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3rd LUNCH
GOTHAM HOTEL
DOWNTOWN GOTHAM CITY
5 DAYS BEFORE THE WEDDING
"Tell me how you felt when the two of you were going out," Nagi asked right when Robin left the room
Beast Boy was a little surprised that Nagi was so interested and supportive of him, but if I tell her who I love then she will probably turn on me like Cyborg. "Well, whenever I would say good bye to her, I would tell my self I would keep my mind off of her and put my mind back in reality. But if only life was that simple, she was in my mind twenty four hours a day," Beast Boy told her
"Really?" Nagi asked in disbelief, how could anyone think about someone else for so long? He has to be exaggerating
"Yes, really, I couldn't keep her out of my mind," Beast Boy responded
He is telling the truth! Nagi thought as she studied Beast Boy and how Beast Boy said these things
"You have no idea how caught up in her love I was," Beast Boy told Nagi, he went back to his state of dreaminess
"From what you say I am not surprised you were," Nagi responded, he is as beautiful as his stories and words
"All I used to dream about was walking with her in the park, Jump City National Park is very beautiful, but there was something about it that made my love look even more beautiful, I think it was the way the sunlight captured her face and made her beauty like that of an angel," Beast Boy explained as he recalled those days in the park
"Really? I must go to that park one day and see for myself how it makes people beautiful," Nagi said
"I would look outside the window, look at the sun, look at birds, look at bugs, look at anything, but all I would think about, during those months of dating was how much I loved her," Beast Boy said
"It seems kind of insane that you are so deeply in love," Nagi observed
"I don't care if it is insane to feel that kind of love, I am caught up in love, when we were dating my friends would say, I pay no mind to what they say, and were upset when I said you don't have to waste your time in trying to talk to me, all I wanted was to be with her," Beast Boy told Nagi
"Sorry, insane seems kind of strong, but no it isn't, your love is insane, nobody is that deep in love with anyone?" Nagi said, she still was stunned that Beast Boy or anyone for that matter could love someone like he did
"You see, when we went out, I would tell my self, about my friends, that they don't got what I have got, and that I am the luckiest guy in the world," Beast Boy said
"From what you were saying, you were the luckiest guy," Nagi nodded in agreement
"Before I would go pick her up and take her on a date I would remember our first kiss and I still feel so fine and good from that Ieven struggle to control my brain," Beast Boy told her
"I can see that," Nagi said, noticing Beast Boy twitch and smile a little as he recalled his first kiss with her
Beast Boy spent the rest of the conversation talking about his feelings when they went out and Nagi just nodded and listened to Beast Boy's words with a great sense of awe and sadness, sadness that the one man she loved was already taken, and she would never get him
4th LUNCH
GOTHAM HOTEL
DOWNTOWN GOTHAM CITY
4 DAYS BEFORE THE WEDDING
"When she broke up with you, how did you feel and react?" Nagi asked, again right when Robin was out the door and couldn't hear them
Beast Boy sighed and after a few moments said, "I first thought, I knew everything, being a teenager we feel we know everything so the first thing I thought was how could I be wrong, I spent hours pondering that question until I realized, I don't know everything,"
"That is pretty insightful," Nagi said, surprised at how the breakup made Beast Boy study his entire life up till that point
"Yeah, I also felt anguish, despair, and a sense of failure, and guilt," Beast Boy continued, a little emotion in his voice
"Guilt?" Nagi asked
"Yes, guilt that it was my fault, I had made this relationship too quickly, I felt guilty that I was responsible, not both of us, just me for pushing the relationship," Beast Boy explained
"I see," Nagi responded, she was understanding better
"For the next week or so, I was simply crying in my room, sobbing on the floor," Beast Boy continued quietly
"She destroyed you," Nagi responded in the same quiet voice
"She sure did," Beast Boy said with a sigh
"Then why do you still love her?" Nagi asked
"I realized I can't be held responsible nor can she, because she fell in love in the first place," Beast Boy said to her
"What does that mean, she fell in love in the first place, you were the one who asked her out and she was the one who broke up with you," Nagi asked, slightly confused
"You see, before I asked her out, I would look in her eyes and would see the love for me, I then was infected and also fell in love, then I asked her out, she still had that love, and when she broke up with me, I still saw a little bit of love still in those eyes, which is why I am never going to give up on her," Beast Boy explained
"I still can't remember, when we went out, what made us think we were wise and we would never surrender our love, I never believed, I would ever die for my sins," Beast Boy said, still in his distant, quiet voice
"What sins?" Nagi asked
"Love, emotions related to lust, they are all sins," Beast Boy quietly explained
"Continue," Nagi asked as she leaned forward
"I tried to clean my self of all that had happened, we never talked about our past relationship, and how we, how we, how we fell when we tried not to fall," Beast Boy said, trying to think of what to say to explain it
"So you two tried to ignore it and go on with life," Nagi asked
"Yes, except she is good at hiding her feelings, and I am not," Beast Boy responded
"How so?" Nagi asked
"Some nights, when it is dark or rainy, I still cry myself to sleep," Beast Boy said to her
"Do you think she still loves you?" Nagi asked
"Yes, I do. She has me thinking about her constantly, after the breakup, she used to carry on without a doubt and I used to wonder if she figured out I am still crazy for her love," Beast Boy said
"That is fascinating," Nagi continued, "But tell me why do you love her so much?" Nagi asked
"You see, I was the one who held her, the night the sky fell down, and when she saw the world didn't end, she looked at me, and then I knew, we were in love," Beast Boy told her
"YOU LOVE RAVEN!" Nagi gasped
"How did you figure that out?" Beast Boy asked, fear rising
"She told me about the night Trigon came back and how her best friend took care of her, and how she was able to overcome him only with her friend by her side," Nagi told Beast Boy
"So, you probably think I am a lunatic and should let her go marry Robin," Beast Boy said disappointed
"No, I think you should get her, you are perfect for her, she needs your love more than anything else," Nagi told Beast Boy
"Thank you," Beast Boy said as some tears streamed down his face, she told him what he wanted to hear for years, support. They continued talking and when Beast Boy left he had never felt so confident and strong in such a long time.
Nagi walked away feeling very sad, how come he doesnt see the love in my eyes?
I am really happy at all these different takes and views on this story, sometimes it sounds like some people are making a pool on who Beast Boy will pick
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