Return my Memory pt3
(A/N)Disclaimer: I don't own Tekken.
Anyway reviews, you guys rock (as always)! But I have to say thanks, for all the kind comments. (Especially Ixion xanster) How cool are you? Well thanks anyway! Umm I don't mind if you guys think something is fake or not to your liking in this story but you have to make sure you tell me! Okay here it is.
"LING!" screamed both of my friends when they saw me. OMG! These were my previous friends from high school?
Okay, Chun ling. Crazy tanned freak with bright blonde hair. What the HELL? She was wearing a slutty pink, frilly mini skirt. Omg, she turned kogal. What happened to the nice shy gal?
On the other hand stood a sluttier Shu fang but at least her hair was its natural color. They were both dyed orange however.
They both stood there with 9 inch smiles at me.
"Hi!" I tried to sound exited but failed.
"OH MY GOD! Haven't you changed?" asked Chun ling hitting me with a look. Then she chewed her bubblegum and we all hugged. Very awkward hug at that. It didn't right at all. They were skin and bones. Gosh they changed so much.
"You guys lost a hell of a lot of weight!" I said gently poking Shu.
"Well, Xiao, You got to be when you're a model hon." Chun hit me with another skeptical look.
"Oh you're models now! Wow!" I said a little sheepishly.
"Yah, like DuH! You would have known if you called us from time to time ya know!" said Shu a little defensively.
"Just Kidding!" She joked. They were starting to get on my nerves a bit.
"Uh- I was cut off.
"C'mon lets hit the town. I've ordered a cab. Oh and Ling, we got someone we want you to meet!" She said with a fake smile and she headed in the direction of the cab.
We all went inside the car and the vehicle began to drive.
"You guys, who's the person you want me to meet?" I asked innocently.
"Ling… Don't be so impatient!" Said Shu talking to me like I was in kindergarten. I was getting sick of their attitude.
"Yah, you'll meet him soon enough." Said Chun Ling. Urghh great they are trying to match me up.
"You guys where are we going anyway?" I asked nicely once again.
"Oh My GOD! This super club down the west end! Everyone cool from school hangs there! It's P.h.a.t!" Exclaimed Chun.
"Oh and umm, what kinda models are you anyway?" I asked kinda scared actually. I thought I knew the answer.
"Um Glamour models!" answered Shu.
"SHU FANG! No Xiao, we wouldn't go that low!" Scolded Chun ling and then, "We kinda do stuff like that but its way more professional!" She finally finished.
I felt sick. What happened to my sweet, innocent, (real), friends?
"Oh yeah!" I said trying to sound normal as possible.
"Yeahhh…" sighed Chun, "And we get loads boys and money! Life is GOOD!" she shouted happily.
Urghhh…
We finally arrived at this small corner by the end of the street. We stepped off. I felt kinda stupid being here. My so called friends were sluts, liars, and bitches. What's more, I felt that they were lying to me.
"C'mon Ling, This way!" Shu pointed at the corner and started to follow Chun who had already disappeared behind the street corner.
I saw it then. When I turned the corner there lay these stairs heading in the ground. Wow! Club underground. Should be cool!
Me and the gals entered and I felt the music swallow me. After the stairs lay a massive dance floor crowded with people. At the right side of the huge room lay a curvy bar. It was decorated with blue and pink lighting. Further along lay the Dj and to the left of the room lay these sofas and tables. The walls were covered in leopard prints and most of the floor was neon pink except from the dance floor of course. But it was very dim. Even better…
"Swanky." I whispered.
"Yah this place is the BEST!" Shouted Chun and Shu giggled immensely. Were they two on something? Their eyes did look big.
We headed by an empty table and Shu Fang went to go and get drinks.
"Oh And Ling, did I mention I was getting married?" Chun smile evilly.
"Oh MY! I'm so happy for you!" I got up and gave her a hug. She seemed happy; I wanted to burst in tears of anger and tear the bitch apart. I came here for boy support and the bitch gets up getting married. I hate her!
"Why did you tell me now?" I asked wearily.
"Well it's a special occasion. We have to have some drinks and it's was meant to be a surprise!" She smiled her smug smile. I scowled quietly so she couldn't hear me. She was lying about the last part. Shu Fang joined us with three drinks.
"Hey did you know Chun was getting married?" I asked trying to sound happy.
"Yah, of course!" Shu replied happily.
"Oh good! Isn't it amazing?" I smiled evilly back. Whatever their game was, I was NOT gonna be an easy target.
"So who's the special guy?" I asked again sweetly.
"Oh, do you remember Fai?" Asked Chun
Oh NO! Fai… DAMN! Okay let's describe Fai then. Crazy dyed blonde freak. He got the most mental fashion sense, like acidic green jeans and eye hurting orange jacket.
He called it "Bling, Bling!" What a jerk… Anyway, He used to hit on me in high school like hell. It was weird considering that he's 2 years older than me. He said he was gonna go to Mishima school because he couldn't go on without me! Whatever! I was so relieved when I didn't see him in Mishima high, 2 years back. But anyway when I came back to my home town a year a go, he turned completely thuggish. I even heard rumors that he was into a gang. Ah well… what could I except from Fai?
Now though, I didn't want to see him. What were my friends thinking!
"What!" I nearly screamed.
"God! C'mon Ling… Don't tell me you're scared of a gangsta!" replied Shu annoyed. Yeah I was SO scared… Whatever!
"Oh yeah, I practice self-defense because I'm never gonna use it right?" I replied angrily. I hated them.
"OMG! There is nothing wrong with Fai! I wouldn't marry him otherwise would I?" asked Chun is such a bitchy voice.
"URGH! I'm outta here!" I scowled loudly.
"You BITCH!" Shouted Chun. But I didn't hear what else she said. I already disappeared.
I climbed the stairs, passed the bouncer and went out.
How could she turn like this? What's more she basically thought it was my fault! Calm down… Okay I just had to catch a cab home and it'd be over.
I waited but no cab came past. Crap. What was I gonna do now? I felt lonely, cold and okay, a little bit scared. Well it was a "ghetto" I sighed. Huh? Who was that?
Near me a motorbike drove past. It stopped near. Oh god what now? After my Amazing night, I get raped by mystery bike rider. Pull it together Xiao! I ordered myself.
He got off and came by me. What do I do now?
"No way!" He shouted through his helmet. He took it off.
Oh SHIT! It was Fai.
I turned and started to walk away. He grabbed my wrist. I knew move which could flip him easily but… I waited.
"Ling?" He asked curiously.
"Let go!" I demanded furiously.
"It's YOU!" He shouted and before I knew what happened, he turned me around and pulled for a bear hug. I wanted to take him down but it felt so good. A hug… that's all I needed. I pulled apart.
"Hey Fai." I said more kindly this time.
"HEY GURL!" He grinned widely at me while he still held my hands.
"What's uuuup? Yo looking fiiine tonight!" He smiled yet again.
"C'mon stop it, you should behave. No hitting on other girls while you're gonna get married!" I smiled back.
"Yo Ling, you on something? I ain't getting married!" He said annoyed at what he just heard. I knew it. Chun was lying to me. Why though? What she want from me?
"Look Fai, Can we go somewhere to talk?" I asked quietly.
"Yo, whatever's digging you." He smiled sweetly.
I nodded.
"Well then, Hop on!" He gestured his bike. I smiled back and walked over. I did.
"Where are we going?" I asked as he handed me the extra helmet.
"Oh um I know this really great place! Don't worry. It's near your neighborhood." He replied. We drove off then. It took around 30 minutes. I noticed the familiar streets. Well, at least Fai wasn't lying.
Then we stopped near a large grassy filed. (Probably a football field) I took off my helmet and got off. Fai did the same. Headed down to the end of the field by some trees but the grass was way longer there. We finally sat down looking at the moon that was out. It was around 8:30pm.
"So Ling, What happened to you?" He asked cockily.
"Wait, first you have to tell me what's has happened around here? What the hell is up with Chun?" I asked hastily.
"Well, Chun got wrecked man… Her parents got divorced when you left. She thinks it was you who killed everything." Fai sighed.
"What! Ho could she blame that on me?" I asked madly.
"I know… what's more, she turned total slutty. Now she's crazy. She does dope and stuff." He breathed the fresh air.
"Wow. How about Shu?" I asked really not wanting to know.
"Well she's better in a way. At least she doesn't blame you. But you know, because she's weaker than Chun, she tends to follow her footsteps." He replied looking at me. "But Chun… man she's is so screwed up! When I tried looking after her, she thought I coming on to her and she stripped in front of me! I was like WHAT!" he finished with a little laugh. I laughed too.
But then I felt guilty. My fault? Because I left and Chun's world got screwed, she blamed her problems on me. Wait, that's stupid. It's her fault. I went to fulfill my dreams not wreck lives. She wanted to make me jealous back there in the club then right?
"Wow. Well she's a total bitch. She had such a go at me. I hate her." I sighed slowly and Fai nodded. "What about you?" I asked again.
"Me? Well, I uhh… never mind that Ling. What happened to you?" He well, ignored my question.
"Tell me Fai. What you joined a gang or something?" I asked shyly.
"Man you know? Nothing slips around you Ling!" she said giving a playful punch.
"I know!" I replied proudly.
"Well umm yeah, but it's nothing. Just business." He said looking away. Right he didn't want to tell me. Fine, I really didn't want to know.
"Well how bout you? Gurl, I saw you fight! You kicked some ASS!" he cheered. I laughed and nodded meaning thanks.
"Yeah well, I still got some long left bruises." I said playfully.
"Well anything else? How's school going? You got a boyfriend yet?" he asked.
"Umm, School in Japan is fine. And I got a really good friend called Miharu. And Boyfriend?" I didn't answer. Just thinking about it made me want to cry.
"Yah?" He said wanting me to finish off.
"Umm, I'm sorry, I'm a little emotional." I said rubbing my eyes. Gosh just a name made me cry. GET A GRIP! I thought.
"It's okay ling, I understand." He finished giving me a hug. I hugged back. I don't know. Fai changed. He wasn't so cocky.
He was kind and caring. It felt so good to hug him. To hug a guy other than Jin. That felt amazing.
Now I felt stupid. Me hugging a guy in my jacket and bra. Looking like such a slut. Okay what more I was getting urges to kiss Fai. I can't, but then why not. I was through Jin right?
"Fai?" I asked after we pulled apart.
"Yeah?" he asked gently. I looked at him deeply and it just came and I started to lean closer and I kissed him.
Wow, He was surprised but he kissed me back. Then I just jumped and grabbed him crazily and we started kissing. Oh god, what was I doing? We were there like eight minutes. Kissing each other madly. Then I felt his hand by my back and he was messing with my bra hook. NO, my brain alerted me. But then deeper I wanted it this. It felt too good to stop. So amazing, but it felt… wrong too. ,
"Fai, stop." I said quietly.
"Hmm?" asked between kisses.
"I want you to stop." I said slowly. He did. I once heard that people who had lost their partner, they wanted sex. This I guess was what happened to me. It was wrong. I couldn't lose my virginity to the wrong person. No way, but wait why couldn't Fai be the one? I knew he couldn't be.
"I um … Sorry," he said letting go of me.
"It's okay… I just want to go home." I replied slowly. Why did I feel like I betrayed someone? I pushed the thought out of my head, got up and straightened my clothes. I couldn't believe what I just done. Great Xiao, you're boyfriend goes so you head back to China to fuck the first man you see… I sighed feeling stupid.
"Do you want me to ride you home?" he asked nicely.
"No thanks. It's a nice night. I want to walk." I replied not looking at him. I felt ashamed.
"Do you mind if I join you?" he asked again.
"Yeah... I'm sorry. I just want to be alone. I need to think." I sighed sadly. Why did I feel like this?
"Gotcha. I'll go then. See you!" He hugged me lightly but I didn't respond. Honestly, I just wanted to lie down and cry.
He headed off. I started walking home. It wasn't far at all.
The quiet night, made me... think. Before I could stop myself I shouted into the air.
"Where are you Jin! Where are you?" I finally knew.
You're in my heart… You will always be because…
"I love you!" I said a little more quietly. Then I began to cry. This time I let myself. I didn't know why, but I felt safe. I felt someone near but they were, I don't know, protecting me? It definitely felt that way. I turned around but no one was there. I looked at the night sky, it was comforting.
Tears just came down. I felt like flooding amongst them. I know I couldn't let Fai do what he was about to. It was because I loved someone else. And I just realized I still do. I had to go back to Japan. But first I had to see panda. PANDA! I've missed her. I love her too. I grinned. My mission had become clear. I had to tell mom though and Ning. I needed to tell someone everything.
That I'm in love, that my life IS set in Japan and that I... well, that I miss panda! I finally saw the pathway to my house.
"I love you JIN!" I shouted out for no reason. He was watching me! I didn't know how but he was, and I finally made my way to the front door. Good bye… I breathed slowly.