Title: Accidental Love

Disclaimer: None of this is mine except the plot. Other than that, it all belongs to JK. Rowling.

Chapter Twelve: I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO CALL THIS CHAPTER!

IN THIS CHAPTER: LOT OF SHORT ACTION IN THE BEGINNING. PAY ATTENTION!

Four hours later, Ginny woke up to a horrible pounding in her head. She groaned and rolled over to her stomach and buried herself under her comforter and pillow. She closed her eyes and tried to go back to sleep but couldn't for some reason. And then she remembered. She bit her lip and fought back tears that were threatening to cascade down already tear streaked face.

Oh god, what did I do? Blaise! She kept repeating his name in her head as fat droplets of water leaked from her broken heart. The more she cried the more her head hurt. After a few minutes of crying she was forced to stop because of her pounding headache. She was hiccupping as she wrapped her comforter around herself and slowly made her way over to the bathroom where she heaved her insides into the toilet.

Once she finished, she washed her mouth, filled up a cup with water and took a pain killer from the cabinet. She looked up at the mirror and groaned. She looked horrible. Her eyes, both bloodshot and carried ugly bags beneath them, her mouth red and plump, her face showed the trail of tears that had been flowing down her face a few minutes ago. She didn't try to hide it though, all she did was wash her face slightly. She deserved all of this. The heartache, the horrid appearance, the headache and everything else. She was surprised that Pansy and her friends weren't there to taunt her and make her feel worse.

She crawled into bed and looked at the clock. It was 4 o'clock in the afternoon and classes were going to end in an hour. She looked up at the ceiling and thought, I wonder if Blaise went to class today. For a second, she felt like jumping out of bed and running to see him. But then thought better of it. If he hadn't gone to school that day, it was because he felt like shit too and if she ran into his room then he would probably feel worse and angry. She didn't deserve his forgiveness anyway. She crawled back into the bed and burrowed deep under her covers and cried herself to sleep.

An hour later, the door to Ginny's dorm opened and Draco peaked his head in. Classes had just ended and both Blaise and Ginny hadn't gone to classes that day. Once he was certain that Ginny was asleep, Draco entered the room. He had also noticed that his friends hadn't gone down to meals. He knew that Blaise was hurting right now, but he also knew that the cause of that hurt was not only because of Ginny but because of him. After all, it takes two to tango.

Draco hadn't spoken nor seen Blaise since last night. He knew that if he went and talked him right now, Blaise would be so angry with him that he would either pretend that he wasn't alive or he would curse, scream, or hit him.

Draco sighed as he walked over to Ginny's bed and saw that she was in fetal position under her covers. He took out a miniature silver tray and a tiny balled up napkin out of his pocket. He whispered a spell under his breath and the tray and napkin enlarged. He placed the tray on Ginny's desk, unraveled the napkin and out spilled different kinds of snacks, fruits and a nice hot plate of Fettuccine Alfredo. He arranged the foods on the tray and with one last look at the ball that was his heart broken friend, and the love of his life, he left.

Taking a deep breath, Draco opened the door to his dorm, expecting to see the room in a mess and Blaise sitting in a corner with his head in his hands mumbling to himself. To his surprise, Draco had entered the room, and it was clean as ever and Blaise was pulling his pants on. He looked up and smirked, "Well if it isn't the bastard who-" He stopped in mid sentence and shook his head, "Forget about it."

Draco dropped his backpack by his bed and said, "Look, Blaise. I'm sorry and-"

Blaise stormed over to him and stood in front of his face. They were just a breath away from each other. "You're sorry?"

He sighed, "Yes, I am. And so is Ginny. It was a mistake. We weren't thinking when it happened."

"'It was a mistake. We weren't thinking.'" He mimicked. "I know you two are sorry and I know it was 'mistake'."

"Then go back to her."

"Don't you get it Draco. I can't. I leave for a week and she can't be faithful. You know that that bastard is going to send me to do more missions. Next time I might not come back for a month. I don't want to come back to a girlfriend who's fucked the entire school and say it was a mistake. She's not ready for commitment yet."

Just at the moment, the bathroom door opened and out came a blonde. She winked at them and walked out of the dorm.

Draco pursed his lips and nodded, "Not ready for commitment? And you are?" He was starting to get mad.

"I never said that I was." He whispered.

"What the hell Blaise? You've got this gorgeous girl, crying herself to sleep because of you. She loves you and you love her. HELL, YOU'VE CHEATED ON GIRLS BEFORE!"

Blaise flared up, "YOU'RE RIGHT. BUT IF SHE LOVES ME AS MUCH AS SHE SAYS SHE DOES THEN SHE WOULDN'T HAVE CHEATED ON ME. BECAUSE I LOVED HER AND I NEVER EVEN ONCE THOUGHT ABOUT BEING WITH SOMEONE ELSE!"

"BUT IT WAS A MISTAKE!"

"I DON'T CARE! SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME, DRACO. SHE LOVES YOU!"

It seemed like the world had stopped. Draco sighed and said in his normal voice, "She doesn't love me. She can't love me."

"Really? And why is that?"

"Because I can't get into a long term relationship right now. I'm leaving at the end of this school year. I don't know when I'm coming back, or where I'm going for that matter. There is no room in my life for a female companion. But you do. Let your parents get what you and I both know they deserve and spend the rest of your life with her. Be happy."

Blaise shook his head, "You still don't get it. She doesn't love me. She loves you. And you love her."

"I don't love her."

"If you don't love her then how did you write her those poems? It came from you Draco.. You were the one who came up with all the romantic shit. It was you all along and she loved everything that you did- no thought. I just did it for you. Draco, do something for yourself. You don't have to be with Ginny for a long time. Just tell her that it was you and that you love her. Do it for her and you."

Draco shook his head, "Why are you so acceptant of this?"

"Because she loves you and I want her to be happy and she'll be happy if she's with you. Think about it." With one last look in the mirror, Blaise left the room.

The next few weeks were horrible. The three friends weren't talking to each other and Ginny seemed to be getting weaker as days pasted. She had been asked to go to the hospital wing a few times and every time she went, Madam Pomfrey would look at her and start shoving potions and liquefied foods down her throat. She would look good for a few days and then would look horrible again.

Blaise looked like he was happy go lucky with two or sometimes three girls around him. He would make them laugh and flirt restlessly with them.

Draco was neglected by Ginny and didn't feel like debating with Blaise. He looked fine on the outside, but on the inside, he was fighting a losing battle. As the days passed, he would think more and more about what Blaise had said. By the end of the month, Draco had convinced himself that Blaise was right. At the very least, he should apologize and explain to Ginny everything that happened. I'll tell her next Saturday.

Ginny sighed and gently put her quill on the desk. She brought her hands up to the temples and started to rub them in circles with two fingers each. For the past few hours, she had been felt surges of pain run through the upper right part of her eye and then a headache would come. Sometimes she would see blinks of white light appear and she would have flashes of lightheadedness. It was two thirty in the morning and she was trying to finish her homework. She had been doing them for almost eleven hours now. It wasn't that the homework was that difficult, it was just that she was doing them slowly and carefully. Then the pains started and she did them even slower, but not as careful. It's not like I have anything to do anyway.

She breathe deeply in through her nose and out her mouth, slowly. Thinking that this will ease the pain. It did a little bit, but not much. After a few minutes of pain surging through her head and face, it slowly vanished. She sighed, picked up her quill and reread her sentence. She was about to finish it, but felt something coming up her throat. She ran to the bathroom and heave, hoed.

Saturday rolled around faster than Draco would have wanted. Today, he was going to tell Ginny how he felt about her and their situation. He was going to tell her everything. Wait, should I tell her that I'm leaving at the end of this year? He sighed and took a seat. He was in the library going over his plan. Tonight, he was going to ask her out to dinner and hopefully she will say yes. Then he was going to take her to the Astronomy Tower where they were going to watch the metorshower and then he was going to tell her. After going over his plan a few more times and trying to see Ginny's reaction to him telling her he was leaving and without, he thought that it was better not to tell her. But wait, shouldn't our relationship not start with me lying? He growled in frustration and slammed his fist onto the table, making the librarian look over at her and shushing.

Saturday morning, Ginny woke up with her back aching, and her mouth filled with saliva. She slowly sat up and then ran to the bathroom and threw up what very little food there was in her stomach. After she washed her mouth she sat on her bed and sighed.

She was very hungry, but didn't feel like she should eat because she would throw it all up. She closed her eyes and a visual of the calendar appeared. Oh my god! What day is it? She ran over to her desk, pulled out her mini calendar and her eyes became the size of kiwi's. She dropped the calendar and went for her pregnancy book. She got this when she found out about her pregnancy. Symptoms: missed period or a period with less bleeding than normal, backaches, constipation, darkening of areola (breast nipple), excessive salivation, exhaustion or feeling sleepy, food cravings, frequent urination, headaches, increased sense of smell, lower abdominal cramps, nausea and vomiting, and tender or swollen breasts. She was experiencing more than one of these symptoms. I can't believe I'm pregnant...with Draco's baby.

Draco took a deep breath and started walking towards her. I can't believe I'm this nervous to ask a girl out. Especially a girl I've known for years now. His thoughts were terminated as he tapped Ginny on the shoulder. She turned around and an angelic smile dawned her face.

Ever since the start of the week, she had begun to eat and spend time outdoors. Draco was overjoyed to see her health improve and she was slowly returning to her old self. She was glowing and walked with her head held high. The warmth returned to her eyes, her rosy cheeks were beginning to reappear, and everything about her was coming back.

"May I?" He asked.

"Of course."

He sat down beside her and they sat in silence, enjoying each other's presence. This is the first time they have spoken to one another since Ginny and Blaise broke up. They were sitting by the lake, letting the sun bathe them in its warmth. He inwardly sighed, and laid on his back. Tucking his hands benethe his head, he closed his eyes and relaxed.

Ginny took advantage of Draco's tranquilized state and observed him. The wind played with his hair, sending the front of it flying here and there; his beautiful blue eyes hidden behind closed eye lids, his lips slightly ajar, just waiting to be touched. Oh how she ached to feel his lips on hers once again, if only for a few seconds. His jaw. She loved his jaw. It was strong, but not too strong. She wanted to run her finger along it and go down his throat and under his shirt. She swallowed hard and looked away.

"Why are you here?" She muttered. "Not that I don't want you here. You know what I mean."

He slowly opened his eyes and replied, "I wanted to see how you were."

She smile danced across her face and she turned to face him, "Thank you."

He looked into her eyes and felt as if they were calling to him. If you were one of those few students playing in the field looking at them, it would be like a movie playing in slow motion. His face was slowly inching towards hers. They were just a breath apart, but he paused. "Are you sure you want to do this?"

She broke eye contact with him and looked at his lips and face, "Yes." She said surely. And finally they kissed. Without breaking their touch, he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her down with him. They broke the kiss, breathing in short breaths, grinning. He laid on his back and she laid on top of him. He placed one of his hands flat on her back and circled it soothingly while the other hand laced itself with one of hers. "Are we ever going to talk about it?" He asked.

He felt her shrug, "What's there to talk about? It was a mistake."

A feeling of pain and sadness filled him. "Oh."

"But I'd like the next time we do it, to be for real." She whispered shyly.

He sighed and embraced her tightly, "Don't do that. You scared me." He whispered in her ear.

She chuckled, "I never thought I'd see the day Draco Malfoy was scared." She kissed him lightly and snuggled closer to him. After a few minutes of silence she asked, "What are we?"

"Anything you want us to be." He replied casually, thinking that she would want them to be a secret couple.

"Will you go out with Draco?"

Caught off guard, his eyes widened, "What? Are you sure?"

She looked him in the eye and said, "I want us to, but if you're uncomfort-"

"No! Of course I want us to. I just don't want you to be uncomfortable."

With her laced hand, she squeezed his and said confidently, "I do."

"Ok then. But I'm a little upset that you asked instead of me."

She rolled her eyes and rested her head on his chest, "You guys and your pride."

AtwistedAngel13

I know the ending was a little rushed but I wanted to end it lightly and not so lovey dovey. Because the next chapter will be all about Draco and Ginny relationship and her pregnancy. It's also going to be the last chapter. So see you all next time and thank you.

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