist,pulling her against his bare chest.

'Let me see your wound...'

'Leave it...'he sais nuzzling his nose in her neck.

'But..'

'Its not important...'he replies in her place.

'Sesshoumaru...'is the only word she can say when he kisses her gently on her collarbone,removing her hair.

'Sssssss...'

She's about to say yes to his request when she heards somehting in the bushes.Actually she feels something,like a dark energy.She turnes fast and pushes him away.he looks at her while he falls,in surprise and then he see the huge dark energy ball coming towards her.She doesn't move but rises her hand and the Glaive appears.The energy ball hits her Glaive and its rejected in a flash.

'Pretty fast,my flower...'

'Naraku...'she sais in disgust.

'We had a deal...'

'We had.You say very good.Its not standing anymore...'

'I don't like the ones like you...who are saying something but they make something else...'

'I don't like you at all!'

'Fine then...DIE!'

With that he launches another deadly attack but its avoided by Sesshoumaru's poisoned lash.Hotaru turnes to him,in a way surprised.

'Arigatou...'she said smilling.

When they look at Naraku,he was allready gone.

'Something's not good...'Sesshoumaru said.

'Indeed.'

Then,Sesshoumaru's attention is caught by something shinny on the ground.He goes closer and sees that is a shikon no tama.

'Hotaru.'

'Hai?'

Then,she sees the shikon too."Is the second..." she thought and tries to pretend that nothing happened.

'Maybe it was Naraku's...'

'Ne.Naraku takes back what its his...This...'he turnes to her.'It's yours isn't it?'

She doesn't answer but shows him the other shard.His eyes gre bigger in concern.

'You know what that means?'

'Hai...'

'Try to take them back!'he sais all the sudden with real worry in his voice and takes her in his arms.

'I can't...Saturn will keep rejecting them...I'm sorry Sesshoumaru,but..soon...'

'NO!'

'Gomen ne...'she sais taking a very sad look.'Its not my will this...'

'We have to find something...maybe that Inuyasha knows something...'

'Inuyasha?'

'My half brother...'

She suddenly feels dizzy and its about to fall,lucky her she's in his arms.

'Hotaru,what's wrong?'

'Is..hard...to...breath...'she sais it and faints.

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'Hei...isn't that Sesshoumaru?'

'Where?'

'There!'Miroku shows him .

'It is him...is he carrying someone in his arms?'Inuyasha sais with an OCC look on his face.

'Its a girl...'Kagoma said not believing.

'A GIRL!'Inuyasha screamed and almost fainted.

Sesshoumaru stoped in front of them.Hotaru was barely seeing something and she was holding him tied.

'Sesshoumaru.'

'Inuyasha.'

'What's with the girl?Who is she?'

'She's mine.I will tell you everything only if you'll help her.'

'We will try,Sesshoumaru.'Kagome answered.

Sesshoumaru told them everything and than he waited an answer.

'I think this is beyond us...'said Kagome while she looked at the shikons from her hand.

'There must be something to help her...'Sango said sadly.

'Maybe her soul needs to find her peace,in the end...'Miroku said looking at the girl with concern.

'That will mean you'll have to let her go,Sesshoumaru...'Kagome said trying somehow to make the news less painfull.

Sesshoumaru was looking only at Hotaru,inhalling her scent and carrising her beautiful hair.To let her go?It was that the reason she was struggling?Him?He hugged her closer,like he was afraid she could go away and leave him in that moment.

'I feell dizzy.'he heard her whisper.

Sesshoumaru looked at her,in her almost gone eyes and knew that soon...if he doesn't do anything she will fade away...

'What can I do?Tell me...there must be something...'

Hotaru gives him a smille and touches his face with a hand.

'Just hold me...and don't let me go...I don't wanna go...'

Her words are coming into his mind like a wild wind.She wanted to stay with him,and that was enough for him.Then,an ideea came to him.Maybe if he would bring her the shikon no tama...she will be able to live...He tooked her to Inuyasha.

'Inuyasha,take care of her untill I return...'he sais and puts her in his arms.

He looks surprised but takes the girl with attention.Kagome smilles seeing that finally those two can live together.

'I will take care of her!'

Sesshoumaru looks at her one more time.Hotaru sees him transforming into a powerfull white light and she tries to reach him.

'Onegai...stay...'she sais with faintly words and she feels Inuyasha hugging her tier.

'Its Ok.He'll be back.he's more stubborn than me!'he sias giving her a smile.

'Sayonnara...'sais her to the direction he left and closes her eyes.

'Hotaru?'Inuyasha looks worried at her.Her heart almost stopped.'Hotaru,don't!'

She openes her eye in shock and sais:

'He's here.'

Inuyasha saw her expression and knew who it was.

'Naraku..'

Sango and Kagome tooked theyre weapons,ready for an attack.Inuyasha let Hotaru under a close tree so he could fight.

'Stay here.'he said with a kind voice.

She was remembering him of Kikyou.He was wandering were she could be...He loved her still,yes...

'Naraku...'said he and drew Tessaiga.

'Haha...don't be so happy to see me...I'm not staying...Sesshoumaru is waiting for me...'

At Sesshoumaru's name Hotaru rised her head and saw clearly Naraku.

'Then why are you here?'

'Taijia...I'll give you all someone that will crush you...please...met Goroyan.'he said and step aside.In his back was a very tall guy,full with muscles,and red bloody eyes.He didn't looked human at all.He had more than 2 arms and heads.He was... hidious...

'Naraku...he looks just like you!is your bro?'Inuyasha said with a smirk.

Naraku laugh and dissappeared.Goroyan attacked the team and soon they were in a crisis.

'KAZE NO KIZU!'Inuyasha attacked again and again but no use.

"Wake up Hotaru..."

'Who is it?'

"I'm the other you...I'm the one who brings Death...the senshi of Destruction...Saturn..."

'I'm not you.'

"Leave that now,Hotaru...We must help them..."

'I know,but...'

"I'll give you the strength..believe in me...lets believe in eachother."

'Believe...'

'Yes.Lets do it!"

'Ok.'she said and stood on her feet.She runed towards Goroyan with all her strength and screamed loud:

'SATURN DEATH POWER!MAKE UP!'

She transformed fast while she was running.Goroyan created a deep whole in the earth,in his back.This was what she had to do.If she had to die,at least she'll die with a reason.But...this wasn't the day in wich she will die...This was the day when she'll accept herself and will embrace it.

'Hotaru!'kagome screamed even if she was surprised about her transform.

'What is she?"Inuyasha asked looking surprised.

'She's a senshi.'she said simply.

Hotaru used her Glaive and hit Goroyan in his stomach and then pushed herself,with him,into the crave.

'Hotaru!'Inuyasha screamed and runed to the cliff but soon the earth began to shake in madness.

'What's happening?'Sango seemed scared.

A moment of silence came and then the whole crave start to glow in violet energy and two words were heard:

'DEATH INFINITY!'

The erath shaked again,badly then the first time and thenw as silence again.the light dissppeared and from the cave rised something like an iceberg,in the shape of a crisalid.They saw Hotaru somewhere up,caught in the crisalid,with her skin scratched,her outfit riped apart and her head droped on her left shouldeur.Her hair was covering most of it,but they could see that she's still alive,only that she wasn't awake.

'Let's take her down!'Miroku sugested and walked towards the crisalid only to be pushed away by somekind of a invisible shield.

'Nani?'

'This is weird...'Shippou said and fainted.

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Somewhere in Naraku's fortress...

'Naraku...'Sesshoumaru whispered when he felt something very cold in his heart.

'Yes...'Naraku's voice appeared.'Look at you sweetheart...'

In front of Sesshoumaru something lightly appeared and he could see Hotaru.In a ice crisalid.her beautiful skin scratched madly,her costume riped apart,her head...not moving...She was...dead.

'LIEEEEER!'

Muahahahha,am i mean?No,I'm not,I didn't do anything mean!Or did I?LOL,ok,sorry,as i said this story come to an end...and I think 15 will be.Thx so much for your reviews and now,plzzzzzzzzzzz REVIEW!. Arigatou!Ok...I'm thinking on a new story...with Sesshi...not sure with who he will be...Rin or Hotaru...this time I'll take care on mistakes...but it will be called Inta Eih...It will be a little sad...cause that's the name for...but who knows?Ok,plz vote with who would you like Sesshi to be in the next story:Hotaru,Rin or Sara.See Ya!

P.S:Almost forggoten!hehehehe...I would like a pair between Hotaru and Kira from Angel Sanctuary.What do you say?