Chapter Two – Dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Ginny's Pov
That night I did not sleep well. Those words kept echoing through my head...'no one cares..' How does Malfoy know? Is it that obvious that I have no one who cares even a bit for me? I felt sure that Ron used to care…well now I'm not so sure. Since him and Hermione started going out he hasn't really paid a lot…well any attention to me. It's ok though, I mean I know that I guess compared to a lot of people I'm lucky. And in some ways I am. I just don't feel like life's treating me right at the moment.
Beth and I were late for charms that next morning. It was ok though, Flitwick didn't notice. We spent the next hour learning transportation charms. I'd almost got the hang of it by the time the class was over. Beth then went to muggle studies, and I to Ancient Runes. The classes were we were not together were the worst for me, because then I really felt invisible.
I made my way to lunch slowly, taking in every aspect of the castle as I saw it. The tapestry's and paintings that hung on the walls were really amazing. As I come to a window I see an owl fly past. It must have missed the morning post. The grounds look inviting today, as the clouds are grey and rain has started to fall softly. Each raindrop creates a beautiful scene as it hits the surface of the lake. The tree's leaves are moist from the rain and they look eerie, yet pleasant. A noise disturbs my viewing, and I turn quickly to see someone coming my way. I turn quickly and hide behind a suit of armour conveniently located near me. I was just out of sight as the person walked past. It was Malfoy, his attention focused on a dull bit of parchment in his hands. As soon as he had passed I hastily made my way to the Great Hall, not wanting to be alone with my memories of last night.
Draco's Pov
I started blankly at the page. My father, that bastard how dare he? I read the letter through again as my body shook with anger.
'Draco,
I have told the Dark Lord of your wish to join him. He is glad of this news. You will be made Deatheater after your graduation.
L.M.'
As I reached my dorm I kick the first thing to cross my path. Unfortunately it was a rather heavy chair. I fell to the ground and yelled in frustration. What was I going to do about my father? I needed to think, somewhere…peaceful.
Ginny's Pov
'Alright day Gin?' Ron asked me as he sat next to me in the common room.
'Mmm not bad. And yours?'
'Bit of a shocker actually. Double potions…I scored a detention.' Ron finished lamely.
'That sucks. How're you and Hermione doing?'
'Great. Actually that reminds me, I'm meant to be in her dorm now, so see ya later Gin.' Ron says as he slips away. My eyes linger on the fire in front of me as it burns vibrant orange and red. Eventually I drag myself away from it, back to my homework. This transfiguration essay was hard, and by far not my best subject.
'Hey Beth can you help me with this essay?' I ask shyly to Beth who is sitting not to far from me.
'Sure'
An hour later I close the portrait door behind me. Beth had been a great help, but now I needed some time to myself. I silently made my way to where I had been the night before. I hope to God Malfoy isn't there. As I finally reach my tower my fears are realized. Malfoy is standing at the edge of the balcony with his back to me. I really do not want a repeat of last night, so I quietly make my way to the opposite end of the towers balcony, praying he won't see me. I lean out on the rail and watch the sky as it turns blacker and blacker, as if to match my mood. I am in such a hurry to grow up and get out of this world. I need space to breathe again, I need to live. I want so many things in the world and lately all I do is think about them. And I know that it's selfish, but it's me and I can't help it if I hate my life.
'Weasley' A cold voice whispers in my ear. I turn around, knowing who it would be.
Draco's Pov
She turned and I backed her up against the wall. We were so close I could see every faded freckle on her now ivory face. She looked frightened, I saw fear dart across her eyes. She tried to make a run for it, but her small body is no match for my tall strong build.
'Let me go.' She states calmly, not daring to look me in the eyes.
'No.' I say, just to test her patience.
'Then you leave me no choice.' Her timid voice states as she turns around again. She raised her legs over the wall and climbs on to the railing that juts out above the high drop.
'What are you doing?' I almost yell at her as I grab her and try to get her down. Turns out she's actually pretty strong!
'Well you wouldn't let me go, and hey like you said, nobody cares right?' She says loudly.
'Weasley get down NOW!' I yell as I still attempt to get her down.
'Why do you care?'
'I don't, but it will look like I killed you. Come on, come down!' I say impatiently.
Ginny's Pov
I have no idea what I'm doing up here. It was an impulse decision, and now I'm so scared. I look down to the impatient Malfoy.
'Then just go it your scared of getting blamed for this.' I say as I turn my back to him.
'Come on, I was just joking last night, I'm sure someone cares.' Malfoy pleads. I turn back to him as my tears start to fall.
'That's just it thought. You were right. Nobody cares. So please, if you want me to get down, just leave me alone! Don't pretend like you know me ok? I don't want you near me again.' I manage to say through tears. I look at his blank expression on his face and get down. He backs away and then I run. I run out of that place as fast as my legs will carry me.
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