Ok, so I realized that since I'm going to be using songs in most of the chapters now, you should really listen to the song to kind of get the whole mood of the moment. So with that said, I'm going to try my best to provide a streaming link to the songs I use in each chapter. I can't assure a link for each song though. So just look out for the link. I'll probably be putting the link right before I start using the song in the chapter. So in this case, I'm going to be using Natalie's "Going Crazy" in this chapter. I'll be posting a link for you people to listen to it right before I actually use it. If the link doesn't work, then all I could say is too bad. Lol. So as we start off this chapter, I must tell you that there is a slight time lapse since chapter 9, and when I say that I mean by a couple hours. Lol. So it's night time now as we focus on Keely… EDIT: Apparently it's not letting me provide the full link, so I guess I'm going to have to provide the link under the review section. So if you want to listen to the song, which I HIGHLY recommend, then go to the review section and look for the link. This applies for every link in the future. It will be there. If anybody knows a way to fix this, then please tell me so I can include it in the actual story. Please and thank you. :)
A tear fell from her eye. She couldn't get over it. Only a few hours have passed since he left, yet she already felt like it's been an entire century. She couldn't handle the depression.
She was standing in her room, knife in hand, just ready to cut away at her wrist.
No… what am I thinking? This isn't the right thing to do. It won't solve anything.
She was smart enough to put the knife down. She was much better than that. But she didn't have a single idea of what to do to help her get over him. She thought that she would forget about him easily once he left, but it appeared to her that she would never forget him. Never.
She looked at her radio. Hmm… maybe music will help. She decided to turn it on and flip through the stations, looking for a good song to cheer her up.
This is DJ Fizzle Dizzle and we got the hottest tracktizzle for ya'll to listen tizzle. So here we go with "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star." Holla atcha bizzle dizzle foshizzle!
She changed the station. That was just plain weird…
Hey, this DJ Chewy with Ashlee Simpson's new single—
She hurried to change it. Eww! I hate her! I don't know what Ryan Cabrera saw in her. Somebody should just kill her one day.
She got tired of changing stations and just decided to leave it at the next station she turned to. She lied down in her bed, just listening.
--We got a request for "Going Crazy" by Natalie, so here it is. Keep it fresh while you listen to KPLF!
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Keely thought to herself, "Wow, this song sounds way too sad." Part of her wanted to change the station, but the other part wanted to listen on. She decided to listen on.
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
A tear formed in her eye. The song just kept making her think about him, but she didn't want to change it. She actually wanted to think about him. She's never missed him more in her life. She just wanted him to be right beside her, holding her closely.
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
It was true. It seemed like they were destined to be together. She would do anything just to get him back. She still couldn't contemplate the fact that he was actually gone.
That's right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
Her memories of him all rushed through her head. She couldn't forget his irresistible charm that he had on her. All she could do was wish for him to somehow make it back to her. She knew that deep inside she would always be there waiting for him, even if she wouldn't be able to remember him. Even if she got married to another man, deep inside she would feel empty spaces in her heart, just waiting for him to come back and fill the emptiness. She might not be able to realize it in her head, but she'll always feel it in her heart.
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I'm calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
That's right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
She thought about how much the song related to her. She broke down in tears, just thinking about all the good times she had with him. She couldn't handle it anymore. She just lied in her bed, crying herself to sleep, not knowing that she would forget all about him in the morning.
Ok, I'm sure you guys noticed the KPLF in this chapter. Well, I hope… Lol. So to save you some time in case you didn't get it, it stands for Keely and Phil, Lovers Forever. Hehe, so next chapter will probably be up either next week or the week after that. Just stay tuned.