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Let Love Be Your Energy................chappie 14
Last time:
"Something bad is going to happen on this planet. Something very bad. Worse than anything ever before. Evil is all around us this very moment. It's in the air, but normal saiyans can't sense it. It's waiting for the right moment to strike; the right occurrence to commence. And when it does, certain individuals will be affected in such a deep way that it will tear this planet into two. It's already been working among the saiyans. It is making sure certain things happen and certain things don't happen. It's slowly taking over lives, like a virus. Pan...you have something within you that you don't know you have. You have a past that if was ever known to you, would make you run and hide. The unlikely to you is the likely to your past."
Pan felt a lump in her throat. Senai was right, she didn't know who she was. And this evil was probably messing about with everything. She had to get away.
She stood up, "Thank you Senai, for everything. I'll take the cards seriously and what you've said so seriously too. I'm going to stay with my Great Aunt Valise, my Grandmother's sister. She lives on the other side of this planet in the middle of the Oasis. It's quiet and solitary. I think it will calm me down. Thank you...bye."
Pan stole one last glance at the tarot cards on the table before turning around and exiting the room with new ambitions.
"I hope it will help you Pan, I hope it will..."
~*~
As Pan walked down the street, away from the Oracle's house she recalled all of the immense information that she had been told.
~*~ "Something bad is going to happen..." ~*~ "It's waiting for the right moment to strike..." ~*~ "It's slowly taking over lives..." ~*~ "The unlikely to you is the likely to your past..." ~*~
Pan sighed, ~It involves me~ she thought. Why else would Senai tell her all that she had been enlightened with?
Pan looked to the sky, shielding her eyes from the sun with her hands. It was late afternoon from the positioning of the hot, round sun. The day had gone quite quickly. She must have been with Senai for a good hour.
The tarot cards rather worried Pan. She had been told to trust her heart as much as her head, to make sure she knew who her real friends were and that she would see someone in a new and different light. That wasn't all though. She had got the lover's card.
She didn't know what she felt with that card. It had many powerful meanings. Whatever way you deciphered it could lead you in a different path. Senai had said that deep feelings would resurface around her. Did that mean that she would meet someone? She felt apprehensive.
She stopped at the edge of the road and looked both ways before crossing. She was going to tell Chi-Chi where she was going to go. Her Great Aunt lived in a beautiful place. She couldn't wait to lay by the river and relax. It would clear her mind. Pan felt quite positive after seeing Senai, although she had learnt many other things.
Like the evil on the planet. Maybe there was going to be another war. She hoped not. She had lost two important people in the last one seven years ago.
She sighed. She missed them a lot.
She heard a rustle behind her and turned to look while still walking. It was nothing but her imagination. Pan turned back and was startled when she collided with something. Pain shot through her head as she stopped walking and looked to see who or what she had collided with.
It was a tall, burly man with tough armour on. No wonder her cut had hurt. Pan was quite short compared to other saiyans so she only reached up to his mid-chest.
"Oh...I'm sorry. I was paying attention," said Pan.
He looked down at her. He had short black hair and black eyes. When he saw who she was he opened his mouth and gasped.
"No! I'm sorry! It was my fault! Excuse me, I'll be on my way."
He left rather rapidly, as if he was afraid of her. She shrugged to herself and continued walking. The pain in her head was starting to grow. As she turned the corner, Pan stopped and put her hand to the wall to steady herself. She gritted her teeth as ache washed throughout her head. It was like a bad headache. She closed her eyes and was astounded as she had another vision...
~*~*~*~*~FLASHBACK~*~*~*~*~
Do you care to dance?" asked Trunks.
"I'd love to," she replied, taking his hand.
They walked towards the dance floor and began to dance in each other's arms. Trunks put his hands on her waist and they looked at each other as they danced to the slow music. After the slow song ended, one of the famous saiyan songs was played.
Every saiyan in the room immediately got up and went to dance to it as it was the song that they were all taught to dance to. Trunks put one of his hands into hers and put their other hands behind the other's back. It was quite a fast dance and really got them going. Pan praised Kami when the song had ended because she had remembered the right moves for it. She was quite hot and she looked at Trunks.
"You can dance really well, Pan," he said. She could see that he had enjoyed himself.
They stared at one another for a few minutes, their eyes ever drawing nearer...
~*~*~*~*~FLASHFORWARD~*~*~*~*~
Pan found herself breathing faster and with difficulty. All that she had seen and heard was replaying in her mind repeatedly as if it was trying to remind her to remember it.
It was just like the visions before. She was always in it, with someone of his family...She had been dancing with him, they had been close to each other. Heavy body contact.
Why...Why? Pan thought that things would get better, but this just proved her wrong. Why was her mind making her see what she didn't want to see? Why was it always with him? Was he somehow in touch with her inner mind?
'The unlikely to you is the likely to your past' : That was what Senai had said. Was he in her past? That didn't make sense. She knew her past, she knew who she was.
And then, all the whirlwind of emotions that she once again unleashed within her opened up her mind again. All that had happened since the earthquake replayed in her head: her confrontation with Trunks in Main Street, the visions, the dreams, the weirdness around her bond with Leonardo, what she had heard when they had been up on the roof, the pain of her bite mark, her sickness, the voices in her head, the confusion, the misunderstanding, the pain.
And then in front of her eyes she saw the Lover's card and saw herself leaning in to capture the lips of a figure...
Pan cried out and grabbed her head.
"Enough..." she whispered, "ENOUGH!"
She took off into the sky, flying to see where her body took her. She was flying high above the ground now and away from the City. She was crossing the barren desert. She flew over Death Valley, the place where her Dad and Grandfather died and before she knew it, she had arrived. She knew what this place was. And she knew what she had to do.
There was only one way to relieve all the pain that existed.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Trunks yawned before pouring himself a drink. He sighed. He was bored. When Pan had been with him, they would have found something to do together or she would have suggested something that made him think 'why-didn't-I-think- of-that-before?'. She was like the spark in his life. She was his mate.
Not now though. Technically she was, but in her mind, where it mattered the most, she was not at all. It hurt. It ached like nothing else. He always felt tired.
"I just want her back..." he whispered. He was sitting on a stool in his kitchen. He picked up his drink and downed it in one go. He closed his eyes as it burned his throat. He didn't really like alcohol, but he needed it now. It was almost 100% alcohol, enough to knock out a human being. Anymore than the small glass he had drunk and he would become smashed.
He got up and walked to look out of the window. It was early evening, the sun would set in around an hour. Pan had always liked to watch the sunset and he wondered if she would be looking at it tonight.
He sighed before clutching his head. He could hear something, but the voice was blurred and he couldn't understand it. What was it? He could hear thoughts now, but the person was thinking too fast for him to comprehend.
"What's happening?" said Trunks.
He realised the truth. It was his bond to Pan. Had she remembered? No...And then he gasped.
"No...I WON'T LET YOU!"
Although Pan didn't know of their bond and they couldn't communicate or feel each other through the bond they shared, there was one emotion; one action that could be detected because it was the one thing that could end what they shared. He had heard her speak the words in her mind and he had realised what she was about to do.
And with that, he flew out of the window, desperately flying to where she was. He wouldn't let her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Pan landed at the destination of her fate. She looked around and found herself alone. She wasn't surprised. Nobody came here. Except her and the reason for it. As she walked the dust beneath her feet rose. She stopped and looked down into darkness.
She was standing on the edge of a hole that was so deep, darkness obscured your vision to see the bottom.
She was standing on the edge of No End Pit. The pit was a deep hole in Vegeta-sei's crust. It stretched down for 1000 miles until it supposedly ended in the centre of the planet. No one knew for sure. Once you fell in, the gravity would pull you down, and you wouldn't be able to stop. You would slowly burn away as you reached the hot centre.
She was going to jump. Death was her destiny; suicide was the only way to relieve the pain. She would be in heaven with her Grandpa and Father. There was no time to say goodbye to her Mother and Grandmother: she only hoped that if they found out what had happened to her, they would understand.
She moved forward, her boots just coming over the edge. She outstretched her arms to her sides, as if saying goodbye.
~This is it~ she thought, ~The end~
She looked down and nausea swept through her body. She didn't know whether it was from her sickness or from looking down.
"I'm not afraid."
She closed her eyes, her impending death focused in her mind. The voices would stop, the sickness stop, everything would stop and she would be at peace. Her injury on her head started to burn, as if reminding her where it all began. If only the Earthquake didn't happen. But nothing could change her mind now.
She could hear nothing but silence now. It was as if nature knew what she was about to do.
"I'm sorry..." she began as she swayed on the edge, "...I'm sorry to all those I'm going to hurt when I do this. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused others. And I'm sorry for all the sins I've committed in my life."
She opened her eyes. She wasn't afraid.
She was about to jump, when she heard a voice. She growled. She knew exactly who it was.
Trunks saw her at the edge of No End Pit, arms outstretched at her sides and ready to jump. He couldn't let her jump, he couldn't! She was his mate and although his Mother had told him to back off so she remembered naturally, he had a duty and responsibility to care for his mate. He loved her, he wasn't going to let her commit suicide: he wouldn't let her die.
"I WON'T LET YOU!"
He knew she had heard him. He flew right up to her and grabbed her arm, pulling her back as he landed on the dusty terrain, a few metres from the pit. She immediately tried to prise Trunks' fingers of her arm, determined to fulfil what she had started. But his grip tightened as she tried to pull away. She growled in frustration before pulling her fists back and punching him in the chest. His grip didn't falter.
Trunks tried to calm her down as she desperately tried to get away. She was growling and kicking to try to get away.
Pan needed to do this: he couldn't stop her from doing what she wanted to do. She didn't want to be near him, he was involved in the voices; the visions. She stopped and looked him in the eye before raising her knee into his lower region and then kicking him in the chest.
Trunks knew that her power increased quite dramatically when she was angry or upset, so he should have been prepared. But she had caught him off guard. His grip had loosened as she had kneed him and she broke the connection. He stopped in mid air from when she kicked him and saw her running to the edge of No End Pit. He ran after her and she got their first. He continued towards her.
"Pa..."
"Don't come any closer or I'll jump."
Her voice scared him: it chilled him to the bone like ice. There was no emotion in her words, just a warning. She meant what she said: she was dead serious. He stopped. He was concerned now. He would have to talk her out of jumping and he knew how stubborn she really was. He wanted to know what had pushed her to such extremes. Surely not what she had heard earlier in the morning. But maybe it was. Plus with all the pain she had gone through that Chi-Chi had told him of.
If she jumped and was forever gone, he didn't know what he'd do. The pain would be so bad. She was also carrying his child: their baby to show their love for each other. He knew now. He'd jump right after her.
"I'm not coming any closer, but please, step away from the edge. It's dangerous." His voice was calm.
Pan was standing on the edge, her arms outstretched again. Her back was to him and she smiled.
"Precisely."
Trunks breathed out air, "Why are you doing this? What's pushed you to such extremes?"
She turned to face him, her eyes haunting, "You really want to know?"
He stepped forward, "Tell me. Maybe I can help you..."
"STAY BACK!" Pan turned around again, leaning forward to torment him.
Sweat dripped down the side of Trunks' face. Pain filled his heart. She thought it was a game, making him believe that she wasn't going to do it. He couldn't let her. He'd have to try.
"Tell me."
The leaning stopped, "You can't help me."
"Tell me...please..."
Pan felt her eyes start to fill with tears. She was remembering the pain she had felt earlier when her bite mark had hurt. It also told her that she was beginning to become afraid.
"I can't stand it anymore. You wouldn't understand. I can hear voices in my head, images, visions. It's driving me insane! The pain, I can't stand it anymore. I feel nauseous and I...I just want it to stop."
Ache filled Trunks heart. Somehow, deep inside he knew what she as feeling as if their bond was reconnected again. It touched him deeply.
She went on, a solitary tear falling down her cheek.
"I wen to someone who told me what I should do in my life. She...she told me something unexpected, something that I don't want to happen. The confusion. It will all go including all the trouble I've caused others."
"Don't say that," said Trunks, "You've caused no trouble to others. And many people care you for: why are you forgetting about them? Do you know how hurt they will be when they find out you're dead?"
"I'm not forgetting about them," she choked, her pained emotions blatant in her speech.
He stepped forward and she didn't notice, "What about the people you love?"
She stayed silent before answering, "I told you already. Sometimes, I feel as if there's another part to my heart and soul, and that I'm not feeling what I should be."
"Then shouldn't you stay alive to find out what that part to your heart and soul is?"
~He's right~ thought Pan, ~I can find it and it will help me to understand~
He was right behind her now. He could see that she was shaking. He held out his hand beside her and her eyes came to rest on it. She connected her eyes to his and Trunks felt love and yearning. Pan could feel something too, though she didn't know what. But inside, she felt relaxed in his close presence.
She moved her hand towards his but then faltered and stopped. Her breathing became laboured and she moved her hand away.
"Pan?"
She closed her eyes, her wet cheeks shining in the sunset. His voice. The conversation with Leonardo on the roof. Leonardo.
She couldn't trust any of them. Why had she believed him in the first place? His eyes just pulled her in as if she was prey.
"Pan?"
Pan put her hands in front of her and made an energy blast. It was invisible and couldn't be sensed: a special technique by her Father.
"Goodbye, My Prince."
Without warning, the ki blast was sent Trunks' way. He was thrown backwards and opened his eyes just in time to see Pan.
With arms outstretched, offering herself to the heavens above:
She jumped.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
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Here is the next chappie!
Let Love Be Your Energy................chappie 14
Last time:
"Something bad is going to happen on this planet. Something very bad. Worse than anything ever before. Evil is all around us this very moment. It's in the air, but normal saiyans can't sense it. It's waiting for the right moment to strike; the right occurrence to commence. And when it does, certain individuals will be affected in such a deep way that it will tear this planet into two. It's already been working among the saiyans. It is making sure certain things happen and certain things don't happen. It's slowly taking over lives, like a virus. Pan...you have something within you that you don't know you have. You have a past that if was ever known to you, would make you run and hide. The unlikely to you is the likely to your past."
Pan felt a lump in her throat. Senai was right, she didn't know who she was. And this evil was probably messing about with everything. She had to get away.
She stood up, "Thank you Senai, for everything. I'll take the cards seriously and what you've said so seriously too. I'm going to stay with my Great Aunt Valise, my Grandmother's sister. She lives on the other side of this planet in the middle of the Oasis. It's quiet and solitary. I think it will calm me down. Thank you...bye."
Pan stole one last glance at the tarot cards on the table before turning around and exiting the room with new ambitions.
"I hope it will help you Pan, I hope it will..."
~*~
As Pan walked down the street, away from the Oracle's house she recalled all of the immense information that she had been told.
~*~ "Something bad is going to happen..." ~*~ "It's waiting for the right moment to strike..." ~*~ "It's slowly taking over lives..." ~*~ "The unlikely to you is the likely to your past..." ~*~
Pan sighed, ~It involves me~ she thought. Why else would Senai tell her all that she had been enlightened with?
Pan looked to the sky, shielding her eyes from the sun with her hands. It was late afternoon from the positioning of the hot, round sun. The day had gone quite quickly. She must have been with Senai for a good hour.
The tarot cards rather worried Pan. She had been told to trust her heart as much as her head, to make sure she knew who her real friends were and that she would see someone in a new and different light. That wasn't all though. She had got the lover's card.
She didn't know what she felt with that card. It had many powerful meanings. Whatever way you deciphered it could lead you in a different path. Senai had said that deep feelings would resurface around her. Did that mean that she would meet someone? She felt apprehensive.
She stopped at the edge of the road and looked both ways before crossing. She was going to tell Chi-Chi where she was going to go. Her Great Aunt lived in a beautiful place. She couldn't wait to lay by the river and relax. It would clear her mind. Pan felt quite positive after seeing Senai, although she had learnt many other things.
Like the evil on the planet. Maybe there was going to be another war. She hoped not. She had lost two important people in the last one seven years ago.
She sighed. She missed them a lot.
She heard a rustle behind her and turned to look while still walking. It was nothing but her imagination. Pan turned back and was startled when she collided with something. Pain shot through her head as she stopped walking and looked to see who or what she had collided with.
It was a tall, burly man with tough armour on. No wonder her cut had hurt. Pan was quite short compared to other saiyans so she only reached up to his mid-chest.
"Oh...I'm sorry. I was paying attention," said Pan.
He looked down at her. He had short black hair and black eyes. When he saw who she was he opened his mouth and gasped.
"No! I'm sorry! It was my fault! Excuse me, I'll be on my way."
He left rather rapidly, as if he was afraid of her. She shrugged to herself and continued walking. The pain in her head was starting to grow. As she turned the corner, Pan stopped and put her hand to the wall to steady herself. She gritted her teeth as ache washed throughout her head. It was like a bad headache. She closed her eyes and was astounded as she had another vision...
~*~*~*~*~FLASHBACK~*~*~*~*~
Do you care to dance?" asked Trunks.
"I'd love to," she replied, taking his hand.
They walked towards the dance floor and began to dance in each other's arms. Trunks put his hands on her waist and they looked at each other as they danced to the slow music. After the slow song ended, one of the famous saiyan songs was played.
Every saiyan in the room immediately got up and went to dance to it as it was the song that they were all taught to dance to. Trunks put one of his hands into hers and put their other hands behind the other's back. It was quite a fast dance and really got them going. Pan praised Kami when the song had ended because she had remembered the right moves for it. She was quite hot and she looked at Trunks.
"You can dance really well, Pan," he said. She could see that he had enjoyed himself.
They stared at one another for a few minutes, their eyes ever drawing nearer...
~*~*~*~*~FLASHFORWARD~*~*~*~*~
Pan found herself breathing faster and with difficulty. All that she had seen and heard was replaying in her mind repeatedly as if it was trying to remind her to remember it.
It was just like the visions before. She was always in it, with someone of his family...She had been dancing with him, they had been close to each other. Heavy body contact.
Why...Why? Pan thought that things would get better, but this just proved her wrong. Why was her mind making her see what she didn't want to see? Why was it always with him? Was he somehow in touch with her inner mind?
'The unlikely to you is the likely to your past' : That was what Senai had said. Was he in her past? That didn't make sense. She knew her past, she knew who she was.
And then, all the whirlwind of emotions that she once again unleashed within her opened up her mind again. All that had happened since the earthquake replayed in her head: her confrontation with Trunks in Main Street, the visions, the dreams, the weirdness around her bond with Leonardo, what she had heard when they had been up on the roof, the pain of her bite mark, her sickness, the voices in her head, the confusion, the misunderstanding, the pain.
And then in front of her eyes she saw the Lover's card and saw herself leaning in to capture the lips of a figure...
Pan cried out and grabbed her head.
"Enough..." she whispered, "ENOUGH!"
She took off into the sky, flying to see where her body took her. She was flying high above the ground now and away from the City. She was crossing the barren desert. She flew over Death Valley, the place where her Dad and Grandfather died and before she knew it, she had arrived. She knew what this place was. And she knew what she had to do.
There was only one way to relieve all the pain that existed.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Trunks yawned before pouring himself a drink. He sighed. He was bored. When Pan had been with him, they would have found something to do together or she would have suggested something that made him think 'why-didn't-I-think- of-that-before?'. She was like the spark in his life. She was his mate.
Not now though. Technically she was, but in her mind, where it mattered the most, she was not at all. It hurt. It ached like nothing else. He always felt tired.
"I just want her back..." he whispered. He was sitting on a stool in his kitchen. He picked up his drink and downed it in one go. He closed his eyes as it burned his throat. He didn't really like alcohol, but he needed it now. It was almost 100% alcohol, enough to knock out a human being. Anymore than the small glass he had drunk and he would become smashed.
He got up and walked to look out of the window. It was early evening, the sun would set in around an hour. Pan had always liked to watch the sunset and he wondered if she would be looking at it tonight.
He sighed before clutching his head. He could hear something, but the voice was blurred and he couldn't understand it. What was it? He could hear thoughts now, but the person was thinking too fast for him to comprehend.
"What's happening?" said Trunks.
He realised the truth. It was his bond to Pan. Had she remembered? No...And then he gasped.
"No...I WON'T LET YOU!"
Although Pan didn't know of their bond and they couldn't communicate or feel each other through the bond they shared, there was one emotion; one action that could be detected because it was the one thing that could end what they shared. He had heard her speak the words in her mind and he had realised what she was about to do.
And with that, he flew out of the window, desperately flying to where she was. He wouldn't let her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Pan landed at the destination of her fate. She looked around and found herself alone. She wasn't surprised. Nobody came here. Except her and the reason for it. As she walked the dust beneath her feet rose. She stopped and looked down into darkness.
She was standing on the edge of a hole that was so deep, darkness obscured your vision to see the bottom.
She was standing on the edge of No End Pit. The pit was a deep hole in Vegeta-sei's crust. It stretched down for 1000 miles until it supposedly ended in the centre of the planet. No one knew for sure. Once you fell in, the gravity would pull you down, and you wouldn't be able to stop. You would slowly burn away as you reached the hot centre.
She was going to jump. Death was her destiny; suicide was the only way to relieve the pain. She would be in heaven with her Grandpa and Father. There was no time to say goodbye to her Mother and Grandmother: she only hoped that if they found out what had happened to her, they would understand.
She moved forward, her boots just coming over the edge. She outstretched her arms to her sides, as if saying goodbye.
~This is it~ she thought, ~The end~
She looked down and nausea swept through her body. She didn't know whether it was from her sickness or from looking down.
"I'm not afraid."
She closed her eyes, her impending death focused in her mind. The voices would stop, the sickness stop, everything would stop and she would be at peace. Her injury on her head started to burn, as if reminding her where it all began. If only the Earthquake didn't happen. But nothing could change her mind now.
She could hear nothing but silence now. It was as if nature knew what she was about to do.
"I'm sorry..." she began as she swayed on the edge, "...I'm sorry to all those I'm going to hurt when I do this. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused others. And I'm sorry for all the sins I've committed in my life."
She opened her eyes. She wasn't afraid.
She was about to jump, when she heard a voice. She growled. She knew exactly who it was.
Trunks saw her at the edge of No End Pit, arms outstretched at her sides and ready to jump. He couldn't let her jump, he couldn't! She was his mate and although his Mother had told him to back off so she remembered naturally, he had a duty and responsibility to care for his mate. He loved her, he wasn't going to let her commit suicide: he wouldn't let her die.
"I WON'T LET YOU!"
He knew she had heard him. He flew right up to her and grabbed her arm, pulling her back as he landed on the dusty terrain, a few metres from the pit. She immediately tried to prise Trunks' fingers of her arm, determined to fulfil what she had started. But his grip tightened as she tried to pull away. She growled in frustration before pulling her fists back and punching him in the chest. His grip didn't falter.
Trunks tried to calm her down as she desperately tried to get away. She was growling and kicking to try to get away.
Pan needed to do this: he couldn't stop her from doing what she wanted to do. She didn't want to be near him, he was involved in the voices; the visions. She stopped and looked him in the eye before raising her knee into his lower region and then kicking him in the chest.
Trunks knew that her power increased quite dramatically when she was angry or upset, so he should have been prepared. But she had caught him off guard. His grip had loosened as she had kneed him and she broke the connection. He stopped in mid air from when she kicked him and saw her running to the edge of No End Pit. He ran after her and she got their first. He continued towards her.
"Pa..."
"Don't come any closer or I'll jump."
Her voice scared him: it chilled him to the bone like ice. There was no emotion in her words, just a warning. She meant what she said: she was dead serious. He stopped. He was concerned now. He would have to talk her out of jumping and he knew how stubborn she really was. He wanted to know what had pushed her to such extremes. Surely not what she had heard earlier in the morning. But maybe it was. Plus with all the pain she had gone through that Chi-Chi had told him of.
If she jumped and was forever gone, he didn't know what he'd do. The pain would be so bad. She was also carrying his child: their baby to show their love for each other. He knew now. He'd jump right after her.
"I'm not coming any closer, but please, step away from the edge. It's dangerous." His voice was calm.
Pan was standing on the edge, her arms outstretched again. Her back was to him and she smiled.
"Precisely."
Trunks breathed out air, "Why are you doing this? What's pushed you to such extremes?"
She turned to face him, her eyes haunting, "You really want to know?"
He stepped forward, "Tell me. Maybe I can help you..."
"STAY BACK!" Pan turned around again, leaning forward to torment him.
Sweat dripped down the side of Trunks' face. Pain filled his heart. She thought it was a game, making him believe that she wasn't going to do it. He couldn't let her. He'd have to try.
"Tell me."
The leaning stopped, "You can't help me."
"Tell me...please..."
Pan felt her eyes start to fill with tears. She was remembering the pain she had felt earlier when her bite mark had hurt. It also told her that she was beginning to become afraid.
"I can't stand it anymore. You wouldn't understand. I can hear voices in my head, images, visions. It's driving me insane! The pain, I can't stand it anymore. I feel nauseous and I...I just want it to stop."
Ache filled Trunks heart. Somehow, deep inside he knew what she as feeling as if their bond was reconnected again. It touched him deeply.
She went on, a solitary tear falling down her cheek.
"I wen to someone who told me what I should do in my life. She...she told me something unexpected, something that I don't want to happen. The confusion. It will all go including all the trouble I've caused others."
"Don't say that," said Trunks, "You've caused no trouble to others. And many people care you for: why are you forgetting about them? Do you know how hurt they will be when they find out you're dead?"
"I'm not forgetting about them," she choked, her pained emotions blatant in her speech.
He stepped forward and she didn't notice, "What about the people you love?"
She stayed silent before answering, "I told you already. Sometimes, I feel as if there's another part to my heart and soul, and that I'm not feeling what I should be."
"Then shouldn't you stay alive to find out what that part to your heart and soul is?"
~He's right~ thought Pan, ~I can find it and it will help me to understand~
He was right behind her now. He could see that she was shaking. He held out his hand beside her and her eyes came to rest on it. She connected her eyes to his and Trunks felt love and yearning. Pan could feel something too, though she didn't know what. But inside, she felt relaxed in his close presence.
She moved her hand towards his but then faltered and stopped. Her breathing became laboured and she moved her hand away.
"Pan?"
She closed her eyes, her wet cheeks shining in the sunset. His voice. The conversation with Leonardo on the roof. Leonardo.
She couldn't trust any of them. Why had she believed him in the first place? His eyes just pulled her in as if she was prey.
"Pan?"
Pan put her hands in front of her and made an energy blast. It was invisible and couldn't be sensed: a special technique by her Father.
"Goodbye, My Prince."
Without warning, the ki blast was sent Trunks' way. He was thrown backwards and opened his eyes just in time to see Pan.
With arms outstretched, offering herself to the heavens above:
She jumped.
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Enough said. Big cliffhanger. Can't tell you what happens, you're gonna have to wait! And what a chapter the next one is! Plz review! dragon agility