Hello again everyone. I found a moment to write so here's a new chapter. Hope you like it. They kissed cool! Now you see what happens afterwards. It gonna take a lot more then a kiss from Lancelot to bring her back. :) Let me know what you think. Please R&R. I will try and post again soon.

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"What the hell could be taking him so long. It never takes him that long with the ladies at home." Bors said taking another drink.

"Yes well these arent the ladies back at the wall." Tristan spoke up calmly. "Let them have a moment alone." Grabbing an apple he started to eat.

"Of course shes not. Like I said before shes one of us." Bors said rising. Walking to the edge of the trees he peered through the denseness of them. "Lancelot! You get lost out there!" Bors shouted laughing. His diturbance caused the others to laugh with him. All but Arthur and Guinevere.

"Bors. Let them be." Arthur said sternly. If anyone could bring Lillian back it would be Lancelot. Arthur had hoped the woman would listen to his words and hold them greatly at heart while she decided what to do next. He hoped Lancelot could sway her to come with them, not for the sake of Lancelot or the others, but for herself.

"It must have been quite a shock seeing some one so dear to you fighting for the enemy." Guinevere said quietly looking out to the trees. "For both sides." Her voice caught Arthurs ear and brought him back from his thoughts.

"I am sure it was." Arthur said quietly agreeing. In his mind Arthur wondered who it would was more difficult for, Lancelot having to be careful on how he acted around the one that he loved or for Lillian, the one who didnt remember. What could be worse, not remembering the ones you loved or being the ones that they loved.

"Hey Arthur... Do you believe she will remember us. All of us." Galahad asked earnestly to his commander.

"Possibly. With our help. But we can not force her, if anything that may to more bad then good." Arthur said calmly. He watched as Marius' widow checked Dagonets wounds. "How is he M'Lady?" Arthur asked knealing beside her.

"He is better. He should rest for a few days so the injuries can heal. After a few days he should be able to do his normal day to day tasks." She said humbly as she changed his dressing. Dagonet winced briefly as she cleaned the wounds. "He is lucky she was there to aid him. Lillian, kendra, what ever you see fit to call her. Had she not discovered that he still lived you may have inadvertantly killed him." Looking to the commander beside her she saw the guilt of Dagonets injury in his eyes admist many other emotions that he tried to keep hidden. " He will be fine. We should move him back to the carriage." Dismissing herself she left to ready Dagonets bedding.

"Gawain, Galahad help me to get him up." Arthur said summoning the others to aid him. Ever carefully each lifted Dagonet from the ground and carried him into the nearby carriage.

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Letting her mind go she fell into the moment and let him embrace her tightly and bring his lips to hers. Her heart raced so loudly she feared that all could hear. His hands trailed up her back pulling her even closer. His heart raced in his chest as they held their embrace. How he hoped this was no dream and if it was what a cruel dream it would be once he woke.

'You are only making this harder on yourself.' he whispered harshly into her ear as one hand held her arms above her head and the other trailed up and down her body tearing at her clothes as they went. Twisting and turning in every possible way she sought to free herself from his hold. FInally she managed to free one of her arms and in a desperate attempt to stop his attack she clawed at his face drawing blood. In an blind rage he struck her hard across the face.

'Stupid wench!' he growled. Striking her again she coughed up blood. 'You belong to me. I saved you, I train you, you are mine.' Adjusting his hold on her she couldnt escape.

'Please dont.' she cried softly. Cynric smiled cruely and forced himself upon her. 'Please.' she cried. His lips met hers hard and unyielding as her forced a kiss on her. 'No.' she screamed in her head as he continued.

"No!" she shouted pushing him back. Her eyes flashed around her as the horrid vision still held strong in her mind. She still felt Cynrics arms holding her and his body on hers. Rushing her hands to her head she tried to rid herself of the images the filled it.

"Lillian whats wrong?" Lancelot asked rather suprised at her actions. What did he do wrong to cause her to pull from him as she did. Reaching an arm out he tried to calm her but she pulled away as he touched her.

Slowly the vision began to fade and Lillian realised where she actually was. "I'm sorry." she said gathering the cloak she wore around her. "I cant do this. I cant...I'm sorry." Turning she walked away from the confused Knight. She heard him call after her but she did not stop. She still heard Cynrics voice in her ears and his steely eyes that bore through her. With every step her pace quickened until she found herself back at the makeshift camp that the group had settled. All of them looked at her in suprise as she stepped from the trees. Her eyes went from on to another until she had met the look of all.

"Glad to see you have returned." Arthur said stepping forth. "Where is Lancelot?" He asked looking behind her. He heard the Knight shouting for her in the distance and he brought his eyes back to hers.

Ignoring the man before her she quickly made her way to the carriage and let the drape fall behind her shielding her from the outside world. She made her way to the far corner of the the carriage and sat. Pulling the cloak all around her body she sought security and safety in its folds. Closing her eyes she inhaled deeply trying to rid herself of the feelings of fear that surged thorugh her. 'You belong to me.' Cynrics words echoed in her ears as though he were there. "Shall I ever be free of you?" she asked to the empty darkness of the carriage.

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