And I will also add all those who are loyal to my stories and of course my Beast Friends: Jungle Boy and Major Rob Fan…Well back to the story….
Hopelessly in love and desperateRaven's Point of View
"Why must this happen?…why does it have to happen to him!" Raven was in her room now pondering about what has just happened. "Why can't I be…normal? Why does this…this…curse keep me from loving? Why must be this way? Why can't I just admit my feelings for him?…oh, yeah, I forgot, my damn powers.
"I know I love him but, why am I so afraid?" she thought to herself.
"I'm so sorry Beast Boy, I never meant it to be like this. I'm sorry." And with that, she phased through the floor in her room and now on her way to the medical room of Titans Tower…
Common room…
"Hey Rob, Star." Came the worried voice of Cyborg.
"Hey Cy." Replied Robin.
"Hello friend Cyborg." Starfire said, but the joyfulness of her voice seemed to dissipate.
"So how is he?" robin said, breaking the silence between them all.
"Well my scanners say that he's still in a coma like state…I have him hooked up to my internal sensors, so if anything go wrong, I'll…" Cyborg stopped seeing Starfire about to burst into tears. "But all that I know of is that he's going to be fine. I'll see you guys later, I'm going to check up on B.B."
"Ok, well be there in a while…" Robin exclaimed, also noticing the look on Starfire's face.
"Robin, the thing that happened between friend Raven and friend Beast Boy, what did Raven mean by, 'I would love to spend as much time with you as possible'?" Starfire said, holding back her tears.
"Well, if you ask me, I think that Raven loves Beast Boy, and due to the fact that she was afraid of the outcome of what might've happened if it did come out. And I guess now, since of what happened, I guess she was right. I think that she was afraid of her powers going haywire and/or the fact that Beast Boy might turn her down."
"Oh, but the only thing that I don't understand is, the word love. What is or what does the word mean? Robin?" When Starfire finished her sentence, she noticed that Robin got a little tense and started fidgeting with his fingers…
"Uh…well…um…Star…its kinda like…uh…how should I say this?" Robin said stuttering quite a lot. "You see Star…when someone loves a person, it means that they show a lot of affection towards this other person…"
"Oh, like can you explain what this feeling feels like?" Starfire said curiously.
"Well, its really hard to explain. For every person it's a different feeling. For instance, what I feel like when I'm in love with a person, I feel like I've just been beaten up, but I don't feel any pain, or I feel like I haven't eaten or drank water, but I feel fully charged and have no fatigue…" "Oh shit…" Robin thought. "I said what I would feel if I were in love with a person…shit!"
"OH!" came Starfire's powerful voice. "So tell me friend Robin, whom are you in love with?"
"SHIT!" "Ahh…well…its…um…wait, who ever said that I love anyone?" he said trying not to look into Starfire's eyes. "Man, her eyes are beautiful…oh shit! Whatever you do Robin don't look into her…"
"Well, you did, Robin. You said, 'For instance, what I feel like when I'm in love with a person…' Starfire backfired
"Damn it! She got me…" "Well Star, I gota come clean…tell you the truth. The only person that I ever fell in love with was you Starfire. You're the only person that I've fallen in love with." Robin finally confessed.
"Why me, friend Robin? Why not some other girl?" She said very happily.
"Well, the fact is Starfire, the reason why I love you is because you're the only unique one in my eyes. You're the only one that really cares for me, not due to the fact that I'm a superhero and is cute looking, but the fact that I love you and they way you look, and of course, your personality. I just love those emerald eyes that you have, the wavy auburn hair, your smile, which makes me so wild, and the fact that you smell like strawberries, which is my favorite food, and the fact that you're strong, and brave."
"Robin…" Starfire was then suddenly cut off by a pair of lips, which fell onto hers. She didn't no how to react, so she just went along. She saw this on one of the movies that she was watching with Raven one Friday night. She then placed her arms around his neck, and Robin placed his arms around her waist, and they both deepened the kiss. Then they both separated from one another, missing each other's warmth of their arms around them, and they were now trying to catch each other's breath from a very fired up kiss.
"Robin, what was that you just did?" Starfire said breathlessly.
"Well Star, its what we call a kiss. Its what people do on Earth to show affection or love towards each other." Robin stated also breathlessly.
"Oh, really?" she said, with a very mischievous smile on her face.
"Uh, ye…" Robin was cut off by Starfire kissing him this time. It was only like a 10 second kiss but it was worthwhile. "So does this mean you…"
"Yes, boyfriend Robin." She said. Robin on the other hand liked the way she stated his name, boyfriend Robin. Robin then came forward and placed a fiery and passionate kiss on Starfire. Then they both intertwined into one another's arms and fell into space. Then all of a sudden, Cyborg came into view by the two lovers.
Robin and Starfire's head all turned to Cyborg when he walked into the room. Then they both stared at him maliciously because he just caught them kissing.
"Hey, what's going on here?…" Cyborg asked dumbfounded and awed at the same time…"maybe I should leave these two alone…" and with that Cyborg left the two lovers to themselves. While they are in the common room, he's going into the garage to his "baby."
"Maybe we should go check Beast Boy, and tell him of our relationship." Starfire suggested.
"Ok, that's a good idea. Plus we didn't see him since this morning." Robin said happily. And with that, they set off towards the medical room, holding hands.
In the Medical Room
Raven slowly and quietly phased through the floor of the medical room finding it empty. She then looked around at where Beast Boy was. She found him on the far left cot, unconsciously laying there…She then walked over to the bed, grabbed a chair, and sat right next to him.
"Hey B.B…." She said quietly. Tears were now falling freely from her eyes to the bed sheets on the cot. She then placed her hand on top of his, hoping he's all right. "I'm so sorry for everything Beast Boy. I never wanted this to happen. But the thing that kept me from telling you this is because I thought that you might reject me, like I think that you would now. I just want to tell you how much I care for you. How much I would die for you to just like me in return. Even though it doesn't seem like I don't like you at all, most of the time is because I'm trying to hide my insecurities.
All I ever wanted to tell you is that I love you so damn much! I never wanted to harm you in anyway, and for that I am truly sorry. I just love almost everything about you: the fact that when you smile, the little fang that shows up when you smile is so cute, I love the scent that you give off when I sit close to you, which smells almost like fresh and clean air, that's held in the rainforests, the fact that when you make up jokes, it makes me laugh, on the inside, the fact that I like the way you look, like how your arms are nice and muscular, and also have a nice chiseled out strong back.
Also just the fact that you're around me makes me wana have you all to myself. Also the fact that I love your green skin because it makes you special and the way you always want to make me laugh and be happy, and your beautiful olive green eyes that looks like two beautiful, priceless gems. I just want to let you know how much I love you, and that I wish you feel the same way as I feel about you. Please wake up Beast Boy, please… you're the only person here that can keep me together and sane. Please don't leave me here alone. Please come back."
Raven then placed her head on the bed sheets and cried softly for what she has done to Beast Boy. But the only thing that was "out of place" was that nothing was happening when she was showing such strong emotion. Raven then sensed something from Beast Boy. Beast Boy's eyes then started twitching, then his bright olive green eyes flickered open.
"Beast Boy!" She cried out then embraced him lovingly.
"Hey Rae." He said quietly. He then noticed that she was crying on his shoulder. "Rae, are you ok? You're crying, why?"
"I'm crying because of you Beast Boy. I almost lost you!" she said quietly. "I didn't want the one I love die because of what I did." She confessed. Raven then did the thing that might make all her troubles worse, she took Beast Boy by then chin and then placed an affectionate kiss. This kiss surprised Beast Boy, but didn't care, he just deepened it and let it go. These two melted into one another, until they needed to separate for the lack of oxygen.
"Rae…?" Beast Boy said looking into her beautiful violet eyes.
"Yes Beast Boy?"
"Has anyone told you how beautiful eyes you have? Because I think you do. But the thing I don't get is how beautiful you just are. Your lovely pale skin, and elegant violet hair, and your fragrant aroma drives me crazy when I smell it, and gorgeous body."
"Is this what you really think of me, B.B.?" she said, blushing furiously now.
"Yes I do Rae, I do." And with that, he kissed her on the lips. She then reluctantly pulled away and said…
"Beast Boy, I love you."
"I love you to, Rae" then they both went in for a passionate kiss. But the thing that they failed to notice is that they were being watched. For Starfire and Robin, they saw and heard everything.
"Maybe we should leave friends Raven and friend Beast Boy to their privacy." Starfire squeaked happily.
"Yeah, I guess you're right, Star." Them they both left Rae and B.B. by themselves. "I can't believe they finally both confessed about each other." Robin exclaimed happily.
Back with B.B. and Raven
"So, what do you like about me?" Beast Boy asked. "'Cause I'm green, and that's an ugly color, I'm bad a making jokes, I always get on your nerves like almost all the time, and I'm just not a likeable guy."
"And who says that?" Raven said sounding surprised
"Well I do."
"Well I don't. Because I love your green look, it makes you unique, I laugh at your jokes, on the inside, and even though it looks like you get on my nerves, you really don't, and I don't think you're a likeable guy…" She said, seeing that his elf-like ears droop down. "Those are really cute also, and he's hot looking." She thought to herself. "I think you're a loveable guy, B.B." she said. She also noticed that his ears bounced right up and his eyes started to "glow."
"Thanks Rae, this really means a lot to me."
"I think I know something that'll mean something more to you than what I just said."
"And what's that?" Beast Boy asked curiously.
"This…" and with that, she kissed him again.