Tears of Feelings

Everything was building up now, emotions, the all sudden depression. Why, just why did this have to happen. It was morning, the sun slightly peaked through the small crack in the curtains. It was just enough light for that image of a pale girl with red eyes and tears running down her cheeks to reflect back at Raven. It was too much for her now, it broke her down. She couldn't hold anything back, she had to let it go. Could these tears be showing her love for someone. No they couldn't be. A long smash broke the silence as the mirror smashed into pieces. Somehow the mirror repaired itself, but Raven's hand was still bleeding from the punch she had let it receive. Raven was tired of herself now. She didn't want to see anymore of this girl, she was an unnecessary need to everyone. As Raven walked back to her bed, she let the blood from her wounded hand drip to the floor. Her life had changed dramatically, and so had she.
Raven held her wounded hand in her other one. She sighed as she looked at it. Was this what her life had come too...punching a mirror because she was tired of seeing herself. She held her hand tighter as she stood up and walked to the door. She opened it and slowly walked out into the large hallway. As she slowly walked down the hallway, she couldn't help but to think to end it all now, take her life. She walked into the marble bathroom and placed her hand under the sink. The cold water ran over her wound, making it sting slightly. She looked around and found a small piece of white cloth, just big enough to wrap around her hand. With another sigh she took the cloth and wrapped her wound. Red immediately took the place of white as soon as it touched the bleeding hand.
Again, taking her life haunted her, but one person popped in her mind that made her change. She walked out of the bathroom, holding her wounded hand and went back to her room. When she walked in, she expected to see an empty room, but what she saw was a tired Draco setting on her bed.
"What'd you want, Draco?" Raven asked harshly, trying to cover her hand so Draco wouldn't see it. However the attempt failed, Draco had already saw her hand.
"What did you do?"
"Why does it matter? You don't care." Raven said, still harshly. Draco shook his head. Why was he so caring around her. He did care...for her, but he couldn't tell her...but maybe he could show her. He stood up from her bed and walked over to her. He gently rubbed her arm and let his hand cover her wounded one as he took it in his.
"Why did you do this?"
"Why do you care so much?" Raven wanted to jerk it away, but then again she didn't
"Because...just tell me...please." Draco said, he sounded calm and soothing at the same time. It wasn't like him. Usually his mean and demanding. What happened?
"Can't a girl just get depressed without anyone asking what's wrong?"
"To a point...but as soon as this girl starts hurting herself..people will wonder." He pulled Raven closer to him. He soothingly massaged her wounded hand. He gently unwrapped it and looked at her hand. Raven jerked it away at that point, he had seen too much.
"Raven, just let me look at it...It's not hard to heal, with the right potion and all, it'll be like it never happened." Draco said, he almost sounded like he was begging her.
"Fine...do it then." Raven said. Draco led her out of her room and up more stairs. They came to an old wooden door. Draco opened it...It almost looked like Snape's stash of Potions he had at Hogwarts. He led Raven in and scanned the wooden selfs that were full of Potions.
"Found it!" He said after a few minutes and took a vial full of a blue looking Potion. He walked back to Raven and opened it.
"It'll sting but it'll help." He took her hand and poured some on the wound. Raven grimaced in pain as her skin sizzled and slowly healed back together. Draco took the cloth and wiped up the blood. Her hand looked like there was never a wound there, it was healed, just like he said.
"Umm...Thanks.." Raven said.. Draco simply smiled
"You better get dressed, Breakfast is in four minutes." With that he left Raven. She sighed...the Draco she had knew vanished now...he changed, a lot for that matter. All of a sudden he wasn't the bad boy anymore. She walked out of the room and headed back to her room. Four minutes later she arrived in the Dining hall in just some ripped up blue jeans and a baggy black shirt. She only seen Draco sitting there.
"Where's your parents?" Raven asked sitting across from him.
"They're at Diagion Alley again...They said if we want to go we can." Draco said putting food on his plate. Raven nodded and did the same.
"So do you?"
"I quess..." Why had she said that... either it was hopefully to see Harry again, or to spend time with Draco...she didn't know. Draco nodded and went to eating, as did Raven. After a few minutes passed Draco spoke up again. "So why were you crying?" Raven looked at him... she just shook her head
"Come on tell me...I knew you were..I could tell.."
"Really... I just was...depression does odd things to you."
"Nice excuse, really why were you."
"I just was okay.." Raven said a little harsh and went back to eating, ingoing him now. Draco finished and stood up. "I'll wait for you." He then walked out and went to the Fireplace. Raven sighed and stood up. She walked in and seen Draco leaning against the fireplace holding the Floo Powder bag. "You go first." He said. Raven nodded and took some of the powder. After she had finished the Proceeder she found herself in the streets of Daigion Alley. It was crowded, probably the last minute shoppers for supplies. She looked around and saw the all familiar black headed boy she was looking for. Obviously he had spotted her as well. For a few minutes they stared at each other, that is till one red headed boy waved his hand in front of him, breaking the stare. Draco had also arrived and followed Raven's gaze to Harry, he then knew something was going on. Raven took one last look at Harry before being drug off by Draco, who now seemed extremely angry. "First off, why were you staring at that no good Muggle-loving poor excuse of a wizard?" He sounded quite mad aswell. Raven simply shrugged, she couldn't tell him that he kissed her, no that would only make matters worse. Draco shook his head. "I'm going to go find my parents, then we're out of here." He stomped off. Raven turned around and found Harry standing there.
"He sure does love to insult me, doesn't he?" Harry asked.
"I quess..." Raven said walking closer to him. Harry seemed to now have a more serious look.
"Yesterday, that kiss..."
"Haunted me all night..." Raven said, looking down at the ground. Her head was being lifted by Harry's finger under her chin.
"It did me too... I can stop thinking about it..." He then kissed her again. As if that was going to make anything better. Of course she did seem more relaxed now... maybe liking Harry wasn't a bad thing...maybe it was something good. They pulled away and then Harry went back to his friends. He waved at her as he walked away.
"COME ON LET'S GO!" Draco shouted at Raven, who turned around and ran to the Malfoys. After they had arrived back at the Manor, Raven immediately ran up to her room and began to pack for tomorrow. She had to avoid glares from Draco at Lunch and Supper. That night all she could think about was Hogwarts. A new adventure, a new life, and a new love.