Name: Just another Lily James Story
Author: Lola Cherry Cola/Wormtail2005/Tina Ryder
Rating: K+
Chapter One- I miss you.
Author's note- I started writing this site on and I lurv my homies that chat on it with me, like Katie and etc. They enjoyed this unfinished story and I hope you will! And I will continue it on here. Remember, constructive criticism is all good but no flames! They burn.
This chapter is sort of sad. And this part of the story I started getting writers block so some things might not make sense, getting fixed together, from now on in all chapters.
Description- James cheated, and Lily had to learn that by a spell. Now that the worlds over, everything goes wrong. She's messing up and the hospital wing has become her second home. She knows that there's nothing stopping her from going back together with James, but she will wait until the right time and keep him guessing.
Disclaimer- some characters are mine and so is the plot but most of it is all the genius's J.K. Rowling.
"Tina, Tina!" Remus ran to Tina, seeing her in the middle of the hall ready to go to Lily. She had been there more and more, he noticed. Basically he had become her stalker. He followed her around, he stared at her in class and even snuck with James and Sirius to the girls common room to see her.
"What do you want, Lupin?" Tina hissed at her ex. How dare he come up to her? Had he no pride?
"Look, Tina. Please. You're my girl and I really want you back!" Remus was now on the floor on his knees, his eyes to sad. Tina could see that he had been tortured enough and so had she, but this wasn't going to go blow over that easily. He needs to think about what he had done, Tina decided.
"Don't tell me that. Remus, I hate you! You will never have again! So stop wasting our time. Now I've got to get Lily. It's her last day at the hospital wing. Good bye Remus John Lupin, and I mean it," with that Tina went inside the hospital wing. Remus sighed and turned the other way.
>>Week Later
"Oh Tina, you look stunning!" Lily said as Tina showed off her red, sparkling tight dress. It really did go well with her. Lily was wearing an equally stunning dress. It was baby blue and puffy, hoop skirt. They looked good and they new it. Now to impress the guys. They walked down stairs together to the first floor where Sirius and peter were waiting, both with tuxes and huge flowers (how sweet!).
Sirius walked up to Lily, kissed her on the forehead, making her feel a little uncomfortable, and gave her the flowers. "For you, m'lady." Lily blushed. Peter gave Tina his flowers and read a poem, sort of weird but Tina loved it.
"Come on Lily, lets go show off our dates," Tina smiled and Lily nodded. They all walked out, talking and laughing.
"Lets see, where's James Potter?" Lily asked, snuggling into Sirius. Sirius felt very uncomfortable.
"Probably next to that pig, Remus Lupin," Tina growled. Sirius and peter just kept quiet and walked to the punch bowl. There was James snogging on Melissa and Remus talking to this pretty girl Andrea Rosie Fletcher. She was a pretty girl and right now in a purple, short dress that Lily can tell Tina envied. They all said hi, except for James. Then Tina and Peter went out on the dance floor.
"Well the nerve of her!" Remus hissed and brought Andrea out also. He danced with her all they way next to Tina, obviously trying to make her jealous. Lily like that idea and caught on.
"Sirius, follow me, I want to show you something," Lily said and took his tie, playfully pulling him closer to the forest. She pushed him against a tree and started kissing him.
"Where did Sirius go?" James asked as he was done kissing Melissa.
"Somewhere into the forest with that prat," Melissa said, rolling her eyes. "Why would you care?"
"Hey, that prat is a girl I love, you skank," he said then went to the forest to find his ex buddy on his ex girl. "Sirius?"
Sirius stopped and turned around slowly to find James. "Look buddy I didn't plan this-"
"You snogged my ex! Sirius, go to hell!" James screamed as he pointed his wand at him and started yelling curses. Sirius felt dizzy for a second, then he stood and did the same.
Soon after kids came rushing over to see what was going on and to see what the noises where. "Hey, what's that noise?" "Holy--.""Knock him out James!" "Beat the hell outta him, Sirius."
Lily ran in-between them, but before she could yell at them to stop they both yelled stupefy and she went to the floor.
"That's it!" a girl named Caroline came and another behind her, Mouse. "Potter, Black, come with me. C'mon mouse."
The three followed, Sirius looked at the two, Mouse blinking at him. Then the four heard the words they dreaded. "The ball is over, go back to your dorms!"
"Fighting, going to the Forbidden forest, leaving the place without permission," Caroline, who was a head girl, read down the list sourly of all the rules they had broke. James smiled wider as she read them. Sirius just looked at his dirty fingernails, bored. Then he decided to look at the girl who had winked at him before. Kat Bay, people called her mouse. Maybe she's a good fit with Wormtail, Sirius thought then looked at her chest. On second thought, I can have her. He nodded at her and she blushed a little.
"Black, are you listening to me?" Caroline hissed.
"Cut the crap, just tell us, how's Lily?" Sirius barked. Caroline took a step back, partly frightened. She nodded in sympathy.
"I know, she was a good friend of you two," Caroline said, not looking at either of them in they eye. "You may go down to see her."
With that the two ran out and to the hospital wing. Once they stepped in through the door they were greeted by the nurse. Lily, fully awake, could recognize the voices. Sirius Black and James Potter. They got her here. It wasn't very strong, the curse, since they hadn't been warmed up but it hurt. Mentally and physically. Then a voice popped in her head.
They fought for you! Give them a chance!
Lily took this into consideration. She sighed; she needed more time. Time she didn't have, though.
"Fine, you can go see her," Madam Pomfrey growled and let them pass. Lily hesitate for a second then closed her eyes, pretending to be sleep.
"Look what we did," James said, trying to hold back tears. "Sirius, we are monsters."
"You shouldn't have attacked me, mate," Sirius said, shaking his head. "I don't blame you, but you still shouldn't have."
"She's my girl, though. You said nothing would happen," James argued.
"I thought nothing would happen," Sirius said. "I didn't know she would want you jealous that bad. But it's your fault mate. First you cheat on her, don't bother to apologize, hardly see her in the hospital wing and then go off with a girl and snog her at the ball."
"I know Prongs, but I did it and there is no turning back," James sighed. Lily nearly shed a tear. He was sorry. He wanted to apologize. She wasn't ready to accept one, though. Or maybe she was. Stupid! She knew she wanted him.
"You give up to easily man," Sirius shook his head. James shrugged.
"Can I spend some time alone with her?" he asked. Sirius nodded and left. James muttered a thanks then turned all his attention to Lily. "Lily I want to tell you something. I know you're asleep but I won't have the guts to tell you when you're awake. I do you love and I'm going to keep loving you. I could never say it if you were awake and I sort of wish you can hear me. You're kind, and smart, funny and beautiful. Not appearance, even though you are but in your heart."
He kissed her cheek and left.
Lily could hardly hear Professor. Walker talk about curses that have no counter spells. How could she just let James go? Let him slip through her grasp? She was such an idiot! Sirius was off skipping class to snog with his new girlfriend, Mouse. Remus was passing notes with Andrea Rosie Fletcher, the girl who was his date at the ball, (by accident I used her in a post as the head girl, ignore that!), who Tina hated. In Tina's opinion, that was the only reason why he was dating her but Remus wouldn't do that. Its true, she was sort of sarcastic and a big know it all. Lily liked her though since she was very unique and has a good sense of humor. James was next to a girl sitting in Sirius's seat named Sarah Elizabeth Quintiliani, a girl officially on her hate list. So what is she had bright blue eyes and perfect hair, long, dark blonde, angled. Halfway down back, shortest at collarbone. It made her sick. Peter was staring at Tina and Tina drawing Remus dead in her Defense Against the Dark Arts textbook.
She was jealous. It hit her suddenly. Lily was plain jealous. Everyone was interested in someone, even thought Tina didn't show it. Tina liked Remus; Lily heard it in her sleep.
Or it could be she's pissed. She was stuck in the hospital wing during Christmas. While everyone was either hooking up or going home, she was stuck in bed writing letters to her parents and ready 'get well soon's over about five times each. It was sad, and it shouldn't have happened!
Lily growled to herself then checked on James and Sarah. Sarah was blushing and James stroking her hair. Oh god, get a room! Then suddenly she hear tapping near her. She turned and glanced at her right side.
"Gee Ms. Evans, would you please inform me and the class what is so interesting on the left side of the classroom," Professor Walker asked, a few students laughed, putting on one of her cheery smiles. It told Lily she didn't have to answer and nothing bad would happen. Professor Walker wasn't strict, only really to the slytherin. That's why every other house enjoyed her class so much.
"Oh, nothing really," Lily answered then a thought popped up. "Professor, can love potions be dark?"
The 22-year-old teacher raised an eyebrow. "I'm sorry, can you explain your question. I do not fully understand."
"Can love potions sometimes be considered a dark art?" Lily asked once more.
"Oh, I am not a potions teacher. You may take that up with Slughorn," Professor Walker said. "Ok, now to the lesson."
The students groaned and moaned. Professor Walker looked around; they really found love potions interesting? Well ok.
"Love is everything against a dark as you all know," Professor Walker started, looking around the room. They were all listening, so she decided to continue. (Remind you of any part of hp?) "But love potions tend to control it. If you were forced to love someone, that would be considered dark, yes. But that's all!"
"Ok, thank you," Lily said, smiling. "May I be excused."
Professor Walker sighed, but she did feel a bit bad for Lily. She had been in the hospital wing for a lot of the school year. "Of course."
With that Lily ran out. This explains a lot, Lily thought to herself.
"Lily!" James went after her. She ignored him, too caught up in her thoughts. Noticing that she wasn't listening to him, he ran faster and finally caught up with her. "Lily what was that?"
"Huh?" Lily asked, suddenly noticing James. Oh, how she wanted just to kiss him and tell him everything was ok. "What do you mean?"
"Well you ask about a love potion, then you go running off-" he stopped din the middle of his sentence and met Lily's green eyes. "You're not suggesting that..."
"Oh god, get a life Potter. Have nothing better to do then follow your ex around. And one more thing," Lily said as she could see a manly figure coming by. She took that boy by the color and kissed them hard hoping it would get James pissed. She had to do something; he cheated on her after all. Instead of hearing the whimpering she wanted to do, she heard laughing and then let go only to find it was Severus Snape.
"You filthy, little," Snape said as he wiped his mouth. Lily started blinking, a little shocked. James erupted into laughs.
"I can't believe I just did that," Lily said, shaking her head.
"You just kissed Snapey!" James almost fainted of laughter.
"Yes, I kissed Snape. A disgusting, slimeball," Lily started laughing along with James then stopped suddenly. "Stop it James, stop!"
James did stop at the sound of his name. Lily didn't say 'Potter'. He knew she was warming up to him.
"We can't do this!" Lily shook her head. "I used to love you, yes love you James. L.O.V.E. And out of all we spent together you couldn't return that. Instead you hooked up with a skank."
"All I want to do it be friends Lily," James argued, glad he finally got his word in. "We were dating, but you stopped it because of a little mistake. Now instead of being friends, you're snogging every boy in site. Calling Melissa a skank? Why don't you get a life, whore. Why can't you just forgive and forget?"
Lily took a deep breath, she was going to say something that would hurt the both of them.
"Potter, I can't ever forgive you so just stay away," Lily said, and with that turned around and walked away. Once he was out of sight, she started running and leaned against a wall, letting mroe and more tears break through. "James, I'll miss you."
James sighed and shut his eyes thinking of Lily and her sweet kisses. Oh what a mistake he had made! "Lily, you'll never know how muchI miss you."
