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A/N: I know that it's been a while! Please don't hurt me! I have been really busy and have not had enough time to write. Well, please don't be angry with me. I'm doing the best that I can. I got six reviews for the last chapter! Arigatou everyone who reviewed! Let's admire those amazing people below!

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ayme: Arigatou for reviewing! Thanks, I'm very pleased that you thought my chapters were great. It's ok that you didn't write for a while, I'm just glad to see that you are still reading. So did you start that story that you were talking about? If you did, I would love to read it.

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Chapter 5: The power of love and hate

As the two new lovers looked up in pure shock, the evil behind the cruel statement chuckled at their baffled expressions.

"What the hell are you two staring at? Haven't you seen a demon before?" Asked the white haired demon while standing beside a large tree.

"Inu...yash...a?" Quivered Kagome shocked and confused. 'What is going on? Why does he look like that? And why is there more power radiating off of him? Something is going on here and my instincts are telling me that it's not good...' Thought Kagome in pure wonder.

"Yes wench, it's me...are you shocked to see me like this? Does it frighten you? It should. I must admit, the whole wolf thing doesn't work for you Kagome. Such ugly wolf fur you are wearing..." Replied the demon coldly while smirking down at her.

Kouga just sat there beside Kagome for a moment, wondering how in the hell Inuyasha had become a full-blooded demon.

"Now, where was I...oh yeah, you two must die" Said Inuyasha plainly.

"Inuyasha! how dare you insult Kouga's mother! This fur was from his mother and it is the rarest and most beautiful fur to exist!...why? Why can't you just leave me alone? That's all that I ask for...is that too much to ask?" Kagome said beginning to get teary eyed as she got up from the ground to stand facing the demon that had broken her heart.

'How could he want to kill me? What have I done to him? I should be the one who wants to kill him...How could he say such a thing to me?' Kagome thought as she felt tears finally release from her blue orbs to trail down her pale face.

"I'm happy here with Kouga...why must you ruin everything in my life? Why? That's all that I want to know..." Kagome asked as she let more tears trail down her face.

'Damnit I have to get Kagome away from him, that crazy bastard. There is no telling what he is planning to do...' Thought Kouga.

"Kagome, get away from him..." Said Kouga while growling. Kagome ignored him and walked towards Inuyasha.

"Wench, I need the rest of Kikyou's soul back. I have no need for you. I do not care if you are happy or not. The only person that I am worried about right now-" Inuyasha was cut short by the now pissed Kagome.

"is Kikyou..." Kagome said, finishing his sentence. "Inuyasha, that's the one you saw when you looked at me all of those times isn't it? Kikyou. Why did you even bother making those promises to me? So that you could get a little fun out of me before going back to that dead pile of clay?" Kagome answered coldly, throwing daggers at Inuyasha with her eyes.

She hated and despised his very being. The only things that he had accomplished in his life was breaking promises that he had made.

When Kikyou died...It was like Inuyasha did too. A piece of his soul went with her, leaving the rest to suffer and search for her forever. But, that was no excuse for his actions.

"Inuyasha, I am sorry for everything that has happened between you and Kikyou but, I cannot give her the rest of her soul back. If I do then I will cease to exist and I am not ready to die yet. If I could turn back time I would. Do you know what I would do? I would let you and Kikyou be married and have beautiful children, I would make sure that Sango and Miroku somehow found one another, I would put Shippou back with his parents, I would put Kouga and Ayame together and wish the best for them both. But, I can't! I can't change time!" She screamed, crying in pure rage.

Kouga sat in shock. What about the talk that they had shared? Had she already forgotten? He couldn't live without her.

"Well, there is no need to feel sorry now is there? Soon you won't be feeling anything anyways. Because I am going to kill you and your wolf boy." Inuyasha replied with pure ice.

Kagome shot her head up in pure anger. How could he talk to her like that? She had just apologized for something that wasn't even her fault!

"You won't lay a finger on her you mutt! I don't care if your full demon or half! I'll slice-" Kouga was interupted.

"Wait Kouga, I want to ask him something. So, Inuyasha, how did you become a full demon anyways?" Kagome asked while she stared at him with hatred obvious in her eyes.

"Oh that is very simple. Kikyou made a little deal with a friend of hers. If I collect all of the jewel shards for him and kill you to get the remainder of Kikyou's soul back, Kikyou will be blessed as immortal and I will be a full-blooded demon" Answered Inuyasha in pure delight.

"Of course he allowed me to become a full-blooded demon ahead of time so that I could finish the job quicker and easier and withoutany possible chance of failing"

"So tell me, who is the mighty friend of Kikyou's who has granted you all of your wishes?" She asked smirking angrily.

"Who else other than Naraku..." Inuyasha answered with ease. Kagome was shocked! How could Inuyasha and Kikyou agree to work for Naraku when he was the one who had caused their deaths and pain in the first place!

"Naraku! How in the hell could you work for him! Are you blind? He is the very disgusting being that caused you and Kikyou to betray one another! What about all of that talk of avenging Kikyou's death! Naraku is a vile beast that will eventually destroy the earth when he gets the jewel! How will you and Kikyou live happily even if he does grant you those wishes!" Screamed Kagome, enraged by the demon before her.

'What the hell? Has that mutt lost his mind?' Thought Kouga in astonishment. "Kagome, get behind me now! He's lost it! The mutt is crazy!" Yelled Kouga in anger.

Kagome looked at the demon before her one last time before runnning behind Kouga.

"Oh look, now the wolf is going to try to protect his woman...Oh and Kagome, just to let you know, I got rid of some humans and demons you used to call your friends after you left...Let's see, what were their names?...Oh, I remember..Sango, Miroku, Shippou, and Kirara...am I right wench?" Inuyasha spat out at her, he chuckled evilly after his twisted statement.

"Wha...you killed them" She cried in a whisper, purely shocked by his words. "How could you! You beast! You will die! How could you kill our companions! They always looked out for you Inuyasha! They were the family that you never had!" Kagome screamed letting new tears fall from her face to the ground. She soon met her tears there as she let the shock and sorrow take over her.

"Shippou...my son...Sango...my sister...Miroku...my brother...Kirara...my friend..." She cried, lying in the dirt on the ground. Once again, the only thing that she wanted to do was fade away, to die, to vanish and never return to this wicked place.

Kouga saw Kagome fall into shock and wanted to comfort her but now wasn't the time. Now was the time to take down this vile beast who had been hypnotized by his own greed and wants for his own life. He had become as sick and twisted as Naraku himself.

"Inuyasha, you will die for your evil deeds. They were wicked and twisted. Your brain has been twisted just as Naraku's. You are now nothing but his shadow!" Kouga spat out in disgust as he lounged a punch at Inuyasha, but missed the demon and hit the tree that Inuyasha had once been standing in front of, making it crash to the ground harshly.

"How foolish of you wolf. You obviously don't know how much power Naraku has given me." Replied Inuyasha as he lept away from Kouga's rage filled punch with ease.

"You will now be handing those shards of yours over" Said Inuyasha charging at Kouga with his now poison filled claws.

Kouga tried to jump out of the way but his efforts had been futile. He was stabbed in the chest by Inuyasha's claws and was injected with poison. "AAAAHHHHH! Dammnit!"Howled Kouga in pain.

Inuyasha had certainly gained power from becoming a full-blooded demon. He now had all of the features of his older half-brother, Sesshomaru. His hair was longer, nearly touching the ground while he stood, his claws were now dripping with poison, he had the crescent moon and purple stripes etched on his face perfectly, and his doggie ears were now gone and had been replaced with elven like ears, much like that of Sesshomaru's. He now had as much speed and grace as Sesshomaru if not more.

Kouga met the ground as Inuyasha pulled his hand from his chest.

"Well, looks like wolf boy isn't as strong as he made out to be...too bad that I will have to kill Kagome...she is pretty cute for an incarnation...and I must add, she is pretty damn good in bed" Inuyasha said while once again chuckling evilly.

Kouga lay on the ground clutching his chest. 'Dammnit...this is bad...damn that Inuyasha! How dare he talk about Kagome that way! Wait, where is Kagome!' Thought Kouga as his eyes went wide searching for her.

"Pay attention wolf!" Yelled Inuyasha while running up to Kouga and kicking him in the face. Kouga plummeted in the hard earth.

"AAAHHHH!" Kouga yelled once again. He tried to get up from the ground when suddenly Inuyasha punched him in the stomach, sending him flying backwards into a tree. Kouga hit the tree so hard that it cracked and fell over and sent Kouga swimming into unconciousness.

"Feh...that was too easy...I must say that being a full demon is much better than being a useless Hanyou..." Said Inuyasha to himself more than to anyone else.

"Now, I'll kill Kagome while Kouga is unconcious and kill him when he wakes up..."

"Oh great, where is that wench now..." whined Inuyasha as he looked where he thought she would still be lying.

Inuyasha turned back to where Kouga lay unconcious. 'Where the hell is she?...I can't pick up her scent...what the hell is going on?...' Thought Inuyasha as he looked for the miko.

"I'm right behind you bastard!" Screamed Kagome as she stabbed him right in the chest as he turned around. 'Perfect timing...' She thought to herself while smirking.

Kagome had picked the knife up off of the cave floor and hid it within the fur she was wearing just in case. She soon realized just how wise that decision had been.

Inuyasha screamed in pain as he felt the knife in his chest twist and turn. Kagome was viciously twisting the knife in his chest and sending her purifying powers into him through the blade of the knife.

"I'll purify your ass all the way to hell where you belong!" Screamed Kagome as she sent even more power into the knife. She pushed the knife until it entered his heart and then stopped sending the purifying powers. She wanted his death to be as slow and painful as possible.

Kagome looked up to him and gazed into his golden orbs. "Now Inuyasha, do you feel my pain? This is how I feel right now...and it's all because of you." Kagome said to him calmly, making sure that her eyes stayed in contact with his. She would not look away from him. She wanted to see every ounce of pain that she was causing. She wanted to watch the life slowly drain from his body.

"You will remember your wrongs that you have commited to me and my friends for all eternity and you shall always remember these last few moments of your life. You will remember how your death came to be and you will feel this pain, my pain which you have brought to me, forever." Kagome whispered into the demon's ear.

Inuyasha looked at her with fear in his eyes before he fell to the ground and his body turned into ashes, leaving only bones and clothes.

Kagome looked down at the ashes in pure rage and felt satisfied by her actions. She had got the revenge that she needed. But, even though she had avenged the death of her friends, Miroku, Sango, Shippou, and Kirara, she still felt as if it wasn't enough. She wanted Naraku and Kikyou next. She would kill them slowly and painfully no matter the cost.

She pulled her head up from where Inuyasha's bones lay and began to run to where Kouga lay unconcious.

"Oh Kouga...look at what he has done to you..." Cried Kagome as she looked down upon his battered form. He was bleeding and bruised all over his body.

She slowly pulled him from the tree that he had fallen with and layed him on the ground as far away from the tree as she could.

"Kouga...Kouga, talk to me! Come on you can't die on me now! Please Kouga, please say something!..." Screamed Kagome as she fell upon his chest weeping. She was soon covered in his blood but didn't care. The only thing that she wanted now was for Kouga to wake up.

She pulled herself from his chest knowing that crying wasn't going to help anything and felt his neck for a pulse. 'Oh Kami! I don't feel anything!...' Thought Kagome franticly as she held her fingers against his neck.

"Kouga!...say something dammnit! Come on!" Kagome screamed over and over while shaking his still form as if it would wake him.

Kagome pulled his form to her chest in a loving hug, not wanting to let him go. "Kouga come on...if your dead then I'll die soon...is that what you want? Do you want me to die Kouga?..." Kagome whispered into his ear as she cried.

A tear drop fell onto Kouga's cheek and he began to try to open his eyes."Never..." Whispered Kouga after hearing her pleading.

Kagome pulled Kouga out of the embrace and looked at him. "Kouga...your alive..." Said Kagome looking at him while letting more tears roll down her cheeks.

"Of course Kagome...as long as your with me I'll never die no matter what..." Said Kouga bringing her head down to give her a light kiss on the lips. He loved the taste of her lips more than anything. The taste was unearthly and he had nothing to compare the flavor to.

Kagome sank into the kiss. She was so happy to see Kouga alive. The two finally pulled out of the kiss and looked at each other lovingly. "Kouga we really need to get you back to the den." Said Kagome looking at him but something caught her eye.

"Kouga! Inuyasha injected poison into you!" Yelled Kagome in alarm. "Yes, I know Kagome..." Said Kouga while taking a deep breath. 'Dammnit...it's getting harder for me to breathe...' Thought Kouga beginning to get nervous.

"Oh Kouga..." cried Kagome. She thought for a moment before deciding what to do about the situation. She placed her hands upon Kouga's chest, closed her eyes, and began to concentrate. 'Come on...come on...this must work...'

She suddenly felt a tingling feeling in her hands and began to transfer it into Kouga's wound. Kouga was amazed for a moment and began to feel some of the pain go away as a result of the pink light.

Kagome suddenly collapsed into Kouga's chest and was breathing heavily. "There...that should get rid...of the...poison.." she said in between breaths.

"Kagome are you going to be alright?" Asked Kouga suddenly worried about her health. "I just need some sleep...I need to dream..." Said Kagome, trailing off as she fell into a deep sleep.

'She's asleep...' thought Kouga suddenly worried about where Inuyasha was. He looked around for a moment and finally spotted the bones and clothes of the dog demon.

'Kagome had killed him all by herself?...Damn, she's stronger than I thought...but how the hell?...she doesn't have her bow or arrows here...' Kouga spotted the knife that was among the pile of bones and was shocked for a moment. 'How thehell did she kill him with such a simple knife?' Kouga was in pure awe as he realized the power that Kagome possesed. 'It must have been the power of love and hate...' Kouga thought. 'The hate for the one who killed your family and the love for the family that is gone gives one the power to suceed...'

It had been hours since the two had left to fetch breakfast, which they never did, and Kouga was sure that if he didn't get back soon his pack would come searching for them.

He slowly began to stand with Kagome in his arms, unconcious once again, and began to walk back towards his den.

He was hurting badly and blood was still pouring from him, but he had to get back before Naraku found out that Inuyasha was dead and that he and Kagome were weak.

"I'm so sorry that I wasn't the one to slay Inuyasha Kagome...you shouldn't have even had to face him..." Apologized Kouga to the unconcious Kagome as he walked in pain towards his den to safety.

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"Well well, it seems that your reincarnation has killed your love with a simple knife no less Kikyou." Stated Naraku as he stared into Kanna's mirror.

"Damn that wench! I will see to it that she will die by my very hands." Screamed Kikyou, slamming a fist into the wooden floor beneath her.

"Now Kikyou, don't you worry your pretty little face...everything is going according to plan...It may take time but we have as much as we want to make that wench suffer. I shall bring Inuyasha back to life." Said Naraku looking back into the mirror.

"Inuyasha...rise!" Yelled Naraku.

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Well, that's it for chapter five. I know, I made Inuyasha out to be really evil. I don't hate him or anything like that, I'm actually quite fond of him. It's just that I wanted something different. I hope that you liked this chapter. I apologize for taking so long to update, I have been quite busy. Please tell me if I screwed something up or said something that didn't make sense. I'm pretty pissed of right now and it is a very good possibility. I plan on making this story 10-15 chapters if not longer. I hope that you will stay with me on this story. Remember, I need your support because this is my first fan-fiction. I love you all! Please R&R!

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