Whaa! Only two chapters left counting this one! Three counting the side story I may or may not do. Wow. There's a Queen song ahead! Anyone out there Queen fans? A reviewer said the idea of Ansem making out with someone was creepy. How about Ansem making out with Sephiroth? Or Riku? Both of which happen to be two fave pairings of mine, even if AnsemRiku pairings are a little creepy in and of themselves. But oh well. I especially like Ansem/Sephiroth pairings. SEKUSHIIII! (Dies of Bishounen-overload)
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-Love of my life- you've hurt me/ You've broken my heart and now you leave me/ Love of my life can't you see/ Bring it back, bring it back/ Don't take it away from me, because you don't know/ What it means to me-I don't know how long I stayed in my room. I remained there, thinking solely of Ansem.
Tsubasa tried repeatedly to comfort me, and I always pushed him away. Then I could not bear being on my bed or in my room, where Ansem and I had once slept.
-Love of my life don't leave me/ You've taken my love you now desert me/ Love of my life can't you see/ Bring it back, bring it back/ Don't take it away from me because you don't know-/ What it means to me-
I wandered the castle aimlessly, not daring to go back to the room, not even to retrieve Ansem's body. Like a specter, I roamed the castle at will. I never stayed put, rambling through the halls if only for something to do. Something to keep me sane.
Then I somehow found my way to the Rising Falls. I stood on a rock, staring out at the horizon. I remained there for many days and nights. At some point a traveler came to the world. She looked an awful lot like Nensu, but her eyes were different, and she possessed dragonfly wings. I chased her away.
-You won't remember/ When this is blown over/ and everything's all by the way/ When I grow older/ I will be there at your side to remind you/ How I still love you… still love you-
Consumed by grief, there were times I considered taking my own life. But I never did. It was like that book. How did it go…? "I lived like one who wanted to die, but lacked the courage to do it himself." Or something like that.
I thought of Ansem, and all the time we had spent together. When we first met, when he showed me Hollow bastion, when the Organization attacked, our strange escape from the Organization. When we kissed. And… when he died.
-Back- hurry back/ Please bring it back home to me/ Because you don't know what it means to me/ Love of my life/ Love of my life…-
Finally, I went back to the Falls, where I howled out my grief to the setting sun, and cried until I could cry no more.
A/N: O.O Mein Gott!
Song: "Love of My Life," by Queen. I was going to use "Ghost of You" by Good Charlotte, but I changed my mind and went with the big-hair boys. I have this thing for music from the 60's to early 80's. Besides, "Ghost of You" was too long and the verses were too difficult to figure out. The quote Lokii used was from "Interview with the Vampire" by Anne Rice, and I think a word or two might have gotten changed when I put it in, so I don't know how exact it is….