A/N: Okay the usual disclaimer I do not own the Teen Titans or any other character in this story period. PERIOD. As in do not pass go do not collect $200 ok I own nothing except for Richard's six friends. Next to answer the reviews I want to thank you for writing me you have been very kind. One asked if his Richard's light saber was double sided, to answer no it isn't I didn't think he would use one cause of the sword he had in the episode The End part 2 so now with reviews answered on with the story.

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Chapter 4: Pimp my Ride

Old fighter bay

So the seven of them went down to the fighter bay. " Now which one will it be?" James asked

" How bout that one." Kong said. He was pointing to what looked like a ball with wings, this thing was in such bad shape it didn't even have landing gear, the wings were all bend up and mangled. The only thing that looked salvageable from this thing was the cockpit frame.

" I think that will to." Richard said liking the challenge. " Yeah that one will be perfect."

" You sure Richard," Yaegashi asked, " they're other in a lesser state of repair than that one."

" I know but I like a challenge you know that." He said.

All they could do was nod in agreement and the others left him to start repairs on his new fighter Yaegashi stayed behind to talk alone.

" Richard," she asked, " it has been three years now and I was wondering why you haven't wanted to have sex with me yet?"

Dropping a power converter he was inspecting he turned to look at her and said, " You know why we haven't had sex yet, I don't feel like I can go that far without knowing my past. It just wouldn't seem right to me."

" I know and I understand your reasoning, it's just that I love you and I want you to know that no matter where you go and where you are I will always love you and I will find you no matter how far you go."

" Your scared that I will go back to where ever it is I came from and you will never see me again is that about it?" he asked

" I hate it when you know what I'm thinking." She said and hoped up on the ship and kissed him.

" I know, it's just more fun for me." Richard grinned. " I'll see you at dinner ok, I need some time to find out what I've gotten myself into with this galactic p.o.s." and then he went back to work.

Earth: Jump City

In the past three years Jump City has gone from crime central to almost spotless and crimeless. In the recent years the Titans had managed to keep the crooks in jail and close down the H.I.V.E. with the help of an insider. Jinx had decided to help the Titans with closing down the super villain academy, more out of love for Cyborg than anything else and as a favor to the city they expunged her record clean. Beast Boy had changed his name to Changeling when he turned 18, and Raven had mastered her powers enough that she could express some of her emotions openly. But she still felt that with Robin gone the victory over the H.I.V.E was a hollow one at best.

" Alright ya'll now I just had a chat with Green Lantern about letting us join the Justice League, but we would have to leave the Tower and go the Watch Tower from now on." Cyborg said.

" Well it doesn't bother me, " Changeling said

" Me neither," said Raven

" I think I will go home to Tameran." Starfire said, " It is time for me to take my place as queen I think."

" Well I just finished my holographic projector for myself,' Cyborg said, " I think its time I try a normal life for myself."

" Don't forget me Stone," Jinx said.

" Of course not lover, how could I forget about you," He smiled. " I'll tell GL that you two are going to take up the offer."

And with that the Titans disbanded.

Year Five since Robin's Disappearance

Richard stared at his newly finished ship. It had taken him two years to finish the repairs but it was finally done. Richard found some old schematics in the library archives to make repairs go faster it was just getting the equipment that took him so long. It still held the same shape, bubble style cockpit; the wings were slightly diamond shaped with two laser cannons in the ends, the wings had a gap in the middle that lead to the cockpit. Richard also added some improvements to the small vessel. He added two small photon missile launchers that retract under the surface on underside of each wing. He also added the ships standard Ion drive and put in a hyper drive generator so he doesn't need a booster ring. He painted the ship silver and green like his droid R4. Standing back looking at his handy work with a satisfying smile on his face the looked at R4 and said," You think it's time the show the others.'

The droid gave an approving whistle and rocked back and forth on his back supports. " Yeah I think so too." And with that he draped a large piece of canvas over the top of his ship for the grand unveiling of this work.

Apart from working on his fighter, teaching classes, and spending time with Yaegashi Richard didn't do much else. His students progressed faster than he expected, and at time he would push some a little too hard, but when he had he noticed that they would work even harder to master the skill.

One night Master Skywalker called him to his office for a meeting. Thinking not much of it he decided to go and see what he wanted. When he got there Luke said, " Richard I'm pleased to see you're progress over the last two years and now I have for you one final test."

" Test what do you mean test?" Richard questioned.

" You have gone through two out of three tests that you must under go for the rank of master, they are of body, spirit, and mind. You face the first two on your search for your light saber crystal. But to face the mind is a test against yourself. Everyone goes through these tests differently. So in your test of mind we will meditate until the test is over."

" How will I know when that has happened Master?"

" When you have found something lost to you." He said.

" Well that should make it easer since I've lost a lot." Richard joked.

" Now lets begin."

As they started to meditate Richard felt that and overwhelming feeling of dread. Like some unknown force was coming. In his minds' eye the vision blurred with familiarly of a memory flash.

The flash started over a T-shaped building. He stood there floating over it a second when he was sent flying through the roof top door, down a flight of stairs, and stopped at a door, the door opened and he was sent to a wall, he saw a hand press against a panel that looks like part of the wall. Suddenly the wall opened to a one-person elevator, getting into the elevator another panel opened with a retina scanner, palm scanner, and voice recognition module. When the first two process were done Richard heard a disembodied voice say Richard Grayson code-name Robin, password sanctuary. Wondering what that was about the elevator shot down and deposited him into a room with computer, T.V., cot, and weight equipment. Walking around the room when he flashed to a main room where four kids were sitting on a half circle couch. He had seen these people before in previous flashes but couldn't remember what their names were. Until now at least, staring at them he could recall each one clearly as if he never forgot them, Cyborg, the machine man was sitting on the left side of the couch, then there was Starfire, a Tameranian, then there was Beast Boy, the small green elfish changeling, and last was Raven, the half demon with violet hair and amethyst eyes. He remembered that it was she in his flash on his trip back from the crystal cave, the one he kissed.

Breaking out of the trance he felt incredible amount of pain in his right arm. Howling in pain he grabbed his right shoulder. Straitening his arm a burst of force energy erupted from his right arm, a bright flash of white energy, like a cannon.

Luke just stared shocked thinking ' no fucking way, was that a form of force lightning. I thought is was just like the empire's but it might change from person to person.'

" The pain is gone," Richard, whispered, " Master Skywalker what just happened with my arm."

" That was a dark force ability known as force lightning, although it was nothing like the other one I've seen it looked like regular lightning coming from the fingertips, but that was completely different." Luke said. " Aside from that you have passed the test you are now a full Jedi Master congratulations, Master Grayson."

Walking from Master Skywalker's room Richard had to pause and think, for the past five years he had hoped he would become a Jedi Master and now even with the names of his past and yet he still didn't know who he was.

" Hey Richard what's up," turning he found himself staring at Yaegashi as she ran towards him, " I heard you had a meeting with him today, so how did it go?"

" Oh it went fine, so how has your apprentice been going."

" Well Master Jade thinks that I'm ready to take my tests…and I was wondering what you were doing tonight cause I'd like to celebrate."

" I think I need to meditate tonight, my session with Master Skywalker was my final test, and something weird happened in it," Richard said, " and I don't think I should tell you because I really don't understand it at this point." He added.

" Well will I at least see you later tonight," she pouted, " I really want to spend some quality time with you and lately you're always busy with that ship or your students, or something else that ends up happening, and I'm wondering when our going to have time for me."

" I promise that later on tonight I will spend some time with you, ok." Richard had to stress the ok out for her to smile.

" Fine see you later." And with that she ran off, most likely to tell the others of Master Mara Jade's recommendation.

Richard headed to his quarters. After being stopped by several students wondering when their tests would be he reached his room. No longer the Spartan looking room that he had when he first got there. The room now held many candles that he uses in his meditations for there relaxing aroma, also cluttered on his desk were information pads with design ideas for his newly finished fighter, and some other nick naks that he gathered over the years.

As he sat down on a pillow that was lying on the floor from when he last meditated. He began to clear his head, the empty space that filled his mind came fast with all the practice that he has done recently. When he was starting to reach his center of meditation he began to have a flash, but some how this one was different. It didn't feel like a memory resurfacing it felt like a wall being torn down and an image of the violet haired girl he remembered as Raven began to flash in his mind, but it wasn't the memory of Raven it was as if he was looking at her right now. Suddenly he opened his eyes and shouted, " RAVEN!" At the top of his lungs.

Earth: Watch Tower: Raven

Raven was sitting at the mess hall table talking to Changeling. He was making some comment about their latest mission to Russia to stop some crazy ex-military freak from launching a nuclear missile at a neighboring country. For the most part she was tuning him out. She was thinking about 'him' again, sort of spacing out when Changeling asked.

" Yo raven you ok."

" Yeah I'm fine BB (note, Raven still calls him BB, that's mostly because it's faster than having to say Changeling) just spaced out there for a sec."

" No you were thinking about 'him' again weren't you?" BB questioned

" Yeah I was, sorry bout that. It's just hard to believe that it has been five years, FIVE YEARS BB and we found nothing on him, it's like he just went off into another galaxy or something." She howled.

" I know Rae, it still hurt me to, the only one I think that has gotten over it was Cyborg, and I think it's the fact that he's become a workaholic starting that tech company of his and marring Jinx. Oh that reminds me I got a transmission for Star the other day."

" Yeah what did she say?"

" She says things are going great, but she can't come visit us for at least year from her point of view,

" But that's three earth years, you know we could always go and visit her."

" But we won't be able to see her just because we go, besides she hasn't come here since the Titans disbanded. I think that she still feels a certain pain about this place. She did love him after all and you remember how she was when he died."

" Disappeared," she corrected him angrily.

" Look Rae, we've had this argument before. Even if he survived that lightning hit, he still would have had to land the pod on a probably hostile alien planet, find parts to repair the pot and chart his way across unknown space to get back here, now honestly do you really think he could do all of that?" BB asked.

" Yes," she said bluntly.

" Yeah, knowing Robin your probably right but maybe its time to let it go and move on."

Just when Changeling finished that last comment Raven's head started to pound when a picture of Robin flashed into her mind, but this wasn't the picture that she thought of when she imagined him, this image was of a man in his early twenties, long black hair with a bit of scruffy facial hair, but it was that eyes that told her who it was. Those hypnotizing green and brown eyes that she would remember from the day she says them.

" Robin," she whispered

" What was that Raven?" BB asked.

" Robin," she said more confidently, " he's alive I know it."

" How, how do you know he's alive?"

" I just had a vision of him Changeling, a real time vision, we have a mental link remember the incident with Robin seeing Slade in his mind and he got all beaten up and shit?"

" Yeah we all thought he was crazy but it was some sort of chemical in the dust from Slade's mask so what."

" You also remember I had to dive into his head to see that he wasn't crazy?"

" Yeah. Wait are you telling me that when you did that you two had a mental link and stuff."

" Yep."

" Dude no wonder you guys teamed so well when we played cards you guys cheated." Changeling stated,

" Oh come on Changeling, you really think we needed to use that to beat you and Starfire at cards you did that by yourself, besides I never told Robin about it so he didn't know when we played so there," she said sticking her tong out. " But I know he's alive now, I know it for sure."

" Well that's all fine and dandy but there's just one small problem with that," he said.

" What's that you negative green elf."

" We have no idea where he is so a rescue mission is pointless, isn't it."

" But we still have hope don't we." She said raising an eyebrow.

Yaven 4: Richard's Room

" RAVEN" was all that could be heard coming from Richard's room. James and Zer were walking by when they heard Richard scream. Quickly running to see what was the matter the opened his door to find him slumped on the ground unconscious. Zer quickly grabbing him they decided to take him to the medical lab.

Zer laid him on a table while a medical droid began to hook up monitors to keep track of his vitals. James calling the other to the med lab he began to look at the readings coming from the monitors.

" That can't be right." James said.

" What is it James?" asked Zer.

" Well look at his delta wave readings. From this it looks like he's just in a sleep state, but we can't wake him up and it's not a coma."

" So you want to tell Yaegashi that her boyfriend call out someone else's name."

" Not on your life. She found out that Master Mara Jade thinks she's ready for the tests this would crush her, or drive her into a murderous frenzy at which I will be long gone."

" Ok so we don't tell her that part, but you know she's going to ask what we heard."

" So we tell her we heard him scream and went to see what was up, and it's not a lie."

At that moment Yaegashi, Garack, Kong, and Fong came into the room. Yaegashi immediately ran to Richard's side and asked what happened. At which point James and Zer gave their rehearsed answer. Several hours went by and nothing happened when Richard started to come out of his dream-like state. Looking around the room to see the six of them standing around him talking when he spoke up.

"Where the hell am I?"

Quickly looking down the six instantly grew ear-to-ear smiles. Kong was the first one to do anything, he picked him up and gave him a spinal snapping hug and bellowed. " My friend it is good to see you awake once more and with out injury."

" Um Kong you might want to ease up a bit if you want him to stay uninjured buddy." Garack said.

Kong apologized for about five minutes after releasing Richard to the ground.

"Ok what did I miss?" Richard asked

" Nothing much 'Master Grayson'," Yaegashi said slyly.

" So you heard about that did you."

" Yep Master Skywalker announced it bout a half hour ago congers buddy," Garack said.

" Well there's still one more surprise left then." He said

The others looking puzzled followed Richard out of the medical lab and down the halls. After about ten minutes they reached the old hanger bay.

" Now ladies and gentlemen allow me to revel a piece of construction two years in the making," pulling the sheet off his newly finished fighter the others gasped in amazement," I give you the once galactic P.O.S. turned beauty."

As their gaze swept over the sleek new looking fighter Richard felt Yaegashi's arms wrap around his waist from the back, turning his head slightly to the right she whispered in his ear.

" Well how about my unveiling tonight," she said sultrily and pressed herself against his back, " you know that I've been waiting for a long time." And with that she licked the back of his right ear and walked away slowly swaying her hips as he watched her go get ready for tonight.

Trying to clam himself down he said," R4 lets see what this baby can do." And with that Richard climbed into the cockpit of his fighter and took off. He circled the academy twice and decided to give it a bit more and took her into space. Looking around the blackness of space his mind began to wander, thinking about Raven, he didn't even remember anything about her except her name and yet he felt guilty for something, but he didn't know what. Things just felt wrong and as Master Skywalker always says trust your feelings.

As he started to land he noticed a ship was heading for the hanger bay. At once he recognized the ship as belonging to the New Republic but they haven't visited the academy in a little over four years. As he finished landing he watched as Master Skywalker walking over to great them. Richard recognized Senator Solo and her husband Han Solo walking off the ship. Senator Solo greeted her brother with a warn hug, as Han shock his hand. Also walking off the ship was a Wookie by the name of Chewbacca. Richard had met Chewbacca before when they came to visit four years ago when he was still a pad wan. Now seeing them the two twins ran towards Senator Solo and gave their parents a big hug. Richard saw Master Skywalker ushering him over to him.

" Han, Laia, Chewbacca, I would like to introduce our newest Jedi Master, Richard Grayson." Luke said,

" Well this is the young Grayson you have communicated to us about Luke, well it's a pleasure to meet you." Senator Solo said.

" It is a pleasure to meet you too Senator Solo." Richard respectfully bowed.

" Say that wouldn't have been you in that fighter a while back we say, would it?" Han asked.

" Yes that was I."

" Not a bad piece of equipment how old is she." Han asked.

" Well honestly I'm not sure, I just finished rebuilding it so most of it is brand new."

At this the Wookie spoke. (If you haven't seen Star Wars you should know that Wookies couldn't speak basic they can only speak cheriwook, which is their native language, but Richard can understand it.)

" Well originally it didn't have a hyper drive generator but I installed one." Richard said.

Chewbacca spoke again.

" Thank you, and no I haven't had a chance to test out its combat capabilities except in cockpit simulations."

" Well let's hope you don't have to anytime soon Master Grayson." Luke said.

" Of course not Master Skywalker, I do not wish to fight simply to test out a new piece of equipment, that would be foolish." Richard said.

" Richard you can call me Luke you know, you're a master Jedi and a profound one at that so you don't have to be formal."

And with that Luke started to show the guests to there quarters. Meanwhile Richard was making his way to his own room when he entered the door he found Yaegashi, naked on his bed with his candles lit, while she just lay there in a playboy of the month pose.

" Come over here Richard and get what's coming to ya." She purred.

Walking over to the bed Richard took off his over robe and set it on the back of his desk chair. Then walking to the bed he laid down as Yaegashi began to caress him and kiss him while taking off his close. She managed to get his shirt off when he stopped her.

" Yaegi I'm not sure we should to this." He said.

" And why the fuck not. Richard I love you and I know you love me so what's the fucking problem." She yelled.

Shaking his head Richard said, " I'm the problem. Today before I passed out I had another flash."

" Go on." She said.

" It was about a girl." Richard said sheepishly.

" Oh," Yaegashi blinked, " so that's why you've been a little distant," suddenly feeling really foolish being naked she started to gather her cloths.

" I'm sorry Yaegi I never meant anything like this. And I do love you; it's just that I'm to fucked up right now. I'm just screwing everything up as usual." Richard said.

" I don't see why your past haunts you when you can't even remember it Richard, why can't you live in this moment with me I mean we love each other isn't that enough for you." She pleaded

" It's not going to be enough until I know who I am and that wont happen until I remember who I really am. Only then will I feel good enough for you. I just don't want you to have a relationship of this level with only half a man." Then Richard left his room to go to the training hall to practice leaving Yaegashi in his room alone.

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A/N: well another chapter done another night wasted on Doritos and root beer. Well I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and I would as always love to hear your comments, unless they say the story sucks in which case I'll probably ignore them completely.