Was It All A Mistake?

Chapter Four: Secrets

By: Desiree (DannyandSam4life)

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of Danny Phantom

Devoted to: Eternity's Shadow

Sam looked at Danny. She was really scared and upset. Danny knew the truth. Danny knew her secret and that wasn't good. Sam knew that things would be so hard now, Danny would be upset that she never told him right away and he would be upset over the whole situation. He would also be upset that Sam had kept any secret at all from him.

"You should of told me the truth Sam, you know I'll love you no matter what ... you don't need to hide anything, you can talk to me about anything no matter what it is. You're the most important thing in the world to me..." Danny hugged Sam tightly.

Sam hugged Danny back and cried into his shoulder. He didn't seem like he was mad. "Your not mad?" she asked him, sounding really shocked.

Danny looked deeply in Sam's eyes. "Of course not. I know you was just scared to tell me. I can't believe you never told me earlier..." he told Sam.

"I'm sorry, but I was afriad of how it would ruin your life, I mean we go to college next year and finals are coming up and--" Danny cut Sam off.

"Sam," Danny said grabbing her hands. "Listen, I know having depression is hard but that's not going to affect your grades, you have me and you'll always have me," Danny placed his lips on Sam's.

Sam pulled away. "Depression?" Crap! Danny didn't know the truth he thought she - oh no! Sam still had to tell Danny the truth, just great! Jazz had to make up a lie and it wasn't good on Sam. Sam looked at Danny. "Right ... but it's just really, ... sad ..., sometimes," she told Danny. "Can you walk me home, I'm feeling a little sick," Sam said.

Danny grasped Sam's hand and Sam nipped his hand and they walked down the street alone, together. Sam's mind wandered as they passed the houses, she didn't know how long she was able to keep the secret from Danny she just didn't. She was so upset and so sad and oh so very scared. She didn't know what to do. What if Danny got angry at her for not telling him when she suspected she was pregnant? What if he left her?- wait, no he wouldn't do that but the longer she kept the secret, the harder it would get to tell Danny and the bigger the fight would be and the more Danny would be hurt ... but Sam just couldn't bring herself to tell Danny what was wrong. There was no way she could tell him - not yet anyway.

When they got to Sam's house, Sam gave Danny a long kiss before going inside and then she walked slowly upstairs to her room. She plopped down on her bed and started to cry. "My life's a mess and I know that Danny will hate me when I tell him and then things will be worst," Sam said to herself. She finally fell alsleep until she was awaken by her 'wake-up call'. She quickly got a shower and got ready for school. She wasn't in a good mood at all and she was afriad that Danny would find out her secret anytime now. She had already starting gaining a little weight but it wouldn't be noticable to most people in the school but Danny would soon notice. Danny noticed even the smallest changes in Sam. Sam's outfit for today consisted of black jeans and a lavander tank top with a thin black zip-up hooded sweater. She grabbed her books and left her house without even eatting anything for breakfast. She ran out her door and walked down the street without even looking where she was going. She ended up colliding with someone, whuch caused her to fall fault on her face and when she looked up she saw Danny. "Danny?"

Danny quickly helped Sam up and hugged her. "Oh Sammie, I'm so sorry..." he said.

"No Danny honey, it's really all my fault, I wasn't looking where I was going," Sam said in a low voice. Her stomach was paining like crazy and she tried to hide the fact that she was sick, weither it was from not eatting or morning sickness she didn't know...or maybe it was the guilt she was feeling from hiding this secret from Danny.

The school day went on normal until lunchtime when Sam broke down at the lunch table while Danny was talking to her about "I'm sure glad I got some like you I can trust, I know you'd never lie to me or keep anything from me. Sammie, I'll never lie to you and I'll never keep anything from you, I want our relationship to have no lies or no secrets, okay?" Danny asked her. That's when Sam started to cry and Danny didn't know why. "Sammie, honey what's wrong?" he asked.

Sam just got up and ran out of the caferteria. She ran down the hall and out the door. She wasn't staying in school. She was going home so she could avoid Danny - yeah, like that was going to work. Anyway, when she arrived home she ran upstairs to her bedroom and she went to her computer. She decided to look up things on teen pregnancy and she also looked up for ways to escape Amity. She was going to go on a trip and leave this place and get away from Danny, not because she didn't love him because she loved him with all of her heart but because she couldn't live with the guilt of lying to the one man that she loved. She was really scared and really upset. After a few hours of being alone she heard her phone rang and she answered it, it was Danny of course.

"Danny, why are you calling me?" Sam asked him.

"Well Sam, you're my girlfriend, you ran out of the school crying, don't you think that's reason enough and I shouldn't have a reason to call you, I love you and you love me," Danny said.

Tears poured down Sam's face. "Yeah... about that, I'm sorry, I just got a little overwhemled, that's all and I have been feeling really depressed lately and well..." Sam said.

"Sam. Listen, you have me. Don't run away from me, I love you Sam, and I don't want you to go through this alone," Danny said.

"Fine," Sam snapped.

"What's wrong, I thought that was the right thing to say," Danny was confused.

"Sorry, mood swings... ah crap, I'm hungry. I want pickles dumped in ice cream," Sam said.

"Ah Sam, you okay? You hate that. Remember when Jazz was pregnant before she lost her baby, she tried to convice you to eat that?" Danny laughed.

"Yeah but I'm..." Sam started to say but stopped. Here was her chance.

Okay, so that's the end of Chapter Four. Um... I'm about to start Chapter Five but with let's see 3 assignments and a test to study... not easy. Well, ta-ta for now.

Desiree