Say Goodbye

Chapter Three

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of 6teen.

By: Desiree

Sorry On The Delay, I Wasn't Home...

I woke up and Jonesy laughed at me. "Hey sleepy head, the gang is here," is the first thing he tells me.

"Well, you could of woke me up," I say.

"Yeah but I didn't want too, you look so adorable when your asleep," Jonesy says.

I blush and smile. " Thanks," I tell him.

Jonesy and I walk into the kitchen of his house to join the little get together. I wasn't really to thrilled about it. Tomorrow all of us would be splitting up. This past summer, Jonesy had gotten to see the emotional side of me and tonight I fear that the rest of the gan will also get to know that side. I hate showing my emotional side.

When we enter the kitchen, Jonesy and I join the group who is sitting at the kitchen table. Jonesy's on my left side while Wyatt was on the right side of me. On Wyatt's right there was Caitlin and on Caitlin's right there was Jude and on Jude's right there was Jen. There was nothing but silence and it was so thick that you could cut it with a knife. "So..." I looked at the group. I hated the silence, it was killing me, so I had to break it.

Jonesy wrapped an arm around me. "Guys, we should do something. Not just think about the fact that we are seperating tomorrow.." then he jumped up and turned on a CD player that was sitting on the bench. Then he tried to break-dance, which he didn't do a very good job but he did suceed in what I know of as his plan, he tried to make us laugh and boy did we ever roar. Jonesy has got to be the funniest guy that I know, that's one of the very many reasons why I love him.

"Jonesy," Jen laughed. "Okay... guys I says we does something..." she looked at the rest of us.

"Why don't we go hang out at the mall for one last time and perhaps catch a movie," Caitlin said. Tomorrow, Caitlin would be leaving to go to Northern Ontario. She would be attending a college up there.

"Great idea," Wyatt agreed. Tomorrow Wyatt would be heading west to Edmonton. He was going to work until Canadian Idol came around and he was going to try out, I know that Wyatt will win, he is a totally awesome singer.

Jonesy was planning on staying here in Toronto. He was accepted to a college not far from his home so he was able to stay here. He kind of wanted to be into some business but he also had a dream to become a hockey player... and he was really good at hockey. He was planning on trying out for the Toronto Maple Leafs when he got a little older but just in case he don't make it, which I know he will, he'll have his business to fall back on. Yay! I have a smart guy... well okay under that goreous face and inside that head full of air lies a really smart guy but it just takes me to find him.

Jude's plan was to go east to Newfoundland. He had family there and he didn't really know what he wanted to do yet so he decided that maybe Newfoundland would have some kind of influence on him. Not that it was an exciting place but it had some of the most beautiful scenery in the whole world.

Jen loved sports, but she wanted to be a doctor. She got accepted in a University in Winnipeg. She doesn't really have a long flight to go tomorrow.

So it was settled! We was going to the movies. "Well, lets go!" I jump up and I grab Jonesy's hand. Then the whole gang got up and we all left the house and walked to the mall. It was only about a seven minute walk, so walking there didn't borther us at all. As we started to pass some houses and a few other buildings tears started to form in my eyes but I wiped them away right away. This emotional crap was really getting to me, like I've said, I am normally not like this but saying goodbye is something that I haven't had to do before. I am leaving Jonesy tomorrow! I mean... that had got to be the hardest thing I'll ever do. I mean, yeah, I am leaving my family too but I am way closer top Jonesy then what I am to them...

Jonesy noticed that I was starting to get a little upset and he wrapped his arms around me. "Nik..." he said. Then he stopped and the gang turned around to look at us. Jonesy gently kissed mylips and looked at me. "Please, don't cry..."

"I am not crying!" I say. I didn't want the rest of the gang to know how emotional I was getting over this whole good-bye thing. Jonesy seeing me was bad enough but at least I knew that he was there for me to hug into... until tomorrow.

Then we all walked to the movies. Nobody questioned what was going on because if they did, they know that I would probably bite their head off. I ain't the type of girl that likes people knowing what the heck is going on with me, unless it's Jonesy, then that's a completely different story. He knows all my secrets and everything about me. Same with me. I know all of his secrets and everything about him. It's not that we wouldn't tell the rest of the group, it's just that we felt more comfortable while just the two of knowing all og each others secrets and our secret. Yes, we indeed had a secret that no one in the group knew, nor did our parents or anyone else for that matter. Good thing I didn't turn out pregnant, because my dreams would be ruined and everyone would know what exactly Jonesy and I did.It's not like it's a big deal but it really isn't anyone elses business. We are eighteen years old now and I am going off on my own to travel.

The movie was lame, well not completely lame, I think it was just the situation. So, now Jonesy is spending the night at my place and my parents actually trusted us to sleep together, they didn't think that we would do anything... yep, they obviously didn't know out little secret now did they? Plus, I wasn't really under their care anymore now was I? Now, with Jonesy and I being alone I start to cry and this time I couldn't hold it in.

"Nik," Jonesy flicke don my lamp. "I can't stand to see you like this," he said wrapping his arms around me.

"Well tomorrow night this time you won't see me at all," I kind of snapped and I really think the word choice was totally wrong as well. And I am seriously, I really didn't mean to snap at Jonesy but...

"Do you always have to be so cold?" Jonesy took his arms off of me and got out of my bed.

I slied at him but then my face started to sadden. "I'm sorry..." I tell him. "It's just that I am so upset,"

Jonesy got back into my bed and he held my hand. "I will travel with you, if you want me too," he tells me.

"No! I want you to persure your dream and for me to fulfill mine," I held his face with my hands and I gently kiss him.

"But you are my dream," Jonesy tells me. "I want us to be a family one day,"

"But Jonesy your dream of owning your own business and being a hockey player, you need to put that first for right now," I tell him.

"But I love you more than anything," Jonesy said.

"And I love you more than anything too but this means so much to you and travelling means so much to me, it would be awesome if we could pursue our dreams together but that just isn't going to happen," I tell him.

"Yeah, that's true. I mean, I really do want to play for the Toronto Maple Leafs," Jonesy tells me.

"And I'll support you behind anything, one hundred percent," I say.

"Even about us breaking up?" Jonesy cocked up an eyebrow.

I jump out of the bed and look at Jonesy. "WHAT?" I yell.

"Well Nik, it is a topic that we will have to cross," Jonesy tells me.

I look at him. "I can't believe you actually want to make me suffer mroe," I run into my bathroom. Jonesy chases me and I turn around. I am so angry and I slap him across the the face. Regreting my actions just one second after doing so. It was the first time that I have ever physically abused Jonesy... in a situation like this.

Jonesy puts his hand on his face and gives me an evil look. "Nikki Wong!" Jonesy yells. "I think I will go now, have a nice life," he turns around to leave but I stop him.

"Jonesy, please don't go..." I say.

"Well, what do you want? You slapped me across the face, you obviously don't want anything to do wtih me," Jonesy says.

"You know that's not true," I yell. I looked up at Jonesy. Our relationship was definately going downhill.

Well, there you guys go. I wrote this up while I was gone away. It's not very good I know and this fic SUCKS! But my next story should be better, I just started this one like in Math Class earlier the week so... anyway, my next idea should be better... haha! Anyway, new 6teen tomorrow! Whoot!

Love: Des