Since all of you want me to post a new update ASAP here it is. I'm very good at this; I can post an upy-date within a day. Maybe after this if you want I could write a sequel since in the end, no I won't spoil it for you.

I own only my characters. You should know who they are by now.

RING! RING!

"AHH! The phone monster is coming to get me!" Malik said and jumped under the couch making Bakura sweat drop and shake his head before going over to the phone. Hadn't he known the blonde Egyptian was insane he would have thought that he was.

"Hello?" Ryou answered the phone having switched places with Bakura.

"She wants L.B.B back." A female voice on the other end said bluntly. "I'd give it back to her soon."

"Who are you?" Ryou asked again but the girl hung up.

/This isn't good/ Bakura said to Ryou.

/No it's not, why didn't you just let me return it sooner/ Ryou asked mentally glaring at his yami.

/You can't tell me you were just a little curious as to what she writes about/ Bakura said accusingly.

/Yea well I have more self control than you/ Ryou said still angry.

/Well we can return it after we're finished reading it/ Bakura said before once again gaining control of Ryou's body.

"You're alive!" Malik said happily and Bakura sighed.

"Yea just some mysterious girl talking about that Anzu wants L.B.B back and we better give it to her." Bakura said feeling just a bit uneasy all of a sudden.

"Did she say it bluntly and coolly? Like she was threatening you without actually saying so?" Malik asked making his friend blink.

"Yea how did you know?" Bakura asked raising an eyebrow.

"AAHHH! She's stalking me!" Malik said before looking for a safe place to hide.

"Wait who?" Bakura asked trying to calm down his friend.

"You know that girl that said the phone will steal my voice and eat me alive?" Malik asked getting a slow nod. "She sounded like that, creepy and evil."

"Well we should finish up reading so Ryou can return L.B.B and hopefully Anzu won't throw cheese cubes at us." Bakura said with a frown.

"I'm glad she likes you and I'm one of the ones she checks out, I wouldn't want fish thrown at me." Malik said before they turned back to the book. But skipped to more some of the more recent entries.

October 3

Dear L.B.B,

I had a nightmare recently. o.O

It's strange; I never really had a nightmare since, well since I was nine. Do you want to hear about my nightmare? Okay I'll tell you since I have to get it off my mind in order to write down how my day was, what crap I've came up with, and so on and so forth. Like normal ya know?

It was raining, well duh rainy days are always my horrible days, and I was standing there. I wasn't getting wet, thankfully, but I saw a girl that looked like me. It took me a second before I realized that this little girl was me. She was standing there looking at a grave. No tears, just standing there looking at my grandmamma's grave. That's when another girl that looked like her but with red hair and greenish blue eyes came up.

"Anzu! It's horrible! Daddy, he's, he's." The red head, Tea, said as she started to cry.

"Shut up." Little me said not taking her eyes off the grave.

"Don't you care? He's your father! And your mother! She's dead too!" Tea yelled through her tears.

"I know they're dead, just shut up." Little me said before Tea hit her across the face.

"Where are your feelings? How can you just stand there? What about your friends? Friendship is very-"

Tea didn't get to finish because little me pulled out a steak knife and stabbed her in the stomach.

"I told you to shut up!" Little me yelled glaring at Tea. Tea coughed up some blood looking at little me horrified. "You don't understand how I feel! You ran off and I watched them die! I watched that man rape my mom then drive a sword through her! I saw them start the fire! You're too chicken and emotional to understand how I feel! Screw friendship! Where is it when our dad's friend killed him? Tell me that!"

"Y-You stabbed me." Tea stuttered out looking at the blood before a slight smile crossed the lips of Little Me's face.

"I always thought you should die." Little me said before taking the knife and began to stab Tea to death. Blood was everywhere, on the young me, on the grave, in the grass, in the rain. It wasn't until then did I notice it was raining blood instead of water. That's when that bastard showed up.

Uncle Kai, annoying backstabbing Uncle Kai. Even as he rots in jail I feel hatred towards him.

"Anzu? What have you done?" Uncle Kai asked looking at the mess as little me stood there.

"Gave her a better chance." Little me said before dropping the knife. She dropped on her knees and began to cry.

"You bitch!" Uncle Kai said. "I was going to offer the two of you a life but look at you! You've gone psycho and Tea's dead! I don't need you!" He pulled out a gun. Next thing I know I was looking up at him, I realized I was now Little me. I looked at him in wonder before I felt the cold metal against my head. "Good night Anzu Mazaki." He sneered before a loud shot rang out.

And that's when I woke up. That nightmare is really a memory. Well aside from the raining blood. Because of that man I was in a coma for two years. Even now I have part of my rib attached to my skull where the bullet had entered. See now you know why I hate rain huh? After that I was forced to agree to be nice in order not to go to jail for who knows how long. Amneris then took advantage of that and wanted me to act just like her precious little Tea. I don't even think she believes I was the one that killed that friendship-preaching wench.

Yea, I have a lot of anger. But can you blame me? The more friends I make the more chances I have of being stabbed in the back.

Okay now I get to tell you how my day went.

IT WAS GREAT!

Tora got a prank call from Malik and she bluntly said she was going to put a curse on him if he prank called anyone again. I was laughing so hard trying my best not to be heard over the phone. Yea Tora's back on a small vacation, she has to return at the end of the week though. But hey it's Sunday and she just got here, I can PAR-TAY with her and Jin-chan.

Speaking of Jinsei she came over along with Nami and we decided to play I Never. Even when I think I know everything about those three I get surprised. Although it was funny when the topic of penguins came up. Yes penguins are my favorite animal; you got a problem with it?

OF COURSE YOU DON'T!

That's what I love about you L.B.B you listen to what I have to write and you don't complain or ask stupid questions.

Nami almost set our dinner on fire. This got Jinsei to chase her around with my Almighty Cricket Bat. After that we decided to watch a marathoner of scary movies. We laughed at most of them; they're so corny.

Then we went on a long walk. I almost got hit by a car and got to yell insulting comments to the driver. Then we lost the pot. We were going to call the police to help us find it but we found it. It was right in front of our faces. Once we found the pot we made chicken noodle soup for a before bed snack. Right now it's close to midnight.

I decided to write since, well I haven't really missed a day and it helps. My psychiatrist said that writing a journal would be a great way of relieving many suppressed emotions and things. She was right but I still have a tendency to punch my walls. That's why there are so many posters up in my room. I mean my dark blue walls look like rotten Swiss cheese.

Ah, it was great seeing my three favorite cousins. Yugi and the others don't understand me. They think I'm just about friendship speeches and dancing. Quite contrary really, I only like DDR for the challenge, I hate friendship, and I much prefer to read a nice long book with some incense burning. I also like to practice my fighting skills and Ninjitsu since I learned them after I woke up from my coma.

I like L.T. He keeps me company. Although last night I threw him in my small pale purple garbage can in my sleep by accident. He forgave me though.

You know what I've decided that I would like to go fishing. And go around the world. Oh I saw Valon today at the grocery store. He said if I wanted I could visit him in Spain! I can't wait! I know a girl that lives in Germany too! This summer's going to ROCK!

Oh and for you I have a new list:

Top Ten Ways To Destroy A Barbie Doll

10. Cut it up with a pair of Scissors.

9. Set it on fire

8. Blow it up

7. Give it to Marik

6. Send it express mail to Mighty Kaibaman with a love note

5. Attach it to a bottle rocket

4. Dance the funky chicken with it

3. Stick its head in some water over night

2. Give it to a dog

1. Give it to a crazy drunken Anzu! HELL YEA!

Yes these are my favorite ways of getting rid of Barbie. They scare me actually, with their plastic faces.

Man I should lay off the sugar.

Ryou's eyes remind me of chocolate. I like chocolate. He acts sweet like chocolate as well. I wonder how he tastes. Okay must loose that train of thought.

SUSHI!

I like hunting. I mean I thought I wouldn't since it's killing animals that can actually fend for them but duck shooting is rather interesting.

GUESS WHAT! I got to play Halo 2 it was fun. I had no clue what I was doing but Yuki said was doing great. He just told me to shoot the red people so I did. But then I had to shoot the blue people. It was quite confusing.

You know I don't think Ryou and me will ever get together. Maybe I should try to become Yuki's girlfriend. I mean he's really cute and I've known him longer. Nah I'll wait another month or two, you know to finish getting over my crush on my albino boy. Then again I could still look right?

Well I'm going to go huggle my little plushies to death. And speaking about dead, I'm dead tired. Night-night L.B.B.

G'night

Anzu M.

Bakura stared wide-eyed at the journal noting that there were only three more entries but still.

"Wow, looks like you're going to loose her after all." Malik said then smirked. "But that's okay she's got a lot of mental problems."

"And you don't?" Bakura asked curiously.

"Well maybe she should become our friend, no wrong word. Maybe we can get her to hang out with us a bit." Malik suggested making Bakura smile.

"You know that's the first non-stupid thing you said today. Congratulations, but first lets finished this, there's only three more entries anyway." Bakura said turning the page.

Yup, expect three more journal entries and maybe a chapter or two after that. It's not that I'm loosing steam or anything I just feel as if this was the climax chapter and the next few will lead to the resolution. God I hate English class but I love it as well. It's they just love to drill things into your mind. Well READ AND REVIEW! It gets me in happy mood to continue on. Besides I like this angst/humor thing, it's fun to right.