Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore girls go sue somebody your own size.

A/N: This is in Rory's POV from now on. Also I'm sorry if there are any mistakes I usually write after school and don't feel like paying attention to grammar or spelling. Plus I'm not very good at typing or proofreading.

Eternalgorithm: I'm really not that creative so I hope I don't disappoint you.

Allison: Here's more

Janelle: I know I like making them a little ooc just so it's a little original if I make the characters EXACTLY like they are on the show then it's not really mine but anyways the oocness grows so just warning everyone's kind of ooc in this chapter.

Erik-Meister: Thanks

"You either have to give me a reason to trust you or" I started "stay away." I started crying I couldn't take it. It finally hit me that he was here sitting next to me. At the same time I realized where I was and what had happened.

"Oh my god I'm in a hospital" I said Jess looked confused for a second then he looked as if he understood.

"Yeah you got hit by a guy in a pick up truck" Jess said.

"Wow and you hit him" I said laughing.

"Yea with a piece of the wood that was in his car" he said getting up.

"I'm in a hospital I have a cast my mom's not here you are oh my god there is so many things wrong with this picture" I said frantically.

The book where's the book who took my book where's my mom where's Luke. Chill out Jess is here. That's part of the reason I'm freaking. You love him. Do not. Do too. God he looks good. Told you. His hair gets messier every time I see him. God he's hot.I loved him. Correction you love him.

"Rory are you listening to me" Jess asked.

I shook my head "No sorry I spaced out."

"Well I said that I was stupid to leave you the first time even stupider to leave you the second and the stupidest thing I've ever done was thinking that you'd leave Yale and come with me" he said "well actually I take that back leaving you the first time was by far the worst thing I've ever done."

"I loved you but thanks to…" I fell asleep I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. I just needed to sleep it over.

"Thanks to what" I heard someone say I figured it was Jess "Rory, Rory, Rory, are you okay."

I heard a door open and I woke up hoping it was my mom. It was. I saw my mom standing there.

"Mom" I said.

'Hey sweets" she said "let me guess it just hit you that you're in a hospital and Jess is here."

I nodded and she moved Jess out of the way to sit next to me.

"I want to go" I whined.

"I know that's actually why we came in here you're being released" Luke said.

I jumped up and ran into the bathroom grabbing my clothes out of my mom's hands on the way. I changed then ran out and grabbed Jess's hand. I pulled him out of the hospital all the way to our bridge.

"Thanks to what" he asked again a little calmer than before.

"Thanks to you I may never love anyone a much as I loved you" I whispered.

"Why because of me" he asked.

"You left me and came back and left again at the worst possible time might I add then you come back and ask me to leave with you" I said quickly "I don't want to get hurt again not by you not by anyone and right now I'm pretty hurt and confused about why you're here and not my own boyfriend."

"You're boyfriend?"

"Logan."

"He's not here."

Just then Logan walked up to us. "Scratch that."

"Hey Ace how's you're arm" he asked.

"Fine those for me" I asked pointing at the flowers behind his back and the chocolates in his hand then I saw the bag of real Colombian coffee and lunged at it.

"Flowers from Collin chocolates from me and coffee from Finn" Logan said.

"Remind me again why I'm not with Finn" I said opening the bag and taking out a bean.

"Ace I wouldn't… never mind… who are you" he asked looking at Jess.

"Jess Logan, Logan Jess" I introduced them.

"Oh nice to meet you Jess didn't you write 'Screw Up'" Logan asked.

"Um how…"

"My father is friends with the owner of the publishing company I got to read it it's very good I like the Lory Filmore character she reminds me a lot of Ace."

"Hey Logan lets go back to my house it's getting a little chilly out here" I piped in not wanting to further this conversation.

Jess took off his jacket and put it around my shoulder at the same time as Logan. Thankfully this didn't seem to faze him. Good he doesn't care. Well he should he's not half the man Jess is. He has no reason to be upset we're just friends cousins almost. Do you kiss all your future cousins? Shut up.

"Hey Rory I'll see you around here's your book back just remember it's fiction and don't overreact again you might get hurt" Jess said.

My eyes widened and I'm pretty sure my jaw dropped.

How did he know that. He knows you.

"Yeah I know you better than you think see ya Rory nice meeting you uh Loran" Jess said before leaving.

I fell to the floor crying.

He's screwing with my head. You're letting him. Why? You love him. Do not. Do too. Do not. Do too. Do not. Do too, do too, do too.

"What was that all about" Logan asked.

I just cried harder.