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(I know I said sixteen chapters but it is going to be more than that. I had an ending already written out but it seems too bland and I believe would make a lot of people disapointed, I myself am disapointed with that ending originally written so I am remaking the end, so the new chapters will be posted in three to four days, instead of the usual two to three days)
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GOTHAM HOTEL
DOWNTOWN GOTHAM CITY
1 DAY AFTER THE WEDDING
The dawn was breaking, Beast Boy woke up at five in the morning, "Where am I?" he thought when suddenly the memories of last night flooded his mind. He looked to his right and saw Nagi asleep, the comforter covering her bear body. "Not again! Not her, why, damn it she was right, Cyborg was right, I never change," Beast Boy thought as he got out of the bed and got his clothes which were scattered across the room. Beast Boy quickly and quietly got dressed, "It would be for the best if she doesn't see me like this, if she doesn't see me again, if she doesn't see the regret," Beast Boy told himself as he left the room, however, before he left, he gave a final glance at Nagi, who was still sleeping peacefully on the bed, the comforter hiding the perfect body from sight. "Such beauty, I had no right to have her, even if she said it was okay, it still doesn't feel right, I feel so, I don't know, dirty," with those thoughts Beast Boy left the room, closing the door silently behind him. He didn't go to the manor, he went to the airport and bought a ticket to Steel City, it was the next flight leaving, he really didn't want to stay in Gotham. As he waited to board the plane Beast Boy leaned forward and cried at his crime, cried at his guilt, "I am a monster for doing this to her, you are not a man, you are still that damn immature teenage bastard!"
Nagi woke up to the sound of a fist banging on the door, three hours after Beast Boy left. Nagi woke up startled, she quickly glanced to her side to find Beast Boy was gone, she felt both good and bad about this. Good because she wouldn't be in an uncomfortable situation if somebody finds her here with him, and bad because he had left her. Nagi quickly dressed and opened the door to find Arella standing there. "Mistress, is there anything I can help you with?" Nagi asked in a quiet voice, "I feel so damn dirty, why did I take him like this, this was the last thing he needed, he probably feels guilty, but I am to blame also, I told him to, but my God it was worth it, even if it was once, it was worth it," Nagi thought, more like forced herself to believe what she was telling herself. She didn't feel special that she had finally had Beast Boy, she still felt sad that Beast Boy had left her so quickly, without saying good bye. She also felt a little guilty, "Just don't cry, you can cry latter," she told herself as she stared at her mistress, "It might have been okay if he had said good bye," this new thought was in her mind now, "He is just like my last lover, a traitor, ashamed of me, ashamed of my love."
"Yes dear child, we will leave to Azarath in a few short hours so please get ready," Arella seemed to know what had transpired and spoke to Nagi in a kind, reassuring tone.
"All right mistress, Raven and Robin have left on there honeymoon I assume?" she asked.
"Yes, they left last night, however, we couldn't find you or Beast Boy?" Arella said, cautiously, not trying to hint what was obvious by how much of a mess her room was and how out of it Nagi was.
"Yes, I left early, I guess Beast Boy did too," she told her mistress without hesitation,"I will go to hell before I tell anyone what happened here," she declared to herself. She closed the door quietly, cleaned up the room, collapsed on the chair, by the window and began crying. "My God, I should feel better, I should feel satisfied, but I love him, I love him, I wish to have him forever, not for one night, it just doesn't feel right, or as romantic as it sounded last night," she thought as she cried, "Why do I feel so bad, I wanted it didn't I? Yes, I wanted that and more, I wanted him for all eternity, not for one night. Why did he leave without saying good bye, do I embarase him with my love?" she thought again.
TWO WEEKS AFTER THE WEDDING
STEEL CITY
APARTMENT COMPLEX
Cyborg stepped out of the T-Car and looked at the very shabby apartment Beast Boy was "temporarily staying at" "AKA, hiding," Cyborg thought with sadness and bitterness as he entered the apartment. He went to the front desk and asked, "Could you please call Mr. Garfield, he is in room one hundred and sixteen."
"All right," the clerk said as he dialed the number, "Mr. Garfield? Yeah, you got someone who wants to see you;" he put the phone to the side and asked, "What's your name?"
"Sorry, tell him Cyborg wants to see him," Cyborg said in a apologetic voice.
"All right," the clerk put the phone back to his ear and said, "A mister Cyborg, all right," I will send him up.
Cyborg was told which floor to got and he went to the room. He sighed a little and knocked on the door, sure enough, a very down looking Beast Boy answered the door, "Hey Cy, how's it going?"
"Cut the crap, what did you do that night, you leave randomly, don't go to the manor, just leave on a flight to Steel City at seven in the morning."
"I am a bad guy, Cyborg," Beast Boy responded quietly.
"You did it again," Cyborg responded with an edge to his voice.
"Yeah, I did it again," Beast Boy responded.
"I thought you promised me you wouldn't drink when you have tension or a problem, you remember what happened at JCU," Cyborg told his friend.
"Damn it Cy, I remember, but this time," Beast Boy sighed, "This time is different."
"What do you mean different BB?" Cyborg asked his friend.
"I know I felt bad at college, but I feel so much worse this time, it felt, it felt incomplete, and wrong," Beast Boy said.
"I think you are moving on in life, and you will officially move on when you figure out your emotions," Cyborg told his friend.
"What emotions? What is happening, these feelings, these words that I have written in this book, I don't understand?" Beast Boy explained as he pulled out a notebook from a drawer.
Cyborg raised an eyebrow, "You wrote something, I mean you wrote your emotions?" Cyborg said a little surprised, Beast Boy hated anything that had to do with books and writing.
"I, like I said, I feel so many emotions, I am staying here, in a random city to understand what I am feeling now," Beast Boy explained.
"Please tell me what your emotions are, it might be able to help you understand what is going on in your life," Cyborg almost pleaded to his friend, he wanted to help his buddy through his difficult time.
"I am such a bad guy for breaking her heart, she loved me, you know, she loved me and I used her, manipulated her, got what I wanted and left her to dry," Beast Boy told Cyborg in a sad voice.
"Just keep on pouring it out BB, keep on pouring it out, then you will see it," Cyborg encouraged his friend to continue on confessing his personal turmoil.
"I will tell you what I was thinking on that night," Beast Boy said.
Cyborg nodded, telling his friend to continue.
"All above me the stars were bright, and the Gotham breeze was blowing calmly, and I sat there wishing for one thing," Beast Boy said.
"Wishing for what?" Cyborg asked.
"All I wanted was to leave the party alone with one, true love, I felt I could only be happy if I could be with that one girl," Beast Boy told Cyborg.
"So you loved Nagi?" Cyborg responded.
Beast Boy was silent, those four words made something click in his head,"I think I am getting my thoughts together Cyborg, I have to leave, sorry," Beast Boy said quickly as he rushed out the door and grabbed his car keys.
"Where you going?" Cyborg asked confused.
"To finally solve this issue, no more running, or delaying, I have to confront this issue," Beast Boy said as he left the room.
"He is finally becoming a man," Cyborg thought with silent satisfaction, Beast Boy was finally doing what Cyborg had been pushing him to do for a long time.
Beast Boy started his car, and speeded out of Steel City, he was driving straight to Gotham.
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Not too impressed with this chapter, but just setting things up for the upcoming events
Thanks for the reviews on the last chapter, I was happy for all of them and am happy for the continued support
Chapter 14 Reviews (I was so happy with all the reviews so I will do a lot better on my response this time)
nightwingluver- Glad I shocked someone! Thanks for the review, brings up my self esteem, loved the review and hope you continue
iamhollywood- Yeah, I am changing the style and I think my grammer has improved quite a bit. This new style will hopefully carry on to future chapters and my future story, thanks for the review, loved it
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