A/N – This is a Seto/Joey yaoi fan fiction. If you don't like, don't read. The title of the fic and ideas are from the song 'Fix You' by Coldplay, seeing as from day one of listening to it, I found it to be so inspiring and made it easy to write a story. So have a read, maybe review! Positive and negative reviews are welcome, always open to a bit of constructive criticism. But no flames because of the pairings or just because the idea of it doesn't take to your liking, thankyou.

Disclaimer – I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh, any of the characters or the song 'Fix You'. Hell if I did, I'd be rich! But I don't…Nor do I own any references to Romeo and Juliet, or any similar ideas…Mr Shakespeare does…but then his copyright may have run out by now…

Summary – Seto has no time to dwell, so why does he start crying?

Reviews – Again…as I always say, thankyou all loads for the reviews. Lots of hugs and kisses going your way! It does mean a lot to get reviews, always get excited when I see I have some! So thankyou loads and keep them coming:)

Domino Park

Seto Kaiba's POV

I didn't want him to walk away from me, I wanted him to stay. I, Seto Kaiba, actually wanted him, Joey Wheeler, to stay. It was ludicrous. Unthinkable. But I knew I wanted him there, to keep me company and tell me all the good things he could think of, because, hell, I was feeling pretty down and out at the moment. But no, he walked away from me. He walked away and left me just like everyone else ever did and with Mokuba growing up fast it wouldn't be long until he did too. I didn't know how much more I could take, people coming and going out of my life, something I thought I had developed immunity to but my coldness and harshness was just an act. I hated it when I met someone; I got on with them and liked them. It was the same routine that normal people went to, but because everyone always walked away and left me I had changed, changed into someone unbearable when all I wanted was for someone to understand me, be my friend and tell me that everything was going great. But for him to walk away from me when I so desperately needed him here was insulting and it hurt. But I had to get over it, I couldn't dwell on anything or everything I had spent so long building up, me, my company, Mokuba and my way of life, would come crashing down in an instant.

I checked my watch and saw that it was now four thirty AM. Far too late to go to sleep now and I would be waking in half an hour for school on a normal night. But there was no point now, so I made my way across the park to the mansion that was situated less than half a mile from the park to freshen up. But I wouldn't stay there. No, I needed to be outside, not cooped up inside thinking and dwelling, it would do me no good.

I entered my home and made my way to my bedroom but on the way all I could see was reminders of everything I had just told Wheeler. Why I had told him, I didn't know, it confused the hell out of me, but I thought he could help me. I don't know how, but I had a feeling, he had to fix me, he knew that and I knew that. I'm just not sure he was up for the task.

As I stepped into the shower all I had floating around in my mind was how he had grinned at me, and then walked away. It was excruciating and I couldn't stand it, my emotions took over and I screamed into the water, forgetting about what I was supposed to be doing, I sat on the floor of the shower and began to cry. The falling water had done a good job of disguising me, the sound of the water muffled the sobs and the water itself, trickling over my body, hid the tears. There was nothing I could do to stop it, the sadness and loneliness had overwhelmed me and despite fighting against it, I had broken down. It was at this moment that I saw who Seto Kaiba really was, he was someone. Someone that could be loved and needed to be loved. He was someone that just wanted another to hold him and tell him everything was ok and that there was no need to cry. Seto Kaiba was an eighteen year old boy thrown into an adult's world unprepared and he was lost. He thought he was in control and sure acted it, but behind the facade he was just a sad, lonely, lost little boy who needed someone to help him. But no one was coming and no one ever would because he would never let anyone near, it was his unwritten rule. At least this way he could never be hurt, and could never feel any worse than like in this very moment. Yes, I saw who Seto Kaiba was and I saw that he also needed fixing. I saw that he was desperate for help, desperate for life, to experience it properly instead of sitting behind a desk day by day.

But I was dwelling and had to snap out it. I pulled myself up from the floor and washed my hair. That little episode was to be pushed to the back of my mind, never to be opened again, never to happen again. For the man I was standing here was Seto Kaiba now and nothing could change that. That boy didn't exist; he was just a brief moment of insanity. The real Seto Kaiba was a great businessman, a great duellist and more importantly, a great brother. Maybe I didn't need fixing after all; maybe I didn't need Joey Wheeler at all. But then why was there this nagging feeling telling me to sort it out, that I had left things stupidly.

No, I thought, I'm stronger than this. The idiot caught me out and pushed the right button by walking away, that's all. I gained my usual composure with my hand on the front door. I put the whole morning behind me as I grabbed my keys and stepped out into a whole new day. A whole new day as Seto Kaiba.

A/N – Sorry for the delay but school really knocked it out of me this week! Been so tired that it's been impossible to write or update. But I'm here now and to make up for it I might add another chapter straight after this. L. xx