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(Longest chapter, huge twist, story will get a little darker, I don't know if I am making a mistake or not in this chapter, tell me please, I am very unsure on how you guys and gals will react)
(There will be sixteen chapters total)
(Four more chapters after this one, so keep on reviewing and stay with me, we are reaching the final stretch)
GOTHAM CATHEDRAL
GOTHAM CITY
DAY OF THE WEDDING
Beast Boy was standing next to Robin, he was looking very down, "She is going to go through with this, why does she want me to go through so much more to get her, why did I wait so long," he thought sadly. He didn't care the mass of people gathered noticed how down the best man was, he didn't react to the music indicating the bride was on her way, he didn't look at anything or even feel anything inside. Except what he was going to do after this wedding was done. Raven walked up and gave a small grin to Robin who stared at his future wife with awe. The cathedral was huge and filled with all of the elite in Gotham, superheroes, and college friends of the bride and groom. They all felt this was a perfect marriage and were anticipating great things from the soon to be man and wife.
"If anyone has a reason on why these two should not be wedded, speak now or forever hold your peace," the priest said. Beast Boy twitched, "Should I say something, no, you will have her, in time, maybe not today, but eventually you will. Although that's what he told himself that, Beast Boy began sweating, he was also scared, like a young boy, scared of the unknown, scared of saying what he felt.
The priest continued through the routine and then Robin nudged Beast Boy and whispered, "I need the ring,"
Beast Boy, with his hand shaking slightly pulled out the ring slowly, he looked briefly at Raven, seeing how beautiful she was. He slowly handed the ring to Robin, his face looking even grimmer than before. His heart was pounding as he finally handed Robin the ring. He felt like he just given the keys to his soul at that moment, although in reality he was just giving away the keys to a past he could never have again.
"Do you, Richard Grayson, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?" the priest asked in a kind tone
"I do," Robin replied
"And do you, Raven Roth, do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
Beast Boy's heart stopped as he awaited the answer, "Come on Raven, make my quest easy, say no."
Raven thought it would be easy, just say "I do" but she had some second thoughts, "Am I rushing this? What about Beast Boy? What do I do? She thought with despair, but then she looked into Robin's kind eyes and immediately, she said, "I do," without a second thought
The rings were put on, and the priest said, "You may kiss the bride,"
Beast Boy looked away as Raven kissed Robin, Beast Boy just felt numb, he wasn't really there. He didn't care about anything, he just stood there. Nodding his head, not acknowledging anyone, he was out of it. He didn't watch Raven and Robin go to the limo on there way to the hall to the party. He just went to the T-Car and sat down.
After several minutes, Cyborg, Bumblebee, and Nagi came to the car. Nagi was dressed in a beautiful green dress and she sat in the front next to Beast Boy.
"So BB, you gonna drive?" Cyborg asked, he didn't show how happy he was for the wedding, he didn't want to upset his best friend.
"So BB, why ya so down," Bumblebee asked, but Cyborg shook his head, silently telling her to back off Beast Boy.
"Just overwhelmed," Beast Boy said quietly as he pulled back and drove to the party. His shoulder was tense, his eyes stared straight ahead, he was speeding but didn't care, he really wasn't there. They arrived and Beast Boy opened the door for Nagi, "I will meet you inside," he told her quietly, she nodded to him, she was also down.
"Bumblebee, I will meet you inside, I need to ask Beast Boy something," Cyborg told his date kindly.
She smiled, nodded and gave him a small kiss in the cheek as she went in with Nagi. "Beast Boy, you promised me," Cyborg warned Beast Boy when the girls were out of hearing range.
"I tried, you know I tried a lot, but it wasn't good enough today, tomorrow will be better, tomorrow will be better," Beast Boy said quietly.
"Beast Boy, stop this, promise me you wont do it," Cyborg warned again.
"No, I might, I might not, I can't promise you," Beast Boy said as he began walking to the door.
Cyborg followed behind shaking his head. They entered and the ex-Titans all were sitting together, near the bride and groom, however Beast Boy was sitting in the back with Nagi.
"I failed Nagi, I failed today, but who knows what the future will bring," Beast Boy said to her, suddenly he broke into tears. The guests were noticing what a wreck Beast Boy was becoming, they saw him crying in Nagi's arms, and saw the look of sadness and love in Nagi's eyes.
"Beast Boy listen to me, you have to pull yourself together, these tears are getting you nowhere," Nagi told Beast Boy in a soothing voice as she held him close, comforting him in his time of despair.
Beast Boy listened to her voice and managed to control himself, barely, "She is so kind to me, why is she hanging out with a wreck like me? Maybe she can make me feel better," he thought as he stared at his beautiful companion.
"I have to be honest, I think you know, we are covered in lies, but that's okay," Beast Boy said.
"What do you mean lies?" Nagi said.
"We aren't honest with each other, you know that, we aren't honest with each other," Beast Boy repeated.
"I don't want to know your reasons," Nagi said coldly, she didn't like how out of it Beast Boy was.
"Let's get some drinks," Beast Boy said out of the blue as he walked over to the bar.
"All right?" Nagi said as she began drinking with Beast Boy, rather quickly, Beast Boy got a little drunk, Nagi however, didn't drink much.
"Its been so long since I have felt this way, and I realize things will never be the same, I will try to make sense, but all the while I am wishing she is here," Beast Boy told Nagi as he got lost in her eyes, the drinks were clouding his mind as he began rumbling random thoughts he had about Nagi.
"Beast Boy, what feeling?" Nagi asked
Beast Boy, slightly drunk, continued, "I can't kiss or feel your face and next to me is an empty space," he told her
"Beast Boy, what are you saying?" Nagi asked, a little excited that maybe Beast Boy had feelings for her
The drunk however felt the only way for the pain to leave would be if he had a girl to sooth his pain, so he continued, "I am so lost in your eyes, I feel it's a dream, but it must be for real, because now I am sinking in, please don't let this night go by," Beast Boy continued.
"Beast Boy! What are you saying," Nagi whispered loudly, her heart was beating, these were the words she was desperate for him to say to her, she was so ready to give him her all, if he so wanted.
Beast Boy, leaned over and kissed Nagi in the mouth, it was a deep, passionate kiss, she was knocked off her feet at how good Beast Boy was at kissing. He whispered in her ear, "You have a beautiful taste."
She blushed a little at what Beast Boy said, she whispered back, "Lets not let the night go by."
"Lets dance," Beast Boy said as he got up and lead her to the dance floor. They began dancing close to each other when Beast Boy began telling her in her ear, "I really like how you are holding me so tightly."
She smiled again as she held him closer, "You like that?"
He nodded, smiled back at her and whispered, "I love how you dance."
She began dancing even more vibrantly than before, watching Beast Boy smile at her as she smiled back.
"I would like it if you keep me warm tonight," Beast Boy told her when they finally left the dance floor.
Before she could respond Cyborg interrupted, "BB, we need to talk." Cyborg noticed how Beast Boy was using this girl's love for him to help him pull himself together, and it made his blood boil that Beast Boy was going to use another girl for his own pleasure. He came up to bring Beast Boy back to reality and realize what he was doing was wrong.
Nagi nodded and left the two of them to go say hi to Bumblebee.
"Your doing it again, you are doing what you used to do in college when sherejected a letter or didn't call you back.Beast Boy, you know you always regretted those nights, think, come with me and sober up, you know what you are going to do. Don't hurt her like that just because you have to drink away your problems, don't hurt another girl," Cyborg pleaded to his friend.
"Back off, I love her," Beast Boy growled.
"Who are you dancing and flirting with right now," Cyborg asked.
"I think it is Nagi," he said with a smile.
"Damn, you are confused, don't do it," Cyborg warned.
"Don't tell me how to run my own life!" Beast Boy yelled and walked off.
Nagi rejoined her date and asked, "Do you want to get a room?" she asked.
Beast Boy, had a little bit of a conscience in him when she said that and he thought about it, "Nagi, are you really the now or never kind?" Beast Boy asked
Nagi was initially confused at the first and asked, "What do you mean,"
"In only a day, in only a day, I am going to be gone for good again," Beast Boy warned her
"So what are you saying?" Nagi asked, still not understanding Beast Boy
"Are you willing, are you willing to be had, are you cool for just tonight," Beast Boy asked
"Only tonight, we will be together for only one night," Nagi repeated, "One night," she sighed inside when she looked at him, "Better than no night at all," she told Beast Boy, "Come to my room in the Gotham Hotel, room fifteen, I will be staying there tonight. The other girls will be going back to the manor, I have to go to the mistress tomorrow and she stays five floors down, come in four hours," she told Beast Boy as she left the party quietly. "This is wrong, I will regret this, I know it, but I have to have him at least once, I have to have true love at least once before I die, it should be tonight."
Beast Boy walked back to the bar, took a drink, looked at the bartender and sat down with a drink, he needed to wait for two and a half hours before leaving.
Beast Boy sat there, bored and stared at the clock, Cyborg walked up to him and sat down, "You are really going to disappoint me tonight aren't you?" he said.
Beast Boy ignored him and said, "Damn Cyborg, the slowness of the clock is painful, I just want to tear it off the wall!" he told his friend in an angry voice.
"No point in even trying to talk sense into you, you immature bastard, a man would face his problems, not shy away from it like a coward or a kid," Cyborg said angrily as he walked away.
Starfire walked up to Beast Boy and said, "Hello friend Beast Boy, it has been a long time yes?" she said in a jolly voice.
"Sure has," Beast Boy responded. Star continued talking but Beast Boy just listened to clips and phrases, he was thinking very sick thoughts.
The appointed time arrived and Beast Boy took a cab to the Gotham Hotel, as he rode his stomach turned and he exhaled long breaths. He had snuck out of the party, without Cyborg noticing his absence.
He entered the room and Nagi asked, "Do you have any doubts?"
"I swallowed my doubt and turned it inside out," Beast Boy responded.
"Do you think I am as demented as the motives in your head?" Nagi asked Beast Boy with a smile.
Beast Boy smiled back, "Rendezvous then I will be done with you."
"All right Beast Boy, are you ready?" she asked him nervously.
"Only if you are," Beast Boy said, she continued walking towards him, Beast Boy knew deep down he loved Nagi, but in his consiounce mind, it hadn't regestered yet.
When she finally reached him, Beast Boy leaned over and whipered into her ear, "Show me how pretty the world is."
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(Sorry guys and gals, no lemon, I dont like them)
(I know I will get a lot of negative reactions, but I also feelI will get some positive reactions, but now the story has two new paths it can travel, those paths will be shown in the next chapter, this story is far from over)
Response to Chapter 13 reviews:
Kristy- I threw in a little Starfire in this chapter but as you saw, she is a very minor character in this story, if you want to see her as a major character you should read my story Fall of Robin III: Secrets, in that story I make her a major character
BlackGothFaerie-Thank you, I did have fun, and Nagi and BB did finally get together, but in different circumstances which are far from ideal
GreenMartian777- Glad you liked the chapter and I am pretty sure you hate me now after this chapter
BBRaelover4eva- Thank you for the support, that gave me the final push to put the story in this direction, thank you and continue to review
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I know my responses weren't as long or detailed as I usually do but I got back a few hours ago, am really tired, and am updating because I really want this chapter out there, next update will be soon
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