A/N: I feel that I should inform you all-- there will be more to the story. I will tell you when it ends.
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I am a demon now.
I am Koto Minamorei.
Kyoto Minakoto has died
she has passed away into the darkness.
I have taken her place
I walk among the humans
somehow managing to pass by without notice.
I wait.
I lie and wait for the day I will kill Shuichii Minamino.
I will take life with my own hands
I will squeeze the breath from his lungs
I will make him beg for mercy.
I will kill him
and I will not regret.
I love this creature
this thing
that is perfect
this-- Kurama.
But I hate him.
I damn his soul.
Condemn him.
Wish death upon him.
I hate him.
I love him.
My life comes to a rut-- I must pick.
One or the other.
I can't seem to leave him behind
no matter how far I run
I cannot get away.
He's always there.
I leave him behind
and my thoughts follow.
My feelings follow.
I lock away my heart.
I stab myself.
I am immortal-- and I will not die.
I can take out my heart
but I can still feel it break.
I can hide from my thoughts
but I can still think clearly.
I hate him.
I love him.
I will kill him
take his heart
and devour it.
He deserves to live no longer.
He must die.
I cannot wait any longer.
These emotions are getting stronger.
I must rid myself of them.
I must kill Shuichii Minamino.