This is the last of the beginning I think. Well this is all I can type in one day really. I had to break it up some hope you like it. My thoughts are pouring out of my head onto the keyboard and when I think I've finished I haven't.

I only own Kagami, Amneris, and Tora all others belong to other people.

Sitting back Bakura though over what he had just read. It was like he was learning about a completely different person. Never would he have thought hat she seemed this…well he didn't know how she seemed. Different was a good word he guessed.

He had fist started to read with a very closed mind thinking that the first thing he'd hear about was Friendship and how great it is. This was way beyond what he had expected. She was actually ranting about being a supposed Friendship Preacher. Normally when he saw her all he saw was a nice goody-goody friendship preacher. It was an image she knew about and seemed to have issues with.

"This is big." He said to himself while Ryou kept asking him what he was going to do. You see for a bit now Ryou had a slight crush on Anzu. The sweet hakari didn't want anything to happen to Anzu because of his yami. "I think I'll call Marik."

So he got up and walked over to the phone to call his Egyptian friend. Dialing the number he waited for someone to pick up. "Hello?" It was Isis.

"Is Marik or Malik there?" Bakura asked and listened to the sounds in the background.

"Malik! It's for you!"

"Phones are evil!"

"It's Bakura I think!"

"Evil phone, it'll never get me! I tell you! NEVER!"

"Just talk to Bakura! The phone won't eat you!"

"YES IT WILL! JUST AFTER IT STEALS MY VOICE!"

"What do you want Bakura?" Isis asked turning back to the sweat-dropping albino on the other line.

"Can you tell him to come over? I got a certain matter to discuss with him." Bakura said before hanging up with a sigh. He had forgotten that Malik/Marik thought the phone was evil. It all started with the fact that Marik once prank called this one chick that said if he called again she'd put a curse on him and the phone would steal his voice before eating him alive.

Five long minutes later, in which Bakura created a tall card castle and started contemplating knocking it over or not, Malik finally showed up. The blonde didn't even knocked having climbed through the kitchen window. "Bakura what is it?" Malik asked coming out of the kitchen with some food.

"I want you to read something." Bakura asked shoving the opened journal at Malik who sweat dropped.

"I out ran a dog, nearly got hit by a car, climbed a tree, and jumped through a window to get here just so you can make me read something?" Malik asked curiously wondering what possessed his friend to bring such misfortune onto him.

"Shut up and read." Bakura said also eating something.

"Okay." Malik said before purple eyes ran over the first entry. "Hey this is a journal!" Malik said after the first few lines.

"Malik."

"Huh?"

"STOP BEING A BLOND! I ALREADY KNOW IT'S A JOURNAL!" Bakura yelled making Malik chuckle nervously before going back to reading. (A/N: No offence to Malik/Marik fans or blonds but I have a feeling he has his moments, I have blond moments and I'm a brunette)

The more he read the more his expression became interested. At first Malik assumed that the entry would be about Friendship having seen who wrote the entry but was surprised when it wasn't. He was even more surprised to see that she actually said he was cute. He had never really found himself attracted since all he ever saw of himself were the markings on his back. "Where did you get this?" He finally asked while Marik started to think about what his hakari just read.

"Ryou met her today at the park and she accidentally left it. I read the first paragraph just wondering what she'd talk about but next I knew I read the first entry." Bakura said with a shrug as he sat there.

"Just the first entry? Wanna read on?" Malik asked now interested in what she might put.

"Sure, I want to find out more about what goes on her head." Bakura said actually glad that someone else agreed to read on. Ryou had been nagging him to not continue.

So Malik turned the page to find the next entry.

September 2

Dear L.B.B,

Dear Kami I feel great. I managed to get Amneris to call in and say I wasn't going to be at school today. I know she also called my friends to tell them I was ill. I heard that Shizuka had wished good tidings my way. I didn't get stoned like I had wanted but I did get a long bubble bath. I love bubble baths; they help me relax.

It's raining out. I just realized. Funny it was raining that day too, that's why most of the blood was washed away. I can remember most of that night clearly. I was five, I had been sleeping when my parents woke Tea and me up and brought us to their room. They told us to hide under the bed and I did. Tea was being stubborn. Nah, I'll stop now, I feel to good to bring down my spirits now.

Let's see aside from the nice bubble bath I went on line and got to IM my cousin Tora. She'll be here on the eighth. I can't wait, I wish I could introduce my friends to her but she's too eccentric for them. I mean I remember looking at her journal, it was written in her blood. Although I shouldn't complain, when I was cutting that was my favorite ink to use. Lace white ink with blood that poor from my cuts and write entries with it.

Yugi was the one to save me from myself. I guess that's what friends are for, you know. Not now though, he's too busy being alone so he can talk with Yami to know what's going on.

Roses, they're such beautiful things. Like Ryou, I can see him being a rose, a beautiful white one. And Bakura is his thorns. What am I thinking? Great spend a few days around Mai and now look I'm going all lovey-dovey. Hn. Getting too close to people is your down fall. I let them in to see a friendship loving goody-goody little girl whose naïve.

They'd never guess what I've seen. Well oh well; I enjoy my life so they can fuck themselves for all I care.

I like chocolate. I've always had, that's probably why I could go without getting laid for so long. I am sixteen now and all. Shizuka lost her virginity already and she's only thirteen and I heard Mai lost hers when she was fourteen.

Aunt Kagami is coming in a week, on the sixth. I'm actually happy now that she's coming. I mean I have someone to talk to that's from my real mother's family. She tells me all these stories of when they were younger. It's really funny.

My mom would piss of Aunt Kagami and they'd run home. Aunt Kagami would find my mom standing before the brick stove so if my aunt tried to hit her she could dodge. I wouldn't mind having a sister. In fact aside from the mere fact that Tea was really the Friendship Preacher she wasn't all that bad. A tad annoying but for a little half-sister she was really great.

Ah! All this reminiscing is getting me depressed. Let's see something to laugh at. I know.

20 things Bakura would never say:

1.) I love friendship

2.) I am the almighty Gummy Bear God! Bow down Lowly Mortals!

3.) No pharaoh I don't hate you, I LOVE YOU!

4.) Pegasus is my HERO!

5.) Teehee I'm a cross dresser

6.) Send me to the shadow realm I deserve it.

7.) Barney is my best friend

8.) Here's the Millennium ring; I want you to have it

9.) I love Penguins

10.) I have Pink Ducky pajamas

11.) Screw World Domination I all I want to do is dance

12.) I am the almighty Wizard BAKA!

13.) I wish I were a tub of lard

14.) Ryou's the evil one; I love flowers

15.) Talking is my anti-drug

16.) Everybody loves me

17.) Don't worry I was never a tomb robber

18.) Pharaoh! My master!

19.) That is like so last minute ago.

20.) Seto, can I fuck you?

In other news I shall dress Malik up in a penguin suit because I said so. He shall be my

little penguin whether he wants too or not.

MWHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay maybe I do need a little psychiatric help. Oh well I shall stop on this note and start planning operation 'Penguin Malik' I just hope Marik will be nice about this.

G'night,

Anzu M.

Malik was on the floor laughing having read her list of things Bakura wouldn't say. To him it was funny.

"She knows you too well Bakura." He said while Bakura sent him an irritated look.

"So, did she go through with it?" The albino asked.

"What? Operation Penguin Malik?" The blond asked calming down.

"No, kissing Seto Kaiba. OF COURSE I mean Operation Penguin Malik, you moron." Bakura said the first part sarcastically.

"Yup, she came out of no where one day and the next thing either Marik and I knew we were in a Penguin outfit. Isis has yet to live it down since she stole our clothes and ran all the way to our house. She left out the back door as we entered only to find Isis standing there with a camera." Malik said and it was Bakura's turn to laugh as he pictured Malik in a penguin outfit.

"Look it's late, I'll be over tomorrow so we can read more. This stuff is hilarious; I wonder if she'll get into what she thinks of the rest of her friends. It's obvious she has a thing for Ryou." Malik said going to the door.

"Yea, see you." Bakura said taking the black journal back up to Ryou's room and hiding it. He wanted it out of sight in case he'd read more without Malik there. And with that he fell asleep not knowing a certain brunette girl had realized her journal was missing.

And this is it for now. I hope you like all of it and I do realize there's quiet a few swearing in here on Anzu's part. Well I hope you like it and tell me if I should bump up the rating a bit. I'm not too sure whether it's T or M. R/R.