What If You Could See Me?

(A/N okay, here's another poem... just to let you all know, I am going to update my other fics... but here's a poem i wrote that was origonally a homework assignment to hold you off for a bit... i was re reading it, and i thought, maybe this could be from hermiones pov... like, about her and ron as teens and then how they grow apart. i hope you like it! lol please review)

What if you could see me

As no one else does?

The quiet, young, and frail girl

That you believed I was

Small days of lemonade

And basking in the sun

Quiet walks down to the Church

The two of us were one

What if you could see me

As a teen whose body's numb?

Lost in the crowd of right and wrong

I'm deciding who I'll become

My puppy love is not unrequited

I can see it in your eyes

The looks we shared, the notes we passed

It was "I love you" in disguise

What if you could see me

On my wedding day?

Still that frail, gentle girl

With whom you used to play

Clammy hands and weak knees

Taking over me

Flashbacks of you being there

And how we used to be

What if you could see me

With my groom and kids?

The soccer mom that I've become

The rules by which I live

Everyday's a busy day

Every moment of my life

Revolves around my family

I'm a mother and a wife

What if you could see me

As this lonely, divorced girl?

I've lost my love and the custody

Of the kids I called my world

No rent to pay, no mess to clean

I find I'm all alone

No shoulders left onto which I cry

Not one except my own

Summers come and summers go

As summers often do

And it seems I'm finding answers

That you already knew

What if you could see me

With no life, no sin?

And there you are, awaiting me

As you had always been

(A/N yay! how did you like it? review!)