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Sango's POV

I can remember only so much…

My thoughts were pale and confused. It was like every time I hit that tree, it felt like I never actually hit it before. It felt like a new feeling. Maybe I was giving up too much. That life doesn't even matter to me, and my thoughts are only dying. Dying and forgetting. Can that be it? Or was it guilt. Guilt that was still buried deep into my heart, my mind, my soul. I could never forgive myself for letting Kohaku down. Letting him being controlled by Naraku. And then killing him. There had to be another way but we didn't have any time for it. So I killed him. So that the others would be safe.

Was that really the right thing to do?

How can I save the friends I love when I must kill the family I loved. Was there actually any way? Any way that I could have done both. I keep thinking this over and over again. Is there any way for everyone to be alive. To be happy in the end. No, I don't think there is.

Life can be so difficult. It was twisted. Sad…

The beautiful sunset. It was breathless, and yet I couldn't smile. I can't remember how to really smile. I've always lied about it. When I said I was fine, or nothing was wrong. I lied. Everything was wrong. Nothing went right. But if I said something, then I would have slowed everyone down. I could've caused more problems.

That breath taking sky…

I tried to control my pain. Hell I almost let it all out that evening. But I couldn't. Because he was there. Inuyasha, that hanyou. I didn't want him to see my emotions, cause I was afraid what he would think of me. Would he actually think of me as a weak human? What would everyone else think? No I wouldn't allow it. He then stayed with me. And even tried to comfort me.

Were not too different him and I…

All I remember was that I gave him a hug, and told him that he was my friend. I even thanked him for caring. Because he always try to hide his affections. We both did lose people we loved in our lives. Inuyasha lost many things as a child, his mother and father. And he lost the two people he loved. I don't think I could ever love more then one person. Or even love again. But he did love Kikyo and Kagome. And I felt pity for him. He's trying to move on, and acts like nothing happen. But I know he stays awake at nights waiting for Kagome to come back.

But he has the strength to do it…

I can't.

How I envy him at times. I also feel sorry for him. My thoughts cleared. I finally stopped hitting the tree, and leaned against it. No more I thought. No more of this. I fell to the hard ground and hit the tree with my fist. The sharp bark dug into my skin. I didn't care. I continued to hit the tree. My fist were cut up and now bleeding. My eyes burn, my throat dry. Tears overwhelmed my eyes. It felt like rain beating down my face.

My fate was accepted…

I decided that it was time to accept my fate. My hand reached for my katana. Everyone was sleeping so no one will come. I then entered the cold lake. God it was cold, yet my body didn't seem to care. My tears didn't seem to stop. This pain was in my heart for too long. I pulled the blade out, and closed my eyes ready for my fate.

Inuyashas POV

Life seemed to turn around and back stabbed most of us. Maybe mostly to myself. Naraku was dead. And everything seemed in order. But we had to let Kikyo rest. I had to forget her and never look back. Then there was Kagome. She had to leave as well. But why? Why did the well have to seal up? It didn't make any sense. My thoughts were filled with rage. But she had left us all, she had left me.

I remember her hugging me. I knew she was crying. I felt it. Everyone was so sad. That little runt Shippo couldn't stop begging, wanting her to stay in this world forever. But she couldn't. We all knew that. But a little piece of us wanted her to stay forever.

I remember her, disappearing into the well. And then, just plain silence. No one moved, said anything, even breathed. We all just stood there, staring at the well. Waiting to see if she would come back. But she didn't.

After staying at Kaedes for a couple of days. We left to start a new journey. To make sure that all our efforts against Naraku wasn't a waste. It's been almost two weeks now. And basically everything went back to normal. Except for Kagome being with us. But slowly, she just left my mind.

I've been noticing changes through everyone else though. Shippo now acts much more braver then before. He gets into the craziest battles. Still a little annoying weakling. And then there's that monk. Miroku, him and I became good friends through our journey against Naraku. I always get a laugh though when I seem him trying to touch other women's butts, especially Sango's, and then hearing that faint slap sound. Then watching him tell so many lies to every high class villager so that we could have a decent place to sleep in. I thought that all monks were suppose to be kind, and the rest of that bullshit. He never surprises me not the least.

But Sango. She changed so much. Everyone knows that. She never smiles, or even talks that much to us anymore. I felt, somehow partly responsible. I kept on thinking that maybe I could of done something to make her feel better. Or at least do something to make her smile again.

When she fights… It is so unbelievable. I mean her strength and power. She can take out huge demons on herself. Some battles I don't even get involved because she already destroyed them. She's such a strong person. No, she's one of the strongest human that I have ever seen. I never seen anyone as powerful as her. Even powerful demons couldn't slay her.

Something had been upsetting her. She always leaves when we set up camp. Sango always seems to try to be alone. But she really needs to be around people. The ones who care about her.

She left one afternoon, and the sun started to set. This finally pissed me off so I went to go look for her. And there she was, staring at a sunset. But I thought she was crying because her head was against her knees. When I startled her, it surprised me that she wasn't aware of my presence. But what surprised me the most was when she hugged me.

I kept my eye on her the whole entire time that night. Even when I closed my eyes, my sense was kept on her. I then heard her walk away. So I followed. And to my surprise she was practicing. Maybe that's why she was so strong now. But she was crying. I didn't understand why.

My eyes widened. She pulled out her sword and walked into the lake. The sharp was facing her chest. What was she doing? I couldn't believe it. Then she did the unbearable. Her sword lifted. She was going to kill herself. I couldn't stand it. I leapt from the tree and ran as fast as I could to her. Her grip tightened and she forces the sword down and…

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