The song used in this chapter is "Have You Ever?" by S Club 7
The Broken hearted
She never saw it coming, she thought that they were happy. He had promised her the world and with two little words he took it away. Abby sat in her apartment all alone trying not to cry. She couldn't believe what had just happened. McGee came over as usual and they had dinner. McGee was rather quiet that evening. "Tim are you okay?" Abby asked. "Yeah, no Abby I'm not alright. We need to talk." McGee said. Abby knew the phrase 'we need to talk' never meant anything good for she had used it many times but this was McGee. "You're right we do need to talk. I have some good news." Abby said. "Me first Abby, this isn't working out. I mean I like you, believe me when I say that and I hope that we can continue to be friends but I guess what I'm trying to say is, it's over." McGee said. With that he got up and left. He left her without any explanation. Minutes passed by yet they seemed like hours and what had just happened hadn't fully hit her. Abby did the only thing she knew to do she got in her car and headed to Kate's house.
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away…
Though you think it's over…
Knowing there's so much more to say…
Suddenly the moments gone and all your dreams are upside down…
And you just want to change the way the world goes round….
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Can't you see that's the way I feel about you and me baby?
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, cause I loved and lost the day I let you go.
After McGee left Abby's apartment he just drove around the city for hours. He hated himself for what he had done, but he had no choice. He family would never accept Abby as one of the family therefore he could not marry her. It wouldn't be fair to her. Still it hurt like hell, after all he just walked out on the love of his life. How could he ever face her again, worse yet how was he going to face Gibbs when he found out.
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together…
Back in your arms where I belong…
Now I've finally realized it was forever that I've found…
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round…
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Can't you see that's the way I feel about you and me baby?
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, cause I loved and lost the day I let you go.
At the same time that Abby pulled into Tony and Kate's driveway, McGee pulled up to Abby's apartment. He felt he owed her some kind of explanation but she wasn't there. McGee got back into his car and disappeared into the night. They were both broken hearted.
I really want to hear you say that you know just how it feels…
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see?
Even though the moments gone I'm still holding on somehow…
Wishing I cold change the way the world goes round.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Can't you see that's the way I feel about you and me baby?
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, cause I loved and lost the day I let you go.