I do not own Inuyasha or any anime thing or show but I love writing stories about then in return of falling in love with it.

The sad cry of a love and a fight against it

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'I don't want to lose you too' said Kouga softly as he walked at the hut unaware that Inuyasha had heard and unaware of the small cloud of miasma floating through the caves walls that would be very hard for any demon to smell.

Chapter 5

Day's passed and Inuyasha started to heal faster then ever but decide that he wasn't ready to return back to his forest because he was making a lot of new friends there ever since Kouga stood up for him.

As the sun started to lower down and darkness started to form it was time for another great dinner made by one of the wolf demons.

'So Kouga what did you do today' said Inuyasha as he stuffed a pile of meat in his mouth that the wolf demon cooked for him.

'Nothing new just hunted the same food that we always eat…. But what did you do today Yuka told me that you did something amazing today' said Kouga as he took a peace of his raw meat and started to tear it apart with his teeth.

'Well it's not really amazing all I did was kill this demon that was flying near the cave for her since the others couldn't reach him because he was so high up' said Inuyasha with a grim on his face as he gobbled another spoon full of rice.

'Oh' said Kouga a little sad, 'so does that mean you're well enough to leave' asked Kouga with a little soft wine mixed with it.

'I guess but I wanted to ask you something' said Inuyasha as he placed his spoon down on the table.

'What' said Kouga with a little wonder as to what it was? 'Will it be alright if I stay her with you and your pack' asked Inuyasha with his hair covering his ace in case Kouga said no.

'Well Inuyasha I wouldn't mind you staying but you know I will have to ask the pack what they think' said Kouga 'but I don't think they will mind though it looks like you guys have been getting a long quiet well' said Kouga as he took his empty tray of food and put it on the counter for the wolf demon that cleans his hut comes.

'Good I hope they will let me stay' said Inuyasha a little cheerful as he finished his last stack of food and placed his tray near Kouga's.

'Inuyasha… I wanted to ask you if you're ok' aid Kouga as he stopped Inuyasha from leaving the cave, 'what do you mean' asked Inuyasha as e stood straight up waiting for Kouga to finish.

'Well I've been hearing you cry late at night while you sleeping… is that why you tend to stay out late so you won't have the same dream about Kagome's death' asked Kouga as he saw Inuyasha face drop again.

'Why the hell do you care… if you hear me why don't you wake me' said Inuyasha as he grew madder and madder. 'Do you think I like having the same dream over and over' yelled Inuyasha as little clear drops of liquid dripped from his eyes.

'I'm sorry' said Kouga as he tried to confront Inuyasha but was stopped once again by Inuyasha's yelling. "Sorry can't help what I see ever night and neither can you' yelled Inuyasha as he pushed Kouga out the way and ran out the cave towards the woods. As Kouga watched him run his body started to move toward the fleeting hanyou but he quickly stopped it and turned around for bed.

(Why won't you help him he needs you help… just like he needs you every night) said Kouga's mind angrily as Kouga lay down in bed about to close his eyes.

'Because if I help him he'll hate me for loving him' said Kouga as he closed his eyes tight trying to fight off the tears of seeing him once again hurt Inuyasha.

Later on that night after Inuyasha return with a line of blood coming from his arm from the demon that snuck up on him and cut his arm. As Kouga rested having another empty dream for he was scared that his dreams might show him once again making Inuyasha feel bad.

'Kagome…' wined Inuyasha as his terrified voice echoed through the hut making Kouga wake up once again from the cry of Inuyasha's pain. 'Naraku you bastard NO…' yelled Inuyasha making Kouga quickly pop up and run to Inuyasha's room. "Inuyasha I'm…' said Kouga but stopped as he saw the sadness in Inuyasha's eyes as he started to scream some more.

'Kouga…please…help…me' said Inuyasha softly as he roughly turned over once again but then quickly popped up with piles of sweat dripping down his face as he breathing became harder and harder as he tried to calm down.

'No…' said Inuyasha as he tried to calm his breathing like ever night with tears falling down his face.

'Why did you do it Kagome… why' said Inuyasha as he balled up in a ball still crying with sadness, 'Inu…yasha' said Kouga as he walked over to Inuyasha to calm him down. 'It's ok Inuyasha' said Kouga as he wrapped his arm around Inuyasha for confront, 'It's just that it hurts so much to see it every night always ending the same' said Inuyasha as pictures of his dreams and the night of Kagome's death popped in his head.

"No… it's not true" yelled Inuyasha as he tried to erase the sad memories from his mind, 'Inuyasha you have to understand it's ok… I'm here to help you' said Kouga as he felt Inuyasha's tight body become soft with calmness.

'I know but it can't be true, I've seen her get hurt badly but not like this' said Inuyasha as his head started to slightly press against Kouga's chest for confront. 'To tell you the truth I never seen Kagome hurt bad, but I've seen you a lot of time said Kouga as he felt the nice smoothing warmth coming of Inuyasha's body.

'But now for some strange reason if I saw you get hurt again I would feel mad…but also sad that all this stuff keeps happening to you' said Kouga as he hugged Inuyasha tighter making Inuyasha's head press more lightly against his chest.

Then a slight blush covered Inuyasha's cheeks as the words from Kouga flowed through his head, Inuyasha the buried his face into Kouga's chest to cover his blush from Kouga's eyes.

(Wow he looks pretty cute when he blush) thought Kouga as he saw Inuyasha try to hid his now red cheeks, then Kouga placed his hand under Inuyasha's chin and lifted his head so he could see Inuyasha's red cheeks.

'Kouga what are you…' said Inuyasha but stopped when he saw that Kouga's face was slowly inching towards his. As Inuyasha shut his eyes tightly he felt a moist but warm thing slid up his cheek and stopped at his eyes and did the same to the other side. After the feeling stopped Inuyasha couldn't help but feel sad as he open his eyes to find that Kouga's head was held low so his bangs would cover his eyes.

As Inuyasha looked at Kouga he could tell that something was wrong like he felt quilt for what he was just doing like to…was wrong. 'What's wrong Kou…' said Inuyasha but before he could finish Kouga quickly stood up with his head still down and walked out the door leaving a sad and confused Inuyasha.

The next few days it was all different instead of the happy Kouga there was a low headed Kouga with guilt/ shame in his eyes every time he was around Inuyasha even at home. After Inuyasha's wounds had disappeared he started to feel more and more, happier here with the wolf demons and Kouga. 'Why do I feel like this every time I see Inuyasha' thought Kouga with his head hanging low from the sight of Inuyasha talking with the others.

'It's like when I see him I want him but feel wrong for that' thought Kouga again. 'Hi Koug…a' said Inuyasha but slowly came to a stopped when he saw Kouga walk pass him with guilt in his eyes like every day, 'uh I'm so tired of him feeling guilty over nothing' thought Inuyasha in a harsh way.

Inuyasha quickly said 'goodbye' to the others and headed to the hut he was allowed to stay in, without a care Inuyasha walked right in the hut and straight to Kouga's room. When he entered the room he saw a quickly lowered head Kouga sitting on his bed.

"Kouga I don't know what the hell is you problem but you need to get over it" yelled Inuyasha; "If you don't want me here anymore then just tell me" yelled Inuyasha as he finally saw Kouga's shame filled face for the first time in weeks rise up.

'No it's not that I want you to leave it's…' said Kouga but cut himself off before he went too far, 'It's… what that I've worn out my welcome, or you just getting tired of having a half-breed in your hut' said Inuyasha in loud yet going soft voice.

Kouga could hear the hurt in Inuyasha's voice as he said that. 'Inuyasha I'm sorry it's not that it's just ever since that night I went to help you during you nightmare I started to feel wrong to look at you' said Kouga as he walked over to Inuyasha and wrapped is arm around he trying hard to hold back his want to do more to Inuyasha.

As soon as Kouga's arm wrapped around Inuyasha's shoulder Kouga was furriestly pushed away from him, as Kouga saw that Inuyasha's head was now lowered down to the ground but not in shame like Kouga instead with anger.

As Kouga got up from the hard floor he was pushed on he started to smell a change in Inuyasha's sent something like a change from a half-breed to a full breed.

'Inu…' said Kouga but stopped as he saw Inuyasha's head slowly lift up to revile a now red and blue eye demon with long purple marks his cheeks. As his once cheerful smile changed into an anger and a blood thirsty smile (A/n: when I wrote blood thirsty smile I don't mean to drink it but like a killer who is dieing to see blood).

'Get… away… from… me' said Inuyasha as he tried to hold back his demon blood from Kouga, but all Kouga could do was stare with fear and shock ness of what he did. Seeing that Kouga wasn't going to move Inuyasha charged at him and quickly made a long deep cut down Kouga's arm making Kouga hop out of his daze.

"Ahh" yelled Kouga as he felt the pain surge through his body then back to his arm with more presser. 'Inuyasha what's wrong with you' said Kouga as he turned towards the evil grinning Inuyasha.

'Huh… if you didn't get the message from the weaker me then tuff because I'm not going to stop' said Inuyasha as he once again charged at Kouga, seeing that Kouga quickly dogged Inuyasha before Inuyasha could cut his arm once again. "Inuyasha stop" yelled Kouga as he dogged another attack by an inch, 'what's wrong… I bet now you really want me to leave" yelled Inuyasha as his arm flew forwards making a long cut on Kouga's thigh.

"Well to bad I'm not leaving" yelled Inuyasha as he dogged a kick from Kouga. (I have to get Inuyasha out of here are he might hurt my pack) thought Kouga as he dogged then kicked punch Inuyasha in the chest, "come on Inuyasha if you want to kill me come and get me" yelled Kouga as he ran out the hut and through the cave to the entrance.

"Come back here" yelled Inuyasha as he ran through the forest after the fleeting Kouga, (where is it I know it's around here somewhere) thought Kouga as he looked for a clear open area to fight Inuyasha at.

"Stop you mangy wolf or I'll kill you" yelled Inuyasha as eh speeded towards Kouga, (there it is) though Kouga as he stopped in an empty field a waiting for Inuyasha to catch up. "Finally now if you don't mind I would like to finish this now" yelled Inuyasha as he flew towards Kouga in an attempt to kill him.

"Ok but I need to talk to the half-demon you first" yelled Kouga as he dogged Inuyasha's kick but missed his punch. "I don't think he wants to talk to you anymore but I'll be glad to talk to you after your death" yelled Inuyasha as he made a deep gash in Kouga's leg making him collapse to the ground.

"So Kouga can I ask you something… what was you so ashamed about during my healing" yelled Inuyasha as he knelled down beside Kouga making a long cut down his cheek.

'Is it because I was a half-demon and didn't deserve to live around your clan' said Inuyasha in a taunting voice. 'Or was it because you thought it would be wrong to kill me in my weak stage' said Inuyasha as his face grew red with anger. 'Maybe it was because you could only think of me as a useless human that…Kagome…loved' said Inuyasha as a small but notice able tear ran down his face.

'Or did you think what Naraku did to me was right for allowing …him…to…kill…Ka…Kagome' said Inuyasha as tears of seeing Kagome die like the way he was hurting Kouga flashed through his eyes. Kouga watched and listened in sadness as Inuyasha spoke of Kagome, 'it's not that Inuyasha….' Said Kouga but was cut off by Inuyasha's quick punch to his face knocking the words out of his mouth.

"Don't lie to me, I'm sick of people lying and keeping secretes from me" yelled Inuyasha as he thrust another punch at Kouga's face.

"But Inuyasha I…" yelled Kouga but stopped as the words he has been holding stopped coming, "I…I love you Inuyasha" yelled Kouga as the words that laid inside of him since that night he found Inuyasha released.

"NOOO" yelled Inuyasha as he heard the exact words Kagome said to him come from Kouga's mouth.

"NOOO, when ever someone said that to me they always leaved me" yelled Inuyasha as his eyes started to fill up with tears as his eyes changed back to yellow orbs of beauty and his nails changed back to normal along with his face. "My mom, Kagome, Kikyo all loved ma and all died because of me" said Inuyasha as he started to run from the shock Kouga.

"Inuyasha please no… come back" yelled Kouga as he ran after Inuyasha but fell from all the energy and blood he lost. As blackness soon covered Kouga's eyes making his last sight of Inuyasha fade away as he manage to say a few words, 'but Aishiteru Inuyasha' said Kouga as his body slowly limped to the ground.

As Kouga's body floated in darkness a line of thoughts floated through his head of Inuyasha (A/n: this is a poem I wrote about Inuyasha and Kouga so I decide to add it to this I hope you like)

I am a Fool

The way your voice yells, so mad, so mean.

In a strange way it calms me.

Letting me know my appearance has been seen.

From the growl of your voice it changes me.

From the crackle of your fist lets me know that you are piss.

From the flash of your fangs lets me know your going insane.

I can't help but love your angry grin for the happy one show's that it's a sin.

To love a half-demon such as yourself.

With loads of great beauty but no wealth.

I am a prince of my clan even though you are a man.

I want you as a mate even though it isn't faith.

Your half-demon blood is as strong as a full.

Even though you think I am a fool.

To fall in love with a hanyou as yourself.

But to me you are full of great wealth.

I'll mate with you soon, so pup don't act like a fool.

My mark shall be pressed against your neck as to yours I won't regret.

For a half-demon like you I am a fool.

For my love for you will be knew

Inuyasha Aishiteru

Author's note:

Well I hoped you liked it and I know how long it is but I wanted to make sure I hade everything ready fro the next chapter. Well review and tell me how it was.